A mesh between ambient drum and bass, liquid dnb and modern "breakcore"

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@akasukii

oh no, oh no, where did all the time go?
looks like u don't even know
still know i love u fasho
then i take a look in your eyes
and it makes me lose hope
and i realize that our love died
and it withered like a rose
saving this shit, yea, i meant to
but i guess u didn't know that
better watch who u talking to
cause u don't know who be on that
all that fake shit, i'm beyond that
and it ain't nothing to me
yea, i said you wasn't all that
but u mean so much to me

but u mean so much to me 
i wish u felt the same
we're meant to be 
this love is one sided
i wish that i was lying
i'm reaching out to u
but u never reach for more
i even cleaned out a drawer just for you 
cause i thought what we had was true 
but u played with my heart
i'm reaching out to u
i'm reaching out to u 
u mean so much to me
i thought we're meant to be

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withered ft. akasuki (sennai)

@dishonors @grimgardx

02.22.24

sun go cold and the night fall
things get old its a cycle
say bad things, it ain't right tho
talk to the hand, i don't like you
should know i don't wanna fight tho
we goin up, yea, that's my hope
me, you, and us, yea, that's my home

yea i see you there, with yo pretty face 
yea i'm bout that shi, ion play pretend 
i said i'm bout that shi, n my shorty never end
another cycle bby, we js gotta make amends 
u said i gotta grow up if i wanna show up
all ur fcking mistakes, they js made me throw up
but i don’t wanna listen, i js wanna go up 
they gon peak in high school, watch until i glow up

oh no, i think that its over
cause baby we've grown up
and i gotta own up to what i said
way down down in the deep u done left me dead
all my apologies went over your head
study this melody then you'll understand
what u meant to me was all in your hands

sun go cold and the night fall
things get old its a cycle
say bad things, it ain't right tho
talk to the hand, i don't like you
should know i don't wanna fight tho
we goin up, yea, that's my hope
me, you, and us, yea, that's my home

yk that im urs, i'm stuck inna cycle 
yk that’s my ho, ella es my idol (she is my idol)
i got the paper, got the money, but i'm still feeling idle 
even when i'm upset yk that i'm still yours, this shi a cycle

cycles ft. ephraim (grimgar)

prod by damien alter
mixed and mastered by me
written and recorded by me

Dodgin Bullets (p. damien alter)

beat made by @1bracelets <3

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words or whatever
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from the moment u walked by
i knew that i had to say hi
i can tell that you're pretty shy
but trust me so am i
i'm quite the quiet type
i stay awake all through the nights
and i think that we'd
enjoy the time that we could spend
lets spill our secrets all through the night
if ur feeling down i will hold u
no need to fight all alone
i'll take your side even when you're not right
to most people i'm not polite
but for u i'd even give my life
however i don't got a chance cuz...
u probably think i'm a lowlife

Lowlife :D - prod. bracelets

thank u

1-4; solo
5; @sennaidesu
6; solo
7; @aintitmardee
8; solo
9; @mental
10; @kuriyai443
11-12; solo

may18 + sennai, mardee, mental, kuriyai

produced by me

lyrics:
i've loved you since we met
feelings i never would've thought entering my head
i walk alone and pretend you're holding my hand
oh i'd drop the world for a chance to hold it again

i've missed you since you've gone
oh if its not with you, where do i belong?
i close my eyes and i try pretending that i'm strong
you said that i was brave, i don't want to prove you wrong

but i'm afraid of everything
and you're my everything, so i'm scared of you
(x3)

i've loved you since we met
feelings i never would've thought entering my head
i walk alone and pretend you're holding my hand
oh i'd drop the world for a chance to hold it again

cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything

brave/afraid

A collection of sound files lost to time. These are songs that im proud of, and hold a special place in my heart. But i couldnt find the will/courage to release for a majority of reasons. Imposter syndrome, Fear of rejection, Feeling lost, etc. But now i think its time i put them out for the public. Enjoy

Kindred

lyrics: 

stfu bitch
im coming for your head with a mf full clip.
ima need a payment
dripped out in chrome you know i aint never say shit

i aint ever talk shit 
people saying things and they think they gon deserve it 
i just wanna make it 
they see the blue in my bag and their gonna try and take it.

my name is walter hartwell white

you call me walter white the way im on the pink man
driving in a black benz racing for the pinks man
you see me out in public wearing all affliction
talking to your girl and she said that she a big fan

you dont ever wanna talk to someone like me
i promise it wont end well you just wanna fight me

i cop a puff and you know that shit is lychee 
take a couple hits and im drinking on my hi-c

dont try it, everybody lying 
im laying in my bed and i just start crying

see a pair of chrome hearts and i know i shouldnt buy it
dripped down to my toes and your girl just said she liked it.

pinkman p. hbj

More than you know ft. azzy

Please dont take my pride away
You know its all ive ever held onto since yesterday
I cant control my emotions, you know they fluctuate
And thats because all my serenity been sucked away

Now all ive got is this anxiety
You dont ever say you proud of me
Man fuck all of society
Ill get rid of it entirely
Aint got no privacy
They treat me like im a walking calamity
But probably
They fear me for the hell id bring them honestly

I hear your voice from inside of my mind, i think its calling me
To bring out my demons and give these fiends some proper quality
I know yo mind aint good, its getting worse but can you promise me
That you wont give up, well make it through this, thats my policy

You know what i been facin
The old me im erasin
Dont tell me you'd replace me
Cuz i know ive been a wasteman

I know that ive been failing
My mentals been decaying
So quit with all that blaming
Im busy innovating

Lowlife :D - prod. bracelets

Kayo

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