khan aitmatov: I know this tunnel, and it knows me.

when did everything get overcomplicated 
I just want somebody to tell me that i’m not ugly
I I I I got a tab on my tongue I’m going 
25 over the speed limit i’m bugging
I would like to know what I did 
that made you think that I was someone 
you couldn’t put all your trust in
when I opened up my heart 
was it too much for you to stomach 
baby I’m so exhausted
fuck!
every time I dream about somebody 
then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
every time I have a dream about you 
all of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
i-i-i’m surviving in the metro 
cut my teeth on wedding rings 
bayonetta ready and sharpened
if I live to see the sun again 
i’m rolling to the bank 
goth bitch finna make the deposit

i i i i don’t wanna live my whole life 
i don’t wanna live my whole life 
in the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
I don’t wanna live my whole life 
all alone and unsafe

please say something 
please say something
I’m so nauseous
all of this awkward silence disgusting
open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion

metro 2033 (p. trabint + dakota)

5189316

prod evan sasha :)

l:
no we not leaving
garden of eden

three cups in the summer
we dance in the evening
dont tell nobody bout this cause you both know we not even
garden of eden
watch my throne
while im gone

the winter was freezing left me in the cold
just me in a prison theres no growing old
im ducking the lights ill just hide in the snow
you say the word and im ready to go
oh garden of eden
oh, no we not leaving
garden of eden

swear im haunted feel it in my gut
thought we were perfect, howd we get so stuck
you said "im sorry" but im the one whos fucking up feels like a fucking uppercut the way you punch
fucking sucks
swear you fucking suck
dreamt about some kids we sleeping in and making lunch
such a cunt
cant ive had enough
im such a cunt
but i cant ive had enough
what they want, dont give them what they want
too damn strong, i wont drop no more songs
right now, too loud
can you keep your voice down?
im not doing shit without my eden, apple core down

dont give them what they want, ah
dont give them what they want, ah
dont give them what they want, ahh
dont give them what they waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant

the winter was freezing left me in the cold
just me in a prison theres no growing old
im ducking the lights ill just hide in the snow
you say the word and im ready to go
oh garden of eden
oh, no we not leaving
garden of eden

eve **evan sasha**

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4BbExVT4k1LCuznNie2iJL?si=8c19ad3891d04240

validation ft @rans0m 
prod @01kon + @p-guda

And I ain't ever felt this way before
Everything just piles on my brain
It pours it rains it pours
You take some more
My brain is sore 
and I

Can't keep on giving
I ain't really been okay in like a minute
And you ask if I love you
But that's a given
Do you feel the same?
Who are we kidding

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

She do whatever it takes
So I'm stuck here talking
And she mess with my head
Like I'm another option

Like I'm another man
Am I not a part of the plan?
I guess it's not that shocking

@rans0m
You treat me like a mess mess
Never clean your shit up
I can't do no right only wrong im a sinner
I won't make it far always losing not a winner
Sit back and watch the stars in your eyes
Watch them shimmer

Left or right?
I don't know where to go
Take my hand show the place the place they call home
Left or right?
I don't know where to go

She’ll do it all
For validation
Addicted to love
Like it was medication
I give it my all
But you were still “complacent“
In love with the feeling of feeling appreciation 
x2

validation ft rans0m (01kon + guda)

@sxthsns

LYRICS:
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

i took one shot at a ponyboy hope he stay golden
when i come around you feel the rumble but i aint flowdan
i just wanna get rapper rich one day get my wrist flooded
cash out an abundance i been hitting home runs
why these goofies bunting yea i treat the stu like boxing matches
you can see me punch in 
i done spent way too much of my life wondering where the drugs is
so down bad couldnt carve a smile out of my face i aint no pumpkin


im 23 years old should be in my prime by now i know 
sick of waiting on time time just go
feel like optimus prime when i switch clothes
-if you see me crying on my own
just know im trying to keep afloat
ima end up dying on my own 
the way i strive to be alone
the way i strive to be alone
flauge' packing heat he could send you home
you a opp? dont come in my zone
told ch6po man its been so damn long
i got bustdown fever everywhere i go 
no wonder why i stay indoors
im looking out of the window 
and all i see is time stolen

OH MY GOD!!
(2x)
i dont put nothing but my best in 
if you mean that shit best say it with yo chest then
im moving overtime forgot about my best friends
this shit been overdue but im so bad at scheduling
i put requests in to my plug i need my medicine
without it feel like ima die before the better days
i lost my mom aint get to see her shit embarassing
i still suppress all of my thoughts about it every day

bustdown fever pt 2 (sxth sns x swazy*)

ITS ALL CONNECTED (Trabint/Brakence)

prod @dramatrial and corefish

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could saddle it all up and take it away
What's to say, you wouldn't give me all of that
Time and space, couldn't wait
Fuck it, here we go again
That's right, you and I are stuck approaching another end

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

I got a problem and it's all my fault
This feel of drama keeps me up all night long
The marijuana frees me from my slump
And maybe if I felt a little better, I could get up and eat
I sob it all into a sweater and then I sever the leash
And we could really get along if we just let off the peace
And if you really think I'm wrong, we could give it a week

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound
If I could make up the breakdown a little bit
Shake, rub, and ache out the feeling
Take in the great love revealing
Patience, son, been pain since the ceiling

Now I've got a fear of falling and I wanna let it go
Sick of huffing back a gaseous pack and sitting like a stone
And the trauma gave me honest responses to get it out of me
Circle all the drama and atrophy all the artery

I think I'm falling and I can't reach you now
I pray to stall it, don't wanna feed the hound

Is it bad enough now to get me out of the first place
I left my will with the crown and now they're tying a hearse
They told me roll with the punches
I said I'm over it now
But I won't bluff when I'm bound
I'll just keep shoving it down
Little fit wasn't worth the time, circumvent my limits
Try to slip in and stupefy, year I spent a witness
Subtle shit just to loop the time in and out incision
Dog enough to let the villain side out to see the vision

KITE

crows

decay (feat. Vaeo)

dirtbagggggg

produced by @arysvance

lyrics :

i still remember everything about you now
for once in a while that i've been going off
i ain't vulnerable so i'll protect you from all the storm
but i'm stronger and wiser to anybody i don't wanna get involve

i'll bring all the flowers for you when you're gone
the magenta shades glowing into the dawn
hold my hand we fallin' under the sand
but we are far away from our fantasy land i'll be

right by your side
but i didn't know what you're going through
never been loved before all this is so brand new
and you're the right one for me i only need you

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
when we fall we'll parachute

i wanna see you again
you're my everything
i miss your voice everytime you sing
i always pickup the call everytime that my phone rings
but i still can't find love that's only one thing

i stay with you and i don't wanna go back and take their advice
had enough had to cut them all off with my only knife
i need you in my life i've been all alone it's alright
i wanna see if you're my true love

i'ma let you know
i been thinking about you everyday when i'm alone
i learnt to take my step and living out here on my own
i'm showing that i still need you
and i hope that i see you again
i won't be gone for you
when the sky will turning blue
but when we fall we'll parachute

and i hope that i see you again

magenta

twenty seven

DO NOT TAKE ANY OF THIS SERIOUSLY I HATE THIS ACCOUNT

twenty seven

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