SKEEMA

Mama I’m A Deadman

Lately things have gotten worse and I cant seem to handle it.
My heart it cries for help while all the vultures come dismantle it.
It seems these sunny days and this warmth has turned to cold and rain.
Nowadays the light at the end of the tunnels just a train.
My girl she hit me up she asked me why I'm pushing her away.
Thats what happens when your brother says he could die any day.
That is just what happens when you build a hatred for this life.
Everything about it makes you wish that you had seen the light.
And I ain't talkin heaven boy I'm far from getting into there.
They dont let people like me in, broken too bad to repair.
I been thinkin hard what difference does it make if I'm alive.
Why the fuck it matter if I live to see my niece at five.
Most of y'all will listen to this thinking that I'm always fine.
I just crack a smile for a while then I go and hide.
Glad to see it's working, glad you seem to think there's nothing wrong.
Glad to see you think that what I say is just a fucking song.
I guess that's ok that keeps you out my business askin' shit.
How do you cope with it all? Like shutup bitch just pass the shit.
I don't want your help and I could care less for your sympathy
If you need perspective Hannah Baker ain't got shit on me.
If you saw the inside of my mind I bet it'd make you scream.
If you think it's bad when I'm awake come see this shit I dream.
Come and see the shit I think about outside at two am.
You'd be overwhelmed and all your friends wouldn't see you again.

When the rain falls down and the skies turn grey; I will be here in my grave.
All that remains is the ghost of me; I am nothing like I used to be.

(Together)
When the rain falls down and the skies turn grey; I will be here in my grave.
All that remains is the ghost of me; I am nothing like I used to be.

I dont wanna stay; I'm going insane; I don't wanna be here anymore it's all the same.
I just wanna lay; Laying in a grave; I get satifaction from watching you fucking bleed.
I dont wanna stay; I'm going insane; I don't wanna be here anymore it's all the same.
I just wanna lay; Laying in a grave; I get satifaction from watching you fucking bleed.
(#Together)

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Sometimes I get low. Sometimes we all do. I do not promote self harm or unhealthy coping mechanisms. Since the making of this song I’ve found myself a therapist, got completely sober, and began living a healthier lifestyle. I highly encourage everyone who feels the way I express in this song to seek help for themselves in whatever way they see fit. there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. things DO get better. and if you ever need anything you can always reach out to me. Dropout Klub for life. Love you all.

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