I was just tryna listen to some meme music now im crying myself to sleep

crying typa vibe

i dont rlly have anything to say about this. when i made it i was honestly just trying to express my ether in the purest way possible for me, which is music. I didnt add words and i didnt use a 4/4 standard timing because i didnt want any limitations in how i could express myself i wanted the song to be completely me and my soul. The singing/humming is completely improvised and first take since i wanted to make it as authentic as possible, i tend to get super perfectionist and completely change everything i make and if i know others will see it i change it for them aswell, i didnt want to end up doing that for this i wanted it to be completely my own. The birds in the beginning were recorded from my phone on my daily bike ride home, i added it because whenever im on my bike in the woods by myself i feel completely free and myself, at peace, and i wanted to put that feeling into the song. The cover is of a place i go to by myself whenever i feel sad or i want to think or i just want to be at peace and see a nice view (there r cool cows there), sometimes i go there just to scream as loud as i can because of how empty it is, its another place i feel completely free and myself without judgement so i made it the cover, I got the idea to do this from "all about lily chou chou" where they describe what ether is and i tried to replicate that in real life but i cant really explain here what ether really is so i think if anybody reads this you should watch the movie "all about lily chou chou" to understand what ether means to you.. the movie is really good and it has really really good music too. I hope somebody can enjoy this thingy ive crudely made

Myether

candy sound 1

dab monster and $$$HONDA
lyrics by dab monster and $$$HONDA
produced by dab monster

A minecraft parody of airplane mode 

Lyrics:

I need to not pick up my coal
I'll go straight to peaceful mode 
Find biomes I do not know
I just found a block of gold
I got ender eyes I’m on that grind
In creative mode I’m at peace of mind 
Witches playing tricks oh god I’m dying  
But really it’s hurting me deep inside 
 'Cause I been dreaming about loot, uwu
I've been wishing I was next to diamonds, uwu
I've been dreaming of jewels, uwu
I've been thinking this is both a need and a must 

Ore has driven me so, so wrong
This year all I've got to show are logs
And I want to be super duper cool
But Notch, I don't know what to do
'Cause last year I had just turned 12
Feels like it up and flew
So far away, and out of view
But 13 seems like me and brews

'Cause I been dreaming about loot, uwu
I've been wishing I was next to diamonds, uwu
I’ve been dreaming of jewels, uwu
I've been thinking this is both a need and a must 

I know sometimes I make you want to quit
Sorry, hate the player not the game
I can't act like a noob and disobey
All that you want from me and that you say
I'm sorry, hater, please dc 
I'm trying to be M L and G 
And show you my armor, and flex all my iron
And frick, it is so hard  harvesting these dang farms  
I guess I'll just stay here and stay riding in my minecart
I'll ride in my minecart

'Cause I been dreaming about loot, uwu
I've been wishing I was next to diamonds, uwu
I've been dreaming of jewels, uwu
I've been thinking this is both a need and a must 
But
 
I’ve been waiting on loot, uwu
I’ve been waiting to be just like SkyDoesMinecraft too 
Cuz
I’ve been dreaming of jewels, uwu
That one day I’ll feel like SkyDoesMinecraft too
SkyDoesMinecraft too, SkyDoesMinecraft too

MINECRAFT MODE

worm

WE FALL AGAIN

depresso mode

just an experiment i did with lo-fi sounds

RAINY DAYS

Heather Sison's Album

please never fall in love again

Follow my IG: foreign forest_

Lyrics:

So what if I act way younger than I am?
Sometimes I'm just like damn
I don't wanna grow up to be like them
I could never work a job again
Moved away once but I missed my friends
Getting caught up, stuck in my head
I don't wanna grow up that shit is dead
x2

Getting back into the swing of things
The positives and negatives my life brings
Like I'm on a rolleracoshter I hold my breath
Gotta keep my hopes up 'cause I'm not dead yet

Listen on Spotify

so what

now im leaving 
will you ever miss me
you were never there 
you're so decieving 
i can't breathe
when i speak
it's like there's no air
pretty bitch
cut me deep
with her pink hair
pink hair
green eyes
shawty so misunderstood
she always gotta lie
now im tryna run away 
i can't escape your tide
im gone for good
no more fights
like every single night

when i die
will you be crying
or will you fuck the guy you told me never to worry about
im choking 
on all the bullshit you told me
while we were sitting on my lawn
passing time
looking at the clouds
ill never forget that
ill always regret that
i could've been sleeping in my room
but now im another boy who gave up his heart
just so you could break it
and now i passed out on your fathers couch
i swear i should've been taught not to fall for you
my dad raised me better than that
but now my knees kiss the front of your doormat
i ring your phone but i know you wont call back
your texts turn green
and you blocked me on snapchat
i swear i saw the signs from a mile away
and now im stuck laying in my grave

now im leaving 
will you ever miss me
you were never there 
you're so decieving 
i can't breathe
when i speak
it's like there's no air
pretty bitch
cut me deep
with her pink hair
pink hair
green eyes
shawty so misunderstood
she always gotta lie
now im tryna run away 
i can't escape your tide
im gone for good
no more fights
like every single night

pink hair (prod irby)

I was riding the bus trying to wave at people. But the only thing that was waving was the flowers on the road. To me, I felt that people don’t carry around the generosity to wave. But the only thing that waves back is the flowers.

Flowers are better than people

khai dreams - sunkissed (cover)

FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/swan-song

LYRICS:
[ verse I ]
I cant be what you want me to be
plain and simple, I wish to remain me
I am not sitting here, wishing for your sympathy
I am here to simply ask that you think clearly
It's always mental gymnastics
swear I've just about had it
fed up with the bullshit
what you wanna call it
entire scenarios go through my head
options played through stereos
some where I'm dead
say what you will, but ill take my words to the grave
mental messed up to where some simply think I'm insane
your interpretation of me is meaningless anyway
call it a day and go ahead, play me a serenade

[ hook ]
play me a serenade
so I can go away
listen to my swan song
to know where I went wrong
today is not my day
it never is, I say
but you just play along
to my final swan song
I feel some sorta way
anything but okay
happy but it feels wrong
I can never play along
or so I say
maybe its all in vain
writing my swan song
so you can sing along

[ verse II ]
toxic truths fill my mental and
I feel as though I cant escape
lies told through gritted teeth
wish I could go away from this pain
overthinking, overstressing
over what's over
not what's to come
I often feel dumb
sometimes even done
reached my limit
I ain't quitting
perplexed about my next move
swear life ain't smooth
anti social anti interaction
stay inside all day
I don't see the sun
I'd like to believe its only a matter of time
before I fade away into the sky
but one last wish before I go away
go ahead, please play me a serenade

Swan Song [prod. $HINOBU]

any pronouns

i do covers?

i play ukelele and kalimba (and a lil bit of piano but we dont talk about that)

depresso mode

yung walnut

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