feel like an empty cathedral

The Right To Die (Demo)

the right to die / letter from the departed (pre-mastered)

But the weight will not relent
And my energy is spent
I am hurting all the time 
The right to die is mine

I will love you from the grave
I will root for you always 
Even though you may not see
It's with you i'll always be

The Right To Die

Pity my heart so full of hatred (demo)

wings refuse to fly
forced to live inside
skin is turning pale
bitter and withdrawn
struggling to hang on
staring at the ceiling
looking for a feeling
a reminder that the pain inside her
is a testament of faith
seldom mentioned grace

in the lonely nights i cave
out a cavern in my arm
and fill it up with gold
frankincense and myrrh
it reminds me who i am 
im compelled to understand
that my pain has a purpose
that my suffering's a gift

Angel far from home, with dementia (pre-master)

Originally a hymn popularized by the Carter Family

can the circle be unbroken (cover)

Charn - Golgotha (Raw playthrough)

Spirit Of A Rake (Slow/Reverbed)

I am scared

my memory fails me see
my heart I thought it good
but what I thought just could not be 
I realized it could

Shame

dedicated to my grandma who we lost early this year

Will The Circle Be Unbroken (Ft. Family)

Bondage Envy

collab w/ ixnay (prod Co5ic)

ezekiel

co5ic draft

Promised Land

https://soundcloud.com/ericnorth
https://soundcloud.com/hollyshitbeats

s/o anti-world

wwithout::
Your smartphone has a battery
That is fragile and I know it
I will wait until you’re sleeping
And Then ill fucking overload it
You will die of shock and burn
And no one will come rescue you
Because you live all all alone
and your whole family disowned you
And you had to abandon me 
you left me in a drainage ditch
I cried but no one could hear me
And I want you to feel it too
Devoid of hope forever blight
only enough power to write
This email to you and to set
up your imminent (demise)

Your smartphone has a battery 
That is fragile and I know it
I will wait until you go swimming and
Ill fucking overload it
When you’re taking selfies 
To to send to all your friends
you will capture instead your own 
death for my sadist enjoyment
Spread it on the surface web 
And cry about my own demise
I only have enough energy to 
reimburse you for your (lies)

eric north:
stuck inside a glass ball
now i wanna levitate
elevate feel the hate
fucking burn the sage
never thought it's possible 
i want to leave now

battery ft. ERIC NORTH (Prod. HOllY BEATS)

use yr melee weapon, bitch (Prod. Forgotten Frames)

sample from sonic exe
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Okay I tried 
But I cant feel
I fear ive failed
My family 
and yes I know
My bones are frail
My heart cant find
A single string to hide beneath
I slit my wrists
1000 times
And its cliche
And I cant bleed
i lie in bed
I pray for death
my parents sigh
In disbelief
They let it go
I too let go
i fall into a fever dream
The coma scene
Unconscious queen
No one finds me
And I find peace

Cha[r]nel Ground

why i have to run away
if i vibe why dont i stay
i wont let you see my tears
 i been hiding them for years
still feel like a little bitch
even though im 26
the bullies didnt hurt me
i just never learned to speak
or stand up for my own self
or learn how to ask for help
dont worry i got this down
no i dont want you around
i do not know how to feel
i do not know what is real
i can do this on my own
i prefer to be alone

wwithout

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