Ummi

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Equanimity

Heaven Street

Birds.

Nujabes, J Dilla, MF DOOM, fathers of lo-fi hip hop.

Sunbeams // sheikhskype edition

The new age black complains about his ancestors although he is given equal opportunity. The apartheid his people had to suffer through no longer exist he feels the need to stay away from the evil white man, even though white man bends over and licks the boot of the black king he still sees the white man as the oppressor. The New Age Black is deluded. He spends all his finances on edibles, clothes, cars, shoes, and durags.

New Age Black freestyle

formerly known as the curse of empathy, formerly known as empath.

The curse of black skin

Shout-out to @whoisabnormal for hopping on this track with me. Beat produced by Yondo. Enjoy.

[Verse one: Wxddah]
Late nights,
murderous thoughts I been having,
thinking about taking a knife and just stabbing,
all my enemies thinking of their bones cracking,
all these feeling's I suppressed because I started rapping.

Suicidal thoughts and thinking bout jumping off the 9th floor,
because I questioned if I had anything to live for,
don't know if I'll end owning a whole store,
lately my life's been a blur I feel a bit offshore,
damn like who am I and what do I wanna be,
flashing visions of murder due to my anxiety
losing my mind and losing my sanity
thanks for those who stood by my side,
for those laughed at me.

You'll be fresh on my mind,
thanks for wasting my time,
and making me realize,
how good that I could rhyme,
I'm suffering,
stuck again,
OCD,
GAD,
I don't not know who the hell do I wanna be,
murderous thoughts got me thinking of first degree,
asking my Lord for forgiveness wish I could be..
(Normal).

Tryna fulfill my legacy goat,
I pray that I don't lose hope,
every day I'm just trying to cope,
so clean cause I don't do dope.


[Bridge] (x2)
I'm clean but my mind is dirty,
ya my mind is dirty,
ya my mind is dirty.


[Chorus] (x2)
I feel like losing my mi-ind, I feel like losing my mi-ind,
I feel like losing my mi-ind, I feel like losing my mi-ind,
I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime, I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime,
I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime, I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime.


[Verse two: Abnormal]
Everyday wake up to the same routine,
get out my bed brush my teeth,
same thoughts rot in my brain everyday,
life's not fair and I am not okay,
feel like putting a bullet in my brain,
life ain’t that crazy but I’m insane,
should I take my life away,
so I can rot in the grave,
and let my soul fly away?

I do not care anymore,
don’t need a place to call my home,
these days I’m so numb I do not really feel a thing,
everyday is full of pain,
and it’s driving me insane,
I just wanna disappear thoughts of slitting my own veins.

From such a young I was picked on,
I was the one they always flipped on,
I was the the broken chair that everybody else used to sit on,
my emotions are so dead coz they been used a lot,
abused a lot,
misused a lot,
and I cannot fix myself if you just keep on breaking me.

You’ve forsaken me,
after taking what you wanted from me you have also taken me,
for granted,
like you didn’t need me in the first place and you keep on bragging,
you showed me no appreciation and that is all that really matters.

So I gotta cut you off you don’t belong in my space,
if you ever come back I will spit in your face,
I want you to disappear from my life without a trace,
I don’t want you to stay,
don’t look back walk away.


[Bridge] (x2)
I'm clean but my mind is dirty,
ya my mind is dirty,
ya my mind is dirty.


[Chorus] (x2)
I feel like losing my mi-ind, I feel like losing my mi-ind,
I feel like losing my mi-ind, I feel like losing my mi-ind,
I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime, I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime,
I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime, I feel like I'm wasting my ti-ime.

Losing My Mind, Wasting My Time. (Ft. Abnormal) [Prod. Yondo]

Kick It With You (Nimbus)

What Is Love? [Prod. Yusei]

Who Is Wxdd [Prod. Zeeky Beats]

Friendz [Prod. baileydaniel/$plashious]

First verse(Abnormal)



Second Verse (Wxdd)

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