prod. sanvictor
mix master @itsyungchevy 

I saw too many lights
dim before my eyes
I cried 
too many nights

I don't know where to go
I hate to be alone 
I tried 
too many nights

I want to say goodbye
im tired just to try
I wanna
be everything

Is time to let it go
we all die after all
it's fine
just let it go

I want to say goodbye
im tired just to try
I wanna
be everything x2

time to let it go

Lil Rav @littlerav
Beat: https://linktr.ee/VEBEATS

Why do everybody hate me for no reason
They wanna see my pain 
They wanna see me screaming
Laying in bed 
I was dreaming about you
Woke up fast
One more night without you

It's getting cold out here
With nobody around to trust
It's getting cold outside
I only need your touch

After all I've been through
I don't need no drug
I'm addicted to you 

Baby girl 
Baby girl
Tell me what is real

After all I've been through
I don't need no drug
I'm addicted to you 

Baby girl
Tell me what is real

You're still in my mind
After all these years
I thought that i really lost you
But instead I found you

I never saw you here
And I was so fucking blind
So dark in my mind
Really hard to find

I know I have to hide
Every feeling deep inside
Cuz I'm afraid to lose
Everything I had

I know I have to wait
I'm tired just to pray
Do you remember me
Or even my name

I know I have to hide
Every feeling deep inside
Cuz I'm afraid to lose
Everything I had

I know I have to wait
I'm tired just to pray
Do you remember me
Or even my name

Cause after all I've been through
I don't need no drug
I'm addicted to you
I'm addicted to you
To you
I'm addicted to you 
Cause I'm addicted to you baby

Cause after all I've been through
I don't need no drug
I'm addicted to you
To you
Tell me what is real

addicted to you feat. Lil Rav

Y'all blow this mf up
beat produced & mixed by @littlerav

Time is runnin out
I'm lost in the void
Looks like I'm layin down
But inside I'm flying around

Lost inside my world
Can't see how I drown
My face is feeling numb
Scream so loud but I hear no sound

I scream so loud but I hear no sound
I scream so loud but I hear no sound

Anti-psychotics
SSRIS in my body
I be chillin with a hottie
If u need drugs bitch I got em
When I pull up to the party
With yo girl she off that Molly
Get the fuck up out my way bitch
If want smoke
Then you got it

Time is runnin out
I'm lost in the void
Looks like I'm layin down
But inside I'm flying around

Lost inside my world
Can't see how I drown
My face is feeling numb
Scream so loud but I hear no sound

I scream so loud but I hear no sound
I scream so loud but I hear no sound

Time is runnin out

time is runnin out feat. SICB0I

Stay kind.

prod. by @littlerav

Walking on bones on the river
They were my best friends
And I was a deceiver

I couldn't forget or believe em
Now look at me I'm a killer
I couldn't forgive em

And now they're gone
And now they're gone
And I have to
Hide the gun
And now they're gone
And now they're gone
And I have to
Find a place to hide
A place to hide

bones

goated beat by @v-ebeats
mix/master by @reaperxox

So cold in the night
I promise I'm fine
But I lie, but I lie
But I lie, but I lie

It's only my life
Maybe will align
Now I'm high, really high
Now I'm high, really high

I need to stop worrying
Some days can be boring
Everything is a lie
Where we go when we die?

No need to feel sorry
Just breathe in the mornin
You're allowed you can cry
You can fly say goodbye

So cold in the night
I promise I'm fine
But I lie, but I lie
But I lie, but I lie

It's only my life
Maybe will align
Now I'm high, really high
Now I'm high, really high

So cold in the night
I promise I'm fine
But I lie but I lie
But I lie but I lie

I need somebody
I need Somebody to hold me
I'm alive yeah I'm fine
But I feel like I'm dying inside

Feels like I'm living a lie
Everything makes me wanna die
Every night I sit and cry
I'm getting high really fucking high

I wanna end my life

So cold in the night
I promise I'm fine
But I lie, but I lie
But I lie, but I lie

It's only my life
Maybe will align
Now I'm high, really high
Now I'm high, really high

So cold in the night
I promise I'm fine
But I lie, but I lie
But I lie, but I lie

I'm fine feat. ReaperXoX

Mixed by goated @itsyungchevy go bump his music fye af
blow this mf up </3

You wanna feed from my soul
Feel my pain then gain the control
I crumble to pieces
If you touching me
So hard to think 
That you wanted me
I hate to feel like this again 
I'll never survive alone this way 
Another trip into the void   
Lemme go 
I need to rest

Cut me down
Make me bleed
I need you to breathe
I need you to breathe
You cannot leave
I need you to see
I need you to feel
What you done to me

Cut me down
Make me bleed
I need you to breathe
I need you to breathe
You cannot leave
I need you to see
I need you to feel
What you done to me

What you done to me
I need you to see
I need you to feel
What you done to me

what you done to me

Beat by @ravenone1 
wxnners vocals mixed by @user791563731


I hate everything
Don't wear any bling
Trippin my maze
Thoughts in replay
Been eatin my days
Thas why I do blaze
I'm watchin the flames
I look how it fades

I hate everything
Don't know anything
Don't stay in my lane
I do wat I feel
I do it my way
Don't know when it ends 
Not here for the fame
Don't have many friends

I don't wanna fall 
In the same place
I don't wanna live
In the same way
I don't wanna feel 
Can you fuckin leave
I don't wanna see
Shit's too fucking real
I don't wanna deal
I don't wanna be
I am not afraid
I don't really care
Baby stay with me
If it's gonna end

IF U WANNA FALL ILL BE HERE

SMOKING ON THAT GHOST

YET STILL ALONE HERE

SHORTY WANTS THE GAS

BUT WONT RETURN MY FAVOR

THE REALNESS IS GONE

BUT IM BLEEDING ON THE WALL

BLAST MY HEART OPEN LET YOU INSIDE MY CATACOMBS

BABY ILL DIE JUST TO LET YOU KNOW ITS ALL YOUR FAULT

I don't wanna fall 
In the same place
I don't wanna live
In the same way
I don't wanna feel 
Can you fuckin leave
I don't wanna see
Shit's too fucking real
I don't wanna deal
I don't wanna be
I am not afraid
I don't really care
Baby stay with me
If it's gonna end

I HATE EVERYTHIN6 ft. YUNG MEMORIES

try me ft. sicb0i

another world ft. sicb0i

prod. @littlerav

The cold I breathe
My eyes will bleed
I let it feed
The Light I se
It wasn't for nothin
It really means somethin
Then Why I feel hunted?
Why I feel hunted?

It Wasn't for nothin
It really means somethin
Then Why I feel hunted?

It Wasn't for nothin
It really means somethin
Then Why I feel hunted?

It Wasn't for nothin
It really means somethin
Then Why I feel hunted?

Why I feel hunted?


The Night is there
The Light is here
You cannot see
But you can feel
I'm tired of runnin 
I'll just let it happen
White clouds in my coffin

Clouds in my coffin

I'm tired of runnin 
I'll just let it happen
White clouds in my coffin

clouds in my coffin

1 2 3 4 bangin on my door
I fuckin hate this shi again
Same day at 10:04
Fuckin neighbors 
Better hide the corpse
I'm droppin off the percs
Now they layin in the floor 
No one sees me
Hittin in my core
Realise I gotta pop 
I gotta pop some more 
I can't take it
Can't take it anymore
I'm playin with this blade
Thas engraved in my soul

What a fucking game
What a fucking game yo
I'm playing witha flame
Playing witha flame yeah 

What a fucking shame
What a fucking shame yo
I better find the grave 
Better find the grave yeah

Lifestyle don't change
I just feel the pain
I feel it in my body saying what a fucking game

Stretched lane, overgained
I don't know your name
I got it

I got you in my set I think I'm falling at the scene
I swear it's all a game I needa cope and feel the need
You talk a lot of talk but hear me knock and it's complete
The worry in your eye is something we can just deplete
They wanna know my name I told u twice it's not a niche
I'll kill you in your room and shoot your partner in your sleep
Laying on the floor I feel it seething where's the peace?
Missing pieces in my mind oh hi it's nice to meet
I'll light it up if you would wanna fly away w me
I promise bby I got nothing I will always bleed
You wanna tell me how we'll do it lemme wait and see
It's up to you I swear to god there's never empathy

They wanna tell me what I should or shouldn't do at least
I won't have to deal w problems when I die and leave
And would you get it if I told you how i feel inside
Enough of talking baby I don't wanna think tonight

knock knock ft. backthen (prod. kubsy beats)

Mixed by @junk_king_mp3 go check his music goated fr

Lullabye (prod. aureola)

Mixed by homie @junk_king_mp3 go check bros music he goated

eternal sleep (prod. aureola)

Mixed by @junk_king_mp3 go check bro goated af

N63L ft. heartface (prod. puhf)

don't say my name
not playin yo games
don't call me is late
you won't find me there

cuz I hide 
cuz I love
cuz I never say
even doe how I act
you can never blame
when u see
wat I do
you know how I am
I don't want people feel
all this fuckin pain
let it weight
let it weight
ima burry deep
in my lungs
in my veins
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?
in my lungs
in my veins
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?
I'm alive, am I dead?

(I'm alive am I dead)
I'm alive and I'm dead watch me take a fall
perky, xans in my cup imma sip it all
lemme drown in my sorrow cause I got a lot
yeah I'm boutta leave this earth cause I took a lot

taking some more, hand me a bag know that I blow it for sure
get me a sack, trip I won't talk I ain't been keepin the score
I been on top, drinking on wock sip then refilling the pour
checkin my watch, time boutta stop yeah im boutta drop

creepin in the night yeah, she jus wanna light up
I been chillin too hard, i can't keep my eyes up
I be sayin get back baby u don't want me
imma die fast but the drugs kill me slowly

am I alive am I dead, everything u fuckin said
I'm alive am I dead, I'm alive am I dead

not found ft. junk king (prod. cadence)

spiraling circles (prod. owleeng x reo)

I will know if you lie
I will feel if you sad

we are stars in the sky
keep each other alive

take my hand if you want
sit with me on the ground

can you feel the earth breathe
in the flowers feel the breeze

can you see in between
does it feel like a dream

dream (prod. niji x snake god)

prod. Florez
mix. snake god


I don't wanna say
I will never fumble
I don't need another fake
ion need no trouble

can you move away
ion give my time to
those who only take
and never givin something

if you in my way
you'll only be my shadow
I don't have no energy
to waste on any fanboi

I be on my lane
cookin up my food
homie's on the phone rn
askin for the recipe

take a look inside
feel your soul bleed
do you feel alive
are you scared to see

take a look inside
does it make you scream
I know that you try
that's what makes it real

real

sleep.exe

capsctrl: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo2VAt6iCrkCA1kREwwfhyg

ekkstacy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrqojOYPaZ4v08TdZOMO8CA

mix/master AGA: https://www.instagram.com/vladimir_aga


ekkstacy: 
she has starry eyes
something that I like 
but I’m terrified 
I can’t see inside

I'm terrified
It controls my life
It gives me the same
the same old look

I'm scarefied
I made up my own world
where I can escape
from this boring life

I'm terrified x3
by a Paradise
that I can't have
forever & never

I'm terrified x2
by a Paradise
that I can't have

terrified prod. capsctrl  ft. ekkstacy

mix;master @petrv-yblood
prod. @griesgrammar

after 4 years
of underground
of silence
without a sound
went outside and
I turned around
so timeless
and so profound

I see colors
of nature
under the trees
no humans
no papers
creatures in danger x2

in a illusion
I walk and drown
so obsessive
to have the crown
I get suicidal
when you're not around
have to fake this sh*t
utill I'm gone

I see colors
of nature 
under the trees
no humans
no papers
creatures in danger

nightmares again prod. griesgrammar

mix;master by the goated @user-683922503

I levitate in the cellar
Cuz I don't have another place to
Get higher and higher
Without dragging me down

Urmareste-ma ascunde-ma
Ca s-ar putea sa ma ascund de tot 
Sa nu mai ies vreo 5 ani
Underground sa fac bani

Apuca-te de o maneta
Si hai sa-mpingem la planeta
S-ar putea sa nu mai fim
E prea tarziu sa-intervenim

You can draw another world
Without the promise of the good
Just live in and suffer
The only way to be happy 

You can draw another world
Without the promise of the good
Just live in and suffer
The only way to be happy

You can draw another world
Without the promise of the good
Just live in and suffer
The only way to be happy

You can draw another world
Without the promise of the good
Just live in and suffer
The only way to be happy

draw another world

prod. @griesgrammar 

(all voice samples are mine & were recorded via android phone lmao)

all I ever ever wanned
couple million in the bank
and a place to hide around
smoke inside and laugh about x2

no amount of any gold
can replace a human bond
hold a knife until you gone
I'm only tryin to survive

all I ever ever wanned
couple million in the bank
and a place to hide around
smoke inside and laugh about

all I ever ever had
was enough for me to cope
realizing I'm no good
all I had was only hope

all I ever ever wanned
couple million in the bank
and a place to hide around
smoke inside and laugh about

all I ever wanned prod. griesgrammar

let the fire burn
everything you own
everything you know
will turn to stone
when u feel alone
gets colder home
feels like snow
so unknown

one melting phone
I can see the bones  
let it burn 
let it burn 

why I feel alive
when inside im dead
wanna be undone
wish I never said
wish I never yelled
and smiled instead
everything is dead
and I'm afraid

one melting phone
I can see the bones  
let it burn
let it burn

let the fire burn  prod. yung prod

still prayin God and love a fucking lie
we're here to fuckin live and fuckin die
another journey ready for a fuckin ride
I kinda never really felt alive
still hopin for a light nd a fucking sign
we're here to breathe to get so fuckin high
I wanna live a day without a fuckin cry
I wanna feel the joy I have to fuckin try

time to sleep again
close your eyes and count to ten
circle of life and death
time to sleep again
close your eyes and count to ten
torment will never end

time to sleep again prod. adagio

mix/master: @petrv-yblood

Something's wrong I'm afraid to say
I close so deep so you have to break 
The same mistake
I always make
Slice me up I'm so hard to bend
Find me peace I am close to end
So even I
Can never be

Is black to me what is white to you
I'm close to death so alive are you
I hate to break
I hate to take
Is hard to see when I really glow
I always hide, I don't wanna show
So even you
Will never know

I am too afraid
All I know is pain/hate
I never loved
To love myself 

I love to sing when you hate to play
I wanna play when you choose to stay
Like a magnet
You move away
Is hard to be 
Are you really free
So full of lies
Can u really see
Can u really breathe
Breathe for me

I am too afraid
All I know is hate
I never loved
To love myself

I am too afraid
All I know is pain
I never loved
To love myself

afraid and hate prod. zach sutton

mix master by @petrv-yblood
all vocal samples recorded on a Samsung phone

wxnnerlxnd

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