I have a gift for you

(Im sorry I let you down
baby am I what you need 
im just trying so hard please
and I wish I could give you what you need 
I just feel like this is not meant to be)

Wish I could show you how I feel
 all the feelings trapped I feel surreal 
I was thinking about you then I took another pill
and my mind went black and I feel kinda ill
and I miss you and you're always down to ride
pull up in the whip with my hand on your thigh
smoking two blunts cuz you know we like it high  
maybe its too much cuz I think I might die 

and ill find my way back home rn
I was feeling so sad but then I turned around 
and I looked in the mirror and saw a fucking clown
but then I looked deeper and it all fell down
and Im feeling lil better with these words I speak out
I just don't think Ill ever figure it out

surreal (prod. mxtty)

lil beat drop b4 my next project
feel free to uze , juzt giv credz

for the first time

mixed by - @bloodl3ak x @2manyemoceans 
prod-  benjithemachine and shyburial

bloodl3ak-

Feel it loading up 
Can’t come back im stuck
Time was speeding up
It’s been getting rough 
Was I not enough?
I don’t wanna trust

And I only get stuck in your way
Find an escape 
Things can’t replace 
Promises that were made
They just break everyday 
Running away

Drowning my pain in the things that I take
It just won’t go away, and I suffer all day
All my mistakes, they just push you away
Finding my way, heart on display
I can’t explain why I pushed you away
My greatest mistake


2manyemoceans - 

My greatest mistake 
Was pushing you away
Cuz you ended up doing some fucked up shit to me 
You made people in my life betray me 

You get mad when I’m sad
 but you damaged me
And I know I hurt you 
But you did some things to me that’d I’d never to do you 

And im Walking round with all these bags of ketamine 
I know im a addict I’m just damaged mentally 
I’m always looking for something to sedate me
I hope this pain doesn’t last for eternity 
When you get mad at me you call me a druggie
But I’m still functioning 

What the fuck is up 
Bitch I’m off the drugs 
I don’t give a fuck 

I just wanna feel numb 
Why tf am I so dumb 
I jus want ur love 


bloodl3ak- 

Too high I can’t take it 
Drink so much I’m wasted 
Keep that smile faking 
I just wanna make it 
I’m running back to you..
Can’t find my solitude 

Feel it loading up 
Can’t come back im stuck
Time was speeding up
It’s been getting rough 
Was I not enough?
I don’t wanna trust

And I only get stuck in your way
Find an escape 
Things can’t replace 
Promises that were made
They just break everyday 
Running away

Drowning my pain in the things that I take
It just won’t go away, and I suffer all day
All my mistakes, they just push you away
Finding my way, heart on display
I can’t explain why I pushed you away
My greatest mistake

my greatest mistake w/ bloodl3ak [benjithemachine x shyburial]

꧁༒•lyrics•༒꧂

hah
i know
i know
ill go ill grow
ill go ill grow
look to the sky
watch the crows
look to the sky
not below
look in my eyes 
i need hope
look in my eyes
its not a joke
lookin 4 a way out
puttin myself down
i dont wanna reach out


yeh go on
cmon
can some one
can someone
u dont know what ive donee
2 u id nvr tell

Tell me why w Dev0 & ethxnvi (prod. Rav3n +jonythegoat‬)

X-BRAD

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