produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. adrien, sai, & chromecue]

lyrics: 
(and i hold your hand, as you tell me 
ill never see you again)
(i dont understand)

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i never came first)

and i hold your hand 
as you tell me ill never see you again
i dont understand 
how you say you love me then go back to him
so i loved her 
but its over now
i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth
my face in the dirt, my head in the clouds 
keep my composure, i find my way out

and days become months
and the months become years
you become a stranger 
as i face my fears
you ran out of words
i ran out of chances to act like it hurts
(i wish you the worst)

i loved her, but its over now
(the weight of the world on me,
i let you down)
i loved her, but its over now
(i cant trust a word liquor puts in my mouth)
i loved her, but its over now
its over now, its over now

hold your hand

hold your hand (ryo)

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

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i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
about the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

trying my best but im down on my own
closing my door cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

ive been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel? (say it)
pushed me to the side its not real
all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out ill choke (what are you sorry for?)

why would you assume that?
i grew up
you knew that

i wish you'd tell me that its over
i'd run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i'd help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
bout the person that i am
or the person that i was those years ago
think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man 
and build my name up off the ground like heroes
(oh)

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands meant i let you down
look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here (faces in 2D)

trying my best but im down on my own (on that plastic screen )
closing my door cause you'll never come home (and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up
you knew that

heroes

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

w/ @tansea

i cried out
but i cant look away
im fine now 
but im never the Same

i can't look away w/ tansea

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS https://li.sten.to/tansea-wwm
produced by me
mastered by pdktp
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lyrics

(‘Cause I wanted you)
(I wanted you so bad)
(I want you)
(I wanted you)
(‘Cause I wanted you)
(I wanted you so bad)

I don’t really know
What you’re on tonight
I ain’t get a text back
And it’s half past 5

Anytime I talk, I swear you’re always getting dry
Like, there are never sides
You think I’m trying to start a fight when I ask

“How you’re always doing?” never where you’re at
‘Cause I know that you’ll be coming back
I don’t feel attacked
When you ask me “why you want to know?”
Stay right where you’re at
You know where I’ll be

Like, what do you want with me?
What do you want with me?
What do you want with me? (what do you want with me?)
What do you want with me? (what do you want with me?)

Yeah I get paranoid
I see things by mistake
Like how I saw with us, those things I can’t erase

Maybe I did too much
Or you were in a rush
You said we should keep in touch
I’ve been waiting for a month

Everyday it’s just the same, thing
I can never really think, straight
Always running in the same, place
We were never on the same, (plane)

We don’t really keep in touch no more
But you texted me at 4
Asking me something around like

“How you’re always doing?” never where you’re at
‘Cause I know that you’ll be coming back
I don’t feel attacked
When you ask me “why you want to know?”
Stay right where you’re at
You know where I’ll be

Like, what do you want with me?
What do you want with me?
What do you want with me? (what do you want with me?)
What do you want with me? (what do you want with me?)

ALL PLATFORMS

WANT WITH ME (p. me)

oh, you don't say?!! (sythethic + venny+ pooka) deer2424

prod cybertrash n patrick o’neill 
lyrics //

october skies
i wish you never lied
that poster on my wall fell down again 
im terrified
you kissed me till i cried
those letters that i’d write but never send

sunswept by your iris
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin 
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

you hand me more 
ive had enough though
wish i was someone
you could trust oh
you take a pill i’ll take a drink
baby im not who you think i am
im pushed up to the brink
you know youre all that i wanted
but ill never be the narcotics
i know, im wasting my days,
hoping you change,
you cant be honest
premeditating, neurotic
one day you’ll be with somebody
and you’ll tell them all about how it was
but they’ll never get that im so

sunswept by your iris (your iris)
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin (psilocybin)
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

XYZ

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