im feeling okay (i think)

night garden

free download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xxi
music video: https://youtu.be/lRf86L7MYLU
so sorry for the delay. ive spent the last 7 months writing this album, in between all the ambient singles/albums. i hope for any listeners of the "nothing is real" albums, it is worth the wait. on a very personal note, these albums are the only thing that brings me self worth. i am deeply impacted and thankful some of my ambient songs have connected with you all, in particular "i was only temporary". however, despite their impact on social media, i personally do not feel any accomplishment when writing ambient. as many long time listeners of the "nothing is real" project have mentioned, the simple ambient songs are in essence, just an outro of a "nothing is real" song. i too share this sentiment. i think i am capable of making a lot more emotionally impactful music, not just for others, but as means of helping myself. i struggle with feeling adequate, and because of my events in my life it has become of my personality to want to prove to myself, before anyone else, that i can do something great, even if there is nobody around to see it. even for years and years before the viral song "i was only temporary", these "nothing is real" albums we're written and released one after another with little to no support, or viewership. i hope that, in my efforts to prove to myself that i can make something truly one-of-a-kind, and original, that it will inspire people to not copy others, and find their own sound. i think alot of people, with a platform have a similar message about wanting to "make the world a better place". i think this is a good message of course, i just would like for anyone reading this to know, that my message is a bit more specific. with the  "nothing is real" series, i want to share that, in this world today, i think there are so many fake things, people, friends, etc. i do not want to inspire people to copy what i do, or anyone else. i want to release these albums and hopefully make people say "wow, this is so much effort, and it does not sound like anything i have ever heard! maybe i should not try to keep up with trends, or other people, or let them make me feel inadequacy any longer. this music inspires me to do my own thing, and master it, and make something unique and original that can tell my own personal story". i think individualism is being lost today, in a world that prioritizes followers, and followings. i want to leave behind something that will inspire others to look within themselves, and find approval in their own ideas, instead of constantly looking to imitate what already exists. i think the next most wonderful and beautiful thing that will help a lot of people, is lying in wait inside one of you, and to find it, i hope whatever i have done may help people become introspective enough to dig it up, and share with all of us. anyways, thanks for listening and reading all this. <3 - mhie

nothing is real, part XXI

music video

we’re all we've got

"Two enormous, powerful space squids floating in space with their tentacles wrapped around each other and their suckers latched on tight". ĀN Иà

Space Squids (Pixel Version)

Chalicehood

DRWN - Swim

buy the EP <3!

cloud nine

Solace

the train (where i met you)

let the sound of longing for the season that's a half a year away take a hold of you like a nice cool spring morning with flowers blooming all up and down your street

the budding anxiety of a new school year is upon us and all that i find myself wishing for is the cooler months of winter and spring

tracklist
jaune 0:00
picnic 2:12
petrichor 3:55
spring sunsets 5:38
may 7:07

check it out on spotify :)https://open.spotify.com/album/2sVnRVj93HjUBqxsjjav6R?si=loc7n652S26onmVnwHPzHw

february flora

thanks to United Common Records for the opportunity, follow them here:

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furino: 

https://open.spotify.com/album/7o5nkziqEPjfK8PO1GYAbJ?si=Eb3kztBbS4S-F-jEHXH7zQ

visuals: https://youtu.be/-D3bpQsta4U
free download (.wav, .mp3): furino.bandcamp.com/track/medusas
mail: furinobeats@gmail.com

Medusas - single

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Medusas

I make beats I guess

contact: xori.music@gmail.com

Solace

Xori

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