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video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gA_maGvuajEwww.instagram.com/suissidee
(prod. @x10derrick)

[lyrics]

i keep it to myself i don’t talk 
if they ask what i know 
ima tell them i don’t know 
i’m down to do whatever you want 
pop a tab while we’re drunk 
and i don’t know what i’m on 

and i know it’s haunting you 
but it’s also haunting me 
and i know that that’s the truth 
but truth keeps cuttin deep 

i ended in her bed all alone 
i’ve been seeing this ghost 
and it follows were i go 
we make friends and we dance by the shore 
switching colors and worlds 
but i still felt safe at home 

while you’re out looking for me 
i’m out looking for you 
i’m out looking for you

looking for you

looking for you (prod. x10derrick)

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[lyrics]

and i never grew the guts to say how i feel,
take it all just take it all where did you learn to steal?
i come in peace, i have a gun, i caught a thrill, 
say my name 

oh hi again my only friend i’ve come to you 
instead of them, 
to ask you why i feel this way, why im so strange i feel no pain?
why am i gay? why am i straight? why am i forced to love this life?
am i awake? am i in bed? i might’ve played dead for some time!

i’m taking the long way home.

say my name

say my name (prod. x10derrick)

Everybody’s right
you hate me and you’re putting up a fight
and when I do them eyes
these tears are running dry
you’re saying that you love me but you’re running for your life 
got me on the line, I don’t wanna retract
all the words that I said but I’m pulling myself back 
I’m tryna see it right when I look into your eyes 
all I see are lie-ies, all I see are lies 

I know you despise me, you want me to drown
pull me in the backseat then you drag me down
everyone’s around me, so I drown them out
I’m tryna save me, what happens now?

so I don’t want to go
please just take me home
I just gotta know
why you’re so damn cold

I know you despise me, you want me to drown
pull me in the backseat then you drag me down
everyone’s around me, so I drown them out
I’m tryna save me, what happens now?

you caught me off my vibe 
I can't even think
I can’t even think straight 
I’m running out of time

Everybody’s right
you hate me and you’re putting up a fight
and when I do them eyes
these tears are running dry
you’re saying that you love me but you’re running for your life 

I know you despise me, you want me to drown
pull me in the backseat then you drag me down
everyone’s around me, so I drown them out
I’m tryna save me, what happens now?

so I don’t want to go
please just take me home
I just gotta know
why you’re so damn cold

I know you despise me, you want me to drown
pull me in the backseat then you drag me down
everyone’s around me, so I drown them out
I’m tryna save me, what happens now?

Despise me [Prod. Kill Sxrrow x $tainisdead x X10derrick]

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

m/m @ulo071

i rEmmbr drippin INTha clublightS! (swag)
sm swaggg up onme OMG right??
SM swag up On me Ya u got dat Rite!
wEEWas in Miami countin $$4 in da Moonlight

1st i byte her NECK & den i hop up in my Jag
bury me undr or @ least j keep me w/a bag
evrywhr i go I KEEp this coffin tht I drag (s/o ronnie)
i fk his girl even tho he calls me a F**

IG 📸📸

SWAG SWAG SWAG ##PRETTYBOYSWAG (PROD. X10DERRICK)

a suicide at musée eugène boudin

@maxmontrell

sheet music:
https://musescore.com/user/44058677/scores/8451590

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