b4 sober samples

3 months sober samples

I be wishin to be based
Woudl b cruel to be stupid fame
Tho I ’ll rather rely to be lame
on the run with no fuckin fan
Even tho inside I’m in pain
would always kinna cry fo sum help
And today I smiled for my friends
N I said to them if they can
Give me ride for kawai uwu land
Tho I really really didn’t say
I just smiled and bein fake
folder filled with porn idc
No sex tapes
cus it makes me depressed
eat pussy for lunch hooked on my ex
I need to be stayin dull in here
In my room alone with no care
But I’m more more more surrended
When I was alone back then
Lookin me in mirror feelin baked
Was out every nite 4am
For a solo lone headphones goofy dance
Was cryin same time wit no shame
Pushin my wits n tots for the best
No for loosin my cutie hair
Was shinin light n then no stress
I was playin when now I kinna hate
The past feels weird it makes no sens
wishin to go back 
When i was hell

snare test cool

i had a lot of distortions
and it still is not over
but i can be sensing the hurt
not much lust in misbehaviors
get prepared lookup the weather
its raining 
i made her wetter
reality kicks
and then I fuck her
physical body 
touch senses
inside i can feel your heart
im weird but you make a lotta noises
i never seen it before in porn
i wish we do it on cam recorder
you want me 
to make you suffer
you teachin on me to be better
or im the one 
teaching you a lesson

is it present
i will make you 
pregrant
i pulled out fast 
right after
oxytocin n then i squirt
i kiss softer than how i fuck her
vanilla ice cream not just a player
im a lover n a fucker
full time perv 
full time addiction
my dick all yours
just say a word
before goin to bed together
i wan make myself delicious

lets makeout first

˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

Two simple ways to feel joy
I would call for
Written on my store board
it’s love and affection 

Don’t have enuf supply
Gon call the factory
they’ll say it’s discontinued 
I’m still in for the better

I just want it better
I just want it better

So I get outside
I can feel my blood
Paralyzed on the block
Even If I get flattered

I don’t put a jump 
anymore
Who knows me
And there’s nobody 
It was all a delusion

But I just want it better
I just want it better
I just want it better
I just want it better

I been talkin less 
to my friends
Everyone’s 
annoyance 
Waiting at the auction

Me I just want sex
To be honest
I pop them meds
I’m no doctor
But It feels better

But I just want it better
I just want it better

its a addiction
sum would shame me
are they 
even open
or they misheard

got em on red alert
solving world hunger
i need a curb
im a looser to be better

But I just want it better
I just want it better
I just want it better
I just want it better

It been there across
Waitin for tha fairy 
To help me out soft
Without any outburst

I pull up no guns
Loosin my own love
Terrible but I’m numb
I don’t feel stronger

I just want it better
I just want it better

It’s a death sentence
If i go back to the drug
I would just focus on 
fuckin all them sluts

Yay yay yay I wanna be better
But I  want it better 

I just want it better
I just want it better
I just want it better
I just want it better

backslidin samples

relapsing on damaged grieves
it ain’t for the best when not attesting these–
lesions of tempered honest love–


i demand to have sum sens
i demand to have not relied on my instincts
im not in danger here
but–
this ain’t clear


backfire from anesthesia 
lookin’ trapped i just did fest
rather than grief
lookin’ light i see my beef
and i wanna Be liftin’ 
my whole– body 


i demand to have sum sens
i demand to have not relied on my instincts
im not in danger here
but– (silence)
This ain’t clear


what will be done
if im still not cured
my broked up love

bag slow demo

i just wanna shush 
but i open up
when i dont even trust
i go to the back
n see u with someone
but i got no prob
so yay
for u was enuf
for u wasnt enuf
dont even have a friend
got tons of them
but they would not love
cus for em i gives no fuck
cus for em i gives no fuck  
when i just b doin it
yay yay i gives sm

so hot
hittin shot
runnin thing in my brain
n i just wan go
to do bluff
for makin friends
but it up
to sunny me
that wants a ounce a shame
they say up  
is too much
n they say i wanna fuck
but is not about the diss
is not about this
i just wan a bliss
that make me feel joy
it is not workin
cus life not like this
it just pure chaos
n so what ill end it

xbi$oux

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