prod. @lilac

like the moon i shine bright in the night 
no dot i be chillin with the iron sight
kite runnner i be fallin down from the sky 
had to catch myself no ones by my side 
fresh start this time ill do it right 
cuttem all off they just wanna bite 
if u really love me then stay for the ride

starting new beginnings forgetting bout my sinning
rules I be bending im done with all this pretending 
bitches got me fkd up in the head got me on the edge 
riches waitin for me at the end I chose myself instead 
been wantin this shit everyday cant let this get away 
if I was u too I prolly wouldn’t stay 
problems im not fixing and i wish they went away 
ever since u died nothings been the same 
is there really god then why am I in pain ?
lemme out these chains ive been goin insane 
what is love I forgot its honestly a shame 
maybe ima feel it one day when they know my name 
fresh start on the way I can hardly wait 
it all got delayed when I was poppin all the bait 
when im dripped with whips ima stay the same
love over money i could never be a lame

ima face it all alone til im all grown 
sorry im not pickin up the phone im a little stoned 
heading to the top catch me at the throne 
i cannot stop I can only go 
this shit aint right u went and switched sides 
i saw the light I don’t ever wanna fight 
had a dream that im good must be nice 
when is it coming this shit feels like a lie 
say to my face look me in my eyes 
ur always on some bullshit u make wanna die 
too much shit on my mind I cannot cry 
if u wanna leave then fine goodbye

fresh start [prod. lilac]

september [prod. 2001]

@y4ndere @lovefelt

@liltumblrxo
remove hate, no longer shall i suffer
black prada on my shades, jacket undercover
all this stress just weighs me down i think im
going under
just reminiscing on the days when we were lovers

all these scars help to remind me everything’s okay
you know i don’t wanna hurt you but i’m stuck this way 
i swear it all just feels the same i wanna leave
i’m in another daydream, you can’t save me

xfujioka
here laid to rest ill give you my best love
my feelings ill confess to you
if i die ill find you in the next life 
im alive but nothing feels right 
we can lie and act like its all fine 
i got my eyes wide open but i feel so blind

@sleepindesigner
feeling time take away, letting go whats done,
 and gravity it pulls me into the sun,
 so let time freeze slow, and light control, 
every movement inside your bones, 
and I cannot complain, 
when nothings here to stay, 
enjoy embrace and you'll find your way

blind w/ liltumblrxo + sleepindesigner [yandere + lovefelt]

guitar/vocals by @s4eed9x
prod by @sadboiforever

art by @liltumblrxo

angel with a halo w/ S4EED [2001]

craccen [brayam]

hold hands with bands [Odece + Gauge]

Skyline 209 [lb66 + Shinjin]

sentimental [death]

i feel nice [51five + Vinso]

frozen heart [lilac]

prod. @recyclexbin

i think i woke up in the wrong place
cause right here, they dont understand me
i fear ill never find me
i miss how it used to be
and i wish she would notice me
im sick she's my lotus leaf

i dont mind hiding
i said im fine, but im lying
when i inhale, thats me trying
they all doubt me til im dying

i wish i had the courage to call you
and tell you how i feel
im not that good at pretending
tell me, can you sense this tension?
locked up in an intervention
how i really feel, i cant mention
in my dreams im next to you
please dont wake me up, even though it may not be true
why did i have to fall in love with you?

why was my heart made for 2?
now that we're apart what do i do?
isnt it crazy how fast time flew?
i never knew, i'd fall this hard for you

Lotus Leaf [recyclexbin]

ha

im going crazy i dont wanna be me
feel like my mind belongs to another species
why dont we get along if we both hate me?
i think itd be better if you just stopped tryna change me
i hope im happy in the morning
i just wanna do something that makes my life not boring
remember when you used to adore me?
im so fine now you cant afford me
loving me is a chore? oh please
if you want me baby get down on your knees

find my way through the crowd
livin ina place where they scream my name loud
go somewhere where im not scared to be myself
n not think about anything else
they dont know what ive been through
but they love to judge all of the things that i cant do
why wont someone say theyll love me anyway?
when everythings ok let stay the same
dont make it sound so insane

i wanna vibe lets go get a coffee
i wanna go outside, bby do you wanna walk with me?
im a lost cause stop tryna save me
remember last week you said you hate me
im addicted i like my vibes wavvy
tryna do something crazy why dont you take me
change my mind tell me everything is perfect
make my life feel good bby tell me livings worth it
im really not someone youll be bored with
im gonna go 2 the beach and sit where the shore hits
i dont sleep at night thats that bored shit
i dont wanna link up i dont think our cords fit

do u want me or my face?
how come when im down bad u dont wanna stay?
i needed u to say that youd love me anyway
and make me believe that bad feelings are temporary
i could be better tomorrow
but since u wanna go guess youll never kno
i dont think u cared, it shows
i guess ill go out n be a ho
go wherever my legs will take me
i only beg to myself to save me

crazy.exe

prod. @lilac
hxffe drew this with his pencils

phucket [lilac]

@fijimar
@taylor
@sainttomorrow

had a dream that u hit me up 
it felt so good til i woke up
loved u too much had to give you up
i just popped 2 more and its not enough
bein in love is so rough
so beautiful ur name be a synonym
im not good for u thats why i had to run
dont ask me when im done cause i really dont kno
swear i dont love these hoes i fkem wwhen i feel alone
too fked up cant answer the phone
ignorance is bliss i prefer the unknown
i miss ur kiss hope one day we could be alone
if ur still in love u gotta let me know

ill finish typing this later maybe idk

bein in love is rough + fijimar [taylormorgan +saint tomorrow]

eclipse [lilac]

i uploaded the wrong version of this song last week

i know that girl [lilac]

break

break + 51five [k1ro]

@0k1ro @pw4prez

i be rollin up smokin tree like a forest fire
so tell me im the one that you need, ya this bitch a liar
if you got all this love that i need then baby bring me higher
i wish that when we fk in my dreams i could hold u tighter
i'd stay with u forever but u know best im a liar
if u need me hit my line u kno im just a call away
i love you we just lost our way

you were my sunlight 
when u went away my screen turned gray
remember the good times? next to me where we laid
i guess ur married now im too late

when i called ur phone at midnight, she didnt pick up
i guess it means ur with him tonight
im sorry i did things u dont like
if ur happy now its alright

i stared at ur name in my phone all day
the text i wrote ill never say

forest fire

forest fire [k1ro + sochi]

magical

magical [yandere]

i uploaded this on spotify like a year or two ago
prod. @whereisnomu

talking on the phone [nomu]

Adored 2 Ignored [51five]

fiction

fiction [maknae + redpriest]

ѕｅ𝔩ƒ Μᵃᗪє 𝐒𝓔𝓃ᔕάⓉ𝐈๏Ⓝ prod. 51five

https://soundcloud.com/exstia/exsc1?si=7ed396cf41564ddc898643417c100807&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

xFujioka

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