Lyrics:
last year i been said man, i dont really know
watch me gettin to the racks while they coppin my flow
cause we still be in the struggle while we coppin the dough
keep ya head up young kings cause we doin the most

gettin my bag cause i do what i gotta do
why you come thru pull up with a attitude
ion give a damn cause you know im just vibin dude
gettin all the best, intercept like its Madden, ooh

pick up, but ion care if you gone, ya
get up, i get my money and ball, ya
big ups, you know im grindin and all, but i just really wanna chill and kick it back at the mall, ya

whatever, you know im clever
and i could write another verse and save it for a letter
dont ever, sever endeavors
i put that work in and i probably never been better

askin if i go, like, is you really flow? like
labels hit my line cause they really wanna know
but i never seem to pick up when they hit me on the phone
maybe its whatever, i could do this on my own

i can
i can do this on my own

On My Own

[Chorus: Toshokan]
Feeling like your patient, dismissed
I've been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
When I feel the lows
I forget the highs

[Verse 1: Toshokan]
And I'm afraid I lost another friend
Seems like everything is fine 'cause I'm forced to pretend
Fade into oblivion, don't wanna make amends
If this is serious, then it's my descend
My eyes still burning 'cause I cried all night
I'm still hurting, nothing feels right
Bentley called me up like it's the middle of thе night
Still got a voice in my head, pleasе don't think that I'm lying
I miss you, you don't really care
When I needed you, you were there
Talking about me is not fair
Yeah, talking about me is not fair

[Chorus: Toshokan]
Feeling like your patient, dismissed
I've been waiting so long for this
But now it's wasted and I'm pissed off
My heart still burns and I still feel lost
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
When I feel the lows
I forget the highs
[Bridge: Toshokan]
I couldn't see the truth
How could I be so blind?
And when I feel so blue
I stare up at pastel skies
Will we fall apart?
I get lost in time
And when I feel the lows
I forget the highs

[Verse 2: sewerperson]
She's in the party, it started after the party (After the party)
I understand and I'm ready
Memories were made for forgetting
I keep my confidence close
Keep my drink filled with Henny
Girl, I just need to relax and I hope my body can let me (Body can let me)
And I got this target on top my head and it fucked me
I hope you'll still try to love me, I let my barriers down
And I prepare for the ugly
She's at home with her partner and I just hope that she's comfy 'cause girl I know it gets rocky
But hold on (Hold on)
Baby, stay strong (Stay strong)
Hold faith even when it seems lost (Seems lost)
It's alright (Alright), when we move on (Move on)
Don't talk, I can hear your thoughts, yeah

pastel skies (prod. wolfgang pander) 

toshokan - PATIENT w/ sewerperson

prod @jolst + @pekarot_161
mastered by: @jolst

right here
won’t you hold me right here 
cus everybody switched up
i had to fight fair 
i been
stressed out
think i need a cold beer 
said fuck that 
i’ll smoke a blunt
and pull out my hair 
x2

cus i been spending my money and livin up
and i been textin her she just don’t give a fuck
at least i got my friends right here to jus show me love
if i was alone right now i’d probably kick the buck 

i just want my baby to come and kiss me a little bit 
i know i get too greedy and i wanna take it off
if you ever need a friend just hit me for the thrill of it 
she give me a little but i rlly want it all >:•)

baby im a loner :(
straight to the fucking face 
smoke a blunt n then i phone her 
im beggin beggin baby please 
why won’t u just come over (im kinda bored)
im not tryna be dramatic
but im gonna fucking throw up !!!!!!!!

not tryna be dramatic but i'm guess that im a loner ): 

(alan watts speech)
(ak47 reload)
(lightsaber sheath)

revenant (jolst x pekarot)

And please don't leave,
Said you're sorry it had to be me,
I've been looking for reasons to be,
alone in my room, where I'm meant to be
she don't understand, she don't see what I see

And baby we could take over the world too,
if only you would let me fucking hold you,
you say you got a man, like what will he do?
if only you would let me get to know you,

I don't wanna hurt you like that,
I see you watching me back,
I'm not good for your mental,
you're bad for mine back
and if stars would align,
one day you'd be mine,
don't know how to win when you lose every time

are you happy now?
does he treat you well,
coz I've been in hell,
invisioning, a better now

I keep a knife under my bed,
to fight the monsters off,
cant keep the thoughts of you away,
they tend to throw me off
I hope you're happier with him,
I know I'm not the one,
I'll never be the one

Align (prod. daks9k)

produced by mackk
intro. 
i hope you enjoy.

the flood (intro) (mackk)

i just threw another picture in the fire
ain't nobody had it like us
did you have to be so condescending 
this ain't much of a life anymore
drain me out 'til i'm not bleeding 
and i won't leave you alone
i just can't leave 
now now now
i just can't leave

i had to figure this one out on my own
you ain't have direction there was only so many places we could go
you made me hate myself for a long time 'til i figured out i don't
did you have to be so condescending yeah
maybe you had to

i just threw another picture in the fire
nobody had it like us
is it true that everyone dies 
or does our heart just give up

i just threw another picture in the fire
from a box i had of photobooths and polaroids and such
i just drank for the first time in 60 days and i miss the way
make me feel like i'm some sort of fuck up
but the truth is that

i ain't even have to make this song or
put it on this ep but
i just wanted you to know that i'm happier than i ever was with you
lowkey i think you made the worst mistake of all time
when you let me take the fall like that 
i know that guy that used to call you all the time is still on your instagram
i know you used to tell me that he creeped you out then why'd you engage with him
i looked back at his posts during the time that we were together
and you pretty much still liked them all it's okay whatever but
i got a new girl now 
and i'm way better off without you
even if i didn't have her i'd say that shit yeah yeah yeah
shouldn't have led me on
did you have to be so condescending

the fire (p. michael harrison)

sunshine + im terrified (interlude)

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

@steadysuffer
prod: @yungcold

lyrics:
i seem to forget everything you said
let me bleed
feel my blood
on your knees
growing love
never felt such growing pain
ive never felt such growing pain
ill never let you grow away from me
im too fucked up for this conversation
and honestly
im contradicting, scatter brained
all my guts spread out on the floor
and i cant take this anymore
i hate your guts, but i love you more
im so fed up, but i cant walk out the door

cut me open from the inside
i dont wanna know what you did last night
cut me open from the inside
take away the pain from the inside
take away the pain
i dont wanna see your face anymore
silhouettes on the back porch
where you left me
where you left me to die
i wanna know why the color of your eyes are white

Follow me <3

silhouettes on the back porch ft. steadysuffer (prod. yungcold)

Did a song with @slzzpa and we hope you all love it <3

sleepa x hkfiftyone - highschool

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

thought that was frighting 
the rain and lightning
tread all alone 
meds in my dome they
take control of me
feel all alone man

I just need time to figure my shit out
kill off a problem another one sprouts
think of your face and I'm telling myself
all will be fine in the end for yourself man
fend for yourself man
unbury the lost plan

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

like what the fuck baby, I know I am crazy I know I've been slippin up
writing this out feeling wavy, I'm sorry you hate me but I really know you don't
anxiety in my mind again
baby you are so sublime, I'm in
denial that you really love me
sorry I'm a dummy, there's nothing I can prevent

nothing I can prevent
nothing I can prevent
back the fuck up and I write this shit clearly I know you that you hear me I know I ain't stumbling
done with the way that I lie to my psyche, my ego don't like me it's crumbling
fuck it can't travel this on my own
I think I need a warm hand to hold
baby I'll love you till I go cold
but I must go search for the antidote

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

Changes [prod. Ryini]

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