@whyhaze
@monocryy
prod me :)

(rewind)
i'm a mess and i hate it
all this time i've been wasting
feel like nothing is changing
every second i hate it
i don't know where the day went
hate my thoughts can't erase them
i'm so tired of faking
like i don't fucking hate it

i wish i was
a better person
i hate myself don't deserve shit
every day i feel so worthless
but i'll be here for you
you know i adore you
give me hope to look forward to

(whyhaze)
cuz ik you’ll leave soon
i hate it everytime i talk to u
it’s replaying in my head
sometimes i just wish that i could forget
so i could be at peace for a little moment
i just wanna go away but ik that i can’t
so i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
don’t leave me just stay here
i got some things i wna say to u
like i hate my friends
and i hate me too
i don’t wna get up
today i just wna snooze
i don’t think that i could live my life without you
it’s so true
i just wish it could be us 2

(mckel)
oh my god
oh my god
oh my

break down and i hate it
break down i’m so useless
can’t do this shit now
i feel dead on the ground
and i can’t even fix it
i wish that i never fucked it up
i wish that i wasn’t useless
i wish that i could do this

break down with my head on the ground
can you pick me up please
i wanna stand up
oh my god
i wanna be with you so bad
i’m sorry it’s selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
oh my god

hate it +mckel & whyhaze

@1akura @6vesta @afterstoryx

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if theres a doubt inside your head just know i got it
this goa im stepping out is in my closet
i know i tend to talk 2 much its hard to stop it
but girl youre all i think about & im just honest

i stay awake im up at night
i toss and turn its left and right
know u dont have to change a thing
cuz i wont ever change my mind

@6vesta



donttchange +vesta (akura)

https://t.me/uxiexo
Produced By @44yy & @popilization
Lets Die On The Hill X_X

lyrics;
money Nvr meant nothinn, came from all of thatt
i feel like a psycho when u dont call me back >_<
reaching out to you and i see you just pulling backk
back together, if its not fate then tell me what you're caLling that? 
psychonauts, catch me dropping pills
inside my tapioca, die on the hill
i got eagle eyes & 100s across the field
feel it slipping out my hands, i wanna spillll Blood

bones inside my closet, i cant let u seee thatt
lock my heart w/ keyblades, i cant let u feel that
iRemember i was nobody, just wanted feedback
now i got a couple ppl asking for their dreams back
if you knew the old me, youd hate who ive become
act like its just you and me when i sing all of these songs
i wish i could go back, all of my privacys gone
i know my heart pushed u away but i love seeing u runnn

if you wanna leave ill let you go
i could never see ur point in being alone
u could see me spinning out, losing control
in the cold [ yea :P!] baby take my soulll

i love you
xx

Psycho (¯﹃¯*) (44y & Pop)

life & coldspades - bleed out [prod. heroz & mental]

She said I hope you feel the same
Than you took my heart
With your angel wings
I feel like a ghost
Something’s never change
They say it’s greener on the other side
But I just see gray

Take my hand and say I’ll be alright 
Take me  aside as we talk till the sun rise
She said you’re perfect in my eyes
But deep inside I still despise myself
I think that I need some help

So you can hit me on the iPhone
Can we listen to saosin on the ride home
Feeing like a ghost no shit you already know that
Now I’m losing my focus no not again

H3artch3rades:
Moving forever
Myself is nothing without you girl
We fuck and we make up
It’s so stupid and irrational 

But I love you forever
I just wish we could make time
I love you so much 
I can’t take it
No
We fight with our words cause our hearts are not aligned
I know
Looks like we’re out of time 
Woah
Don’t look at me when tears start to fall
Tears start to fall
It won’t break my heart at all
If you want to reconcile at all give me one call
Looks like if you’re with me you’re in it for the long haul
????? on the ride home

they say its greener on the other side but i just see gray w/ h3artch3rades (rexiroh & liamtakeover)

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

twea prod surgeon & 44y

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
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i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

@rewind214
@lilsadboiiudig

i melt when i see your face
when you're not here i'll decay
what do you want me to say?
theres nowhere else you should stay
why is it so hard to see
that you're so precious to me
what do you want me to be?
i’ll be whatever you need

late nights when i think about you
you’re the only thing that i can’t afford to lose
in my daydreams when theres nothing else to do
if i tell you how i feel, you should know its all true
i’m going crazy, baby do you hate me?
when i’m feeling down, can you come and save me?
its too late theres no way that you could erase me
everything we did together yeah it changed me

my heart it didnt notice
now i cant stop losing focus
my feelings went unspoken
now i cant move i’m frozen

spotify

melt (rewind & 1sadboii)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1etj6k8oLI1etD6Y7KItBB?trackId=3qWcDCUOdlFNzQTYPfFcXh

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tell me that ur right here i guess we went wrong
tell me that ur right here let my body rot
secrets on my back,, i scrub it off
i swear its almost cliche,, ur better off

did u do well without me?? is that the cost
i see our shadows dancing,,, against the wall
i guess its all a chance thing ill take it all
i swear its so enchanting ,, the way we fall

so teach me how to lie like youuuu
swear nobody says goodbye like youuuu
every lie i speak u see right thruuuu
cant fuck up nobody life like uuuuu

ill be dead in the morning
hope that you find me
my lifeless body
all of the parts and the pieces around me
all but a zombie
nobody wants me say that you want me

its so cliché... (february)

song with @akura1 next on @afterstoryx
@decago

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ill be dead by the morning
i hope that u find me,,
the dismembered pieces 
& parts of my body,,,,

u say that u cut me
i think that u scarred me
i want u to need me
i want u to want me!!!!

tell me did i cut too deep?
or cut too slow...
the bonds i break
are the bonds i know,,,,

tell me if u wear my skin
or breathe my soul
my heartstrings beat
and my blood runs cold

and its death till we parted
all that i see is all that i wanted

know u hate when i leave 
but u love when im walkin

its a murder to meee
got ur heart in a locket

did i cut too deep,,? (decago)

im real insecure idk whre imma go
on a drill but i forgot the mission
g17 gen5 aimed at my head
almost killed yr bro 
but his cry reminded me of u
took a peep inside my head
now they cant think straight
i dont wanna manipulate
its just in my blood
sleeping on the floor 
i feel itchy theres bugs
evil ass grin @ her
now she wnna top me
its october
i feel better
in the cold
3am & im blacked out drunk
do u remember 
what u told me
when i left that night
u think im scared of everything 
but nothing phase me
walk wit my dick out
bullets are embedded
in my flesh

-

wanted to add my own part i love this fkn song sm
lmk if u want it deleted igu

disgrace with waystalker and tera prod jonny

Young, Rich & Skinny

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