prod by me 

I’ve been in my thoughts (( _ _ ))..zzzZZ
I’ve been burning through some Gs
been off a couple meds
but I cannot fall asleep Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
I’ve been downing white wine
I just feel like lil peep
don’t know why I try
I just feel like a creep (Ｔ＿Ｔ)

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

I’ve been falling in this darkness
been off the drugs wish I never started (◞‸◟)
I wish the best for every dearly departed
just lost my soul (･_･;
into land that’s uncharted

I can’t even trust
mixing substances up
all I feel is disgust
break down my bones
you can turn me to dust
coping with all my pain
smoking on angel dust (￣^￣)ゞ

I just wish I felt okay
I’ve been masking with the drugs
I’ve been missing all these days
I’ll look up at the stars
thinking of my mistakes
I just poured up pimp c ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
up in my soda today

I dropped a xan in black coffee ٩(^‿^)۶
been going off the deep end
I wish someone could stop me
whispers in my ears
they just talk to me softly
can’t do anything （−＿−；）
there’s some marks on my body

stop me (mercyyy)

autumn and winter 23 + oneyearolder

dm @yashio20k for purchase

w/ neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian

i felt that i have really grown these past few months with my sound. grateful to be turning a year older surrounded by people who want to see me succeed. cant wait to see what the next year holds. thanks for listening :)

enjoy!

timestamps:
0:00 + @neohnq
1:10 + @bazington
2:10 - solo
3:20 - solo (beat from 'be urself' by owtiss + mei)
4:26 + @1wasterr
5:18 + @decago
6:24 - solo
7:16 +@prodkirian

AW23 #OneYearOlder (neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian)

stay! - Give and Take w/ sh1nuchi and T4Z

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

patience

patience (solstice + kashik + kuriyai)

prod @overoveroverover
master @aestyboy
@noahsuri

ask me when its gonna be over im like any time
blood soaking thru my jeans but i feel fine
touch deprived when im alone im not really fine
baby do u want me too i dont see it in your eyes
baby can u tell me what u see in me
baby can u be the one for me thats all i need
think i need some change in my life its too stagnant
hit me with the curveball i dont wanna see at all
i didnt want it in the first place
though i was never first place i was always last 
tell me would i be last on your list?
honestly i feel like we were made in abyss
i dont think it can be me and you together
i dont think it can be you and me forever
all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting

(all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting)

can we still turn back and rewind
could u still look at me and say that ur mine?

iv been on my own b

pussy