dementia w/ mana prod vamp

hurt w mana (m0rgue)

lyrics//me

i care for u still
i always will
our love will grow
it always will
u broke me down 
u made it feel so real
i dont think anything will change how i feel

zen

change how i feel 
change how i feel 
our love is surreal 
you have my heart yeah that was the deal 
with a new kind of feel
i cant tell how to feel
when you bring me around 
you look up at the clouds 
so tell me whats around

me

i was so scared to lose u
then i lost u
p. taymxru

i care for you still w/ zen

blood drips on the floor
my suffering never ends
my body on the ground
take a picture hit send
take apart all my limbs
all i wanted was a friend
my head is in a spiral
im gonna end up dead
my mentals getting worse
put a bullet thru my head

p.waves

that kinda sucks doesnt it

ripping off my skin
i cant take it anymore
always in my head
feels like im fighting a war
itching for a reason 
to live with my problems
im so sick of them
i just want god to solve them

it hurts me now that your gone
im so alone
im on my own
im on my own

ripping off my skin

featuring @manawh

https://open.spotify.com/track/5tlCcdflRIRq3KWwYDHbN6?si=f6513ada09bb426f

my life came crashing down
i dont think i could live
without a frown
i dont know what went wrong
but it hurts me now
that you’re gone and i cant live with it
im so sick of it
please come back girl
you know im dimwitted

mana

i stray away from you
all of the time
is it me or you
why cant we just talk it out
all i wanted was u by my side
but now im alone and i wanna die
one more time one more one more time
one more try
one more time
i dont wanna talk im tired of ur lies
its getting to the point to where i dont wanna try

dont remember prod reach out on ig if you made the beat with proof

dimwitted

id let you
tear my heart out
over and over again

i love you
you hate me
i dont want revenge

kill me now
dont wait
til im whole again

lost ambition
i gave up
my goals again

but its okay im fine

https://open.spotify.com/track/0nT84ZKMljFnVTA5MLIB0H?si=2bf2314dc5ed4bcd

things could have been different

you left me to rot away
in the dark
im begging you please just stay
dont break my heart
i dont wanna do this anymore
my lifes falling apart
idk how much i can take
with u and me being apart
ur words
they’re killing me again
i think this is the end

i think this is the end

so much trauma in my head
i dont wanna be alive i just wanna be dead
check my phone you still left me on read
you know u cant take back what u said

im tryna put a bullet in my brain
make the pain go away im going insane

i hate that i miss you it puts me in pain
stuck on these drugs heroin in my veins

i used to hate seeing you around
why cant you come back around
tears always hit the ground
voices in my head too loud
my best friend up in the clouds
without you i cant be proud
no matter what i only doubt

i thought i was good
but u chose him instead
now i shed tears at night in my bed
put the blade to my wrist again i bled
wake up in the morning all i ever feel is dread
gotta stay strong gotta count all this bread
god knows that one day ill be dead

going insane

mana

i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u now 
i dont like u kow 

i dont i dont 
im steady tryna find a way to
find a way out of this pain 
idk where to go today 

vamp 

baby ion wanna fight
can we just do things right this time
i dont wanna pour up another line
im so sick of these drugs they’re fucking up my mind

got my heart broke a few times i gotta heal
he got pussy whipped he dk how 2 feel
do u really think all these fuckin bitches real
do u really think i could ever fuckin feel

in my head too much
i feel like i care too much
i feel like i love too much
i feel like i die too much

when im with u
i dont wanna be alive i just wanna go and die
im so tired of all ur fuckin lies
bitch just get outta my fuckin sight

mana
n clonin takin my lines 
runnin in circles our love declined 
finally get a chance 2 call u mines 🙂 
damn u so fineeeeeee
i think abt u all da time 
u stuck in my mind 
stuck in my mindddd 
stuck in my mindddd

stuck in my mind baby can u get out 
tryna feel up on my mind 
tryna fill it up wit doubt 
fna blow my brains out if u lie to me 
u is ma son boy u can get away from 
we can do anything if u js stay w me ^_^
n tryn test me he end up dead
last n try 2 test me he got 3 in da head 
now he stuck in dat bed 
stuck in his head
send dat lil n to his deathbed 
he left on read
cus yo bitch w me damn
n u got a whole frown 😦 
ima take tht hoe down 
ima take yo bros now

murder house + mana

rose full of thorns + faint

say my name
for the last time
i miss when
we would just pass the time
why wont you
get out of my mind
can we let
our souls intertwine

@w6lker

try my best not to call , but it's not easy 
i've been crying in a bathroom stall cos you don't need me
try my best and i won't let this go
i'm feeling queasy 
when yr with him and i'm all alone
my heart is bleeding
can u save me darling, i'll b here a little longer
if u care, it's just hardly, 
ur acting like ur father

one last time w/ hauntingclaire

https://open.spotify.com/track/34XCNlD5gscdDwEyXgso6x?si=LI7fVmmjQyyReiSASAdw0g

drowning in denial w/ zen

prod grayskies

i cant sleep at night
when ive got you on my mind
think about the memories
all of the time
i dont want you with anyone else
i want you to know ull always be mine

its us until the end of time
i miss you baby can we retry
i dont wanna have to say goodbye
but at this point i might

i dont wanna have the same result
when i talk to you
im tired of it
can we talk this thru
im tryna make it right 
with you
but you just wont see it thru

i cant sleep at night
when ive got you on my mind
think about the memories
all of the time
i dont want you with anyone else
i want you to know ull always be mine

i dont wanna have to say goodbye to you
i dont wanna have to do that to you
im so tired of not being able to talk with you

</3

time flies like the wind and you're still on my mind

https://open.spotify.com/track/3kYTbc9W2ZdCVQ3oOyHgOU?si=3827b34c29b543b5
am i still in your brain?

like a fool w/ mana

https://open.spotify.com/track/2DWSwMY3EVaKOjZjlrWtjx?si=fc8c6808957e4ef2
old song
 //
its all that i need
you’re all that i need
the love that you shared
with me
its all that i need
you’re all that i see
come right back to me
let me show you
why i still bleed
sleepless nights
from lies you believe
countless thoughts
i need relief
i need some peace
i need my
baby
back
with
me
i love you girl

sleepless nights without you

https://open.spotify.com/track/3TqyZqyAdlIih64aPrcAUG?si=a638f159fc3c4fc3
mastered by @vasthearts
me

im starting to remember
all the things we never did
im starting to remember
god forbid you see me win
in my head way too much
i wont ever give in
tired of cuts on my skin

im trying to stay composed
but i just lose i cannot hold
its all over from here
i wont go on my dear
theres blood in with my tears

vast

i wont let you go
i just want you to know
all the things that i said
i really meant them

baby dont be shy
im here to show you the light
i promise we'll be fine
we're gonna get him

all we never did w/ vasthearts

https://open.spotify.com/track/0BuYZGvxk3mZXZouzVs8wM?si=d8221c08073f463a
i let you eat away at my skin
tell me how does it feel did you win?
summer sadness
im so tired of this

i dont wanna exist

you ripped me right out my body
my soul right in your hands
you crumbled it up like paper
i wish you had gentle hands

i wanted you to myself
not to such a cruel man
i didn't know it would end up like this
i guess i dont win in the end

mana

i let you eat away at my skin
tell me how does it feel did you win?
summer sadness
im so tired of this

summer sadness w/ mana

your instagram search
is full of boys
im sick of that dreaded
screenshot noise
those that names you've saved
so you don't forget
you're a girl without shame
and even less regret
you stare at me so vacantly
but gaze at them so blatantly
i have played this game so patiently
i did it all for you
i cant believe
i loved you until i hated me

ky (@slimeyoulater)

i know  ill hate it again 
where did our love begin
i know i was the one that was stuck
i was running for your love
i know that you laugh in my face
theres so much bullets in my brain
i think that im going insane
baby u cant help me anyway
i hate seeing ur face
yea i think bout all my mistakes
yea i cant even feel this way
how can u feel this way 
i dont even know what to say
i want you anyway
this for you so just stay 
ur gonna leave me anyway

i loved you until i hated me w/ ky

https://open.spotify.com/track/3uj2qtQcvg0mv7GtIaAQYl?si=d9b93a69e6984f85

ill search for you 
through the dark of the night

i hate it when
we have to argue and fight

i feel you dont
like me and want me to die

its always petty things
you always wanna be right

devil on my shoulder
sayin that i should kill myself

im always alone
i know its not good for my health

i know that deaths coming
i cant even save myself

losing track of time
losing more sanity again

ill search for you 
through the dark of the night

i hate it when
we have to argue and fight

i feel you dont
like me and want me to die

its always petty things
you always wanna be right

thru the dark

本当に私を愛しているのか知りたいだけですか？

https://open.spotify.com/album/4FE2uuVMYI1QkCebGV1ivh?si=U0yz4B3sRqCNFUMU4YhbTw

now ik for sure ull never look back ull never miss me
paranoid all day guilt eats me (alive)
i know one day ill be seen
i cant hold on your absence kills me
i know one day ull hear me
until then i need to let you go

ill be the loser for you
i know its one or two
always the second option
dont really know what to do
i really cared about you
i know that you cared too
is this the end of all this
hell its way too soon

im eating myself alive
im just trying to survive
you want me to run back to you
i know that if i do ill end up just like you
ill end up just like you

now ik for sure ull never look back ull never miss me
paranoid all day guilt eats me (alive)
i know one day ill be seen
i cant hold on your absence kills me
i know one day ull hear me
until then i need to let you go

paranoid all day, guilt eats me (alive)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0lx3VkVDH1RUfXg9HsI1hS?si=dmg66f-FSJ-a3NgrKz7KFw

i have a longing thats killing me
yearning for what cannot be
time wont change anything
its summer but ur not with me

choke on my words all the time
i know you wont be beside me
so much days have went by
i cry myself to sleep nightly

ill never fall in love again
maybe u could change my mind
ill distance myself from you
self harm til i feel alright
wont you walk away from me
you make me feel all the fright (in the world)

i have a longing thats killing me
yearning for what cannot be
time wont change anything
its summer but ur not with me

you make me feel all the fright (in the world)

you know that id die for you
you know that i care for you
you know that i cry for you
you know that id kill for you

ill rip off my skin for you
i dont know what else to do
its driving me crazy too
you're still just as crazy too

im hardly moving on
ive been long gone
im not myself
im a shell of my past

the hate i hold for you
it runs so deeply
my wrists so sore
i blame it on you whore

ive endured so much
ive endured so much

ive become so much
you hate my guts

surrounded by lust
you broke my trust , i wont be your crutch

@vasthearts

but everytime you come down,
i'm right here
and when i see your head down,
i'll be right there

id fight for you,
id kill for you,
id steal for you,
but you don't want me

how many times will it take
for you to realize i was made for u,
and yk its true
i'm in love with you
and yk it too

@manawh

And know its you 
And know its you 
And know its you 
its you that has my heart 
baby dont leave dont go far 
cus in ur palm 
there goes my heart 
there goes my heart
the heart u ripped apart 
that u ripped u apart 
that u ripped apart 
baby pls give it back now 
bby ur such a drag now 
my minds in the clouds now 
bby tell me whats true now 
cus i know whats the truth 
ive given up on u now

blame with vast, mana

https://open.spotify.com/album/5AUeYhB0LP33xIvTwHirvO?si=8MsQ7XqETia08aXd9KjJSQ
wolf in sheeps skin
you were never ever there to see me win
bleeding out on the ground oh how ive sinned
5 minutes and the voices begin
and then they'll start to win
i cant seem to shake it off
the feeling of all the weight on my shoulders it just wears me out
i dont wanna live no more please lord just take me out
miserable , im in a drought
i know im sick wont make it out

finding a way to keep living with this
you act like i ever wanted to exist
but things change
and so do people
and i cant stay the same

(voices have a hold on me, i cant take it anymore just let go of me)
(oh just leave me, im so fucking tired, i wont leave you, please just leave me)

wolf in sheeps skin

i know that life can be so strange
i wouldn't wanna have it any other way
i know that things cant be the same
but i just dont feel the need to change

im so far away from you
i feel im missing a piece its you
i know im drifting apart from you
i cant do shit to stop it too

theres so much that i need to do
i cant leave earth huh its way too soon
i cant leave you love thatd kill me oo
i wont leave you no ill die with you

i know that life can be so strange
i wouldn't wanna have it any other way
i know that things cant be the same
but i just dont feel the need to change



half dead

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