dariacore songs that i actually enjoy

thanks for 20k on spotify this was essentially my version of https://soundcloud.com/c0ncernn/pizza-song 

im very critical of my older shit but tbh this one isn't that bad ty for streaming <33

i get gender envy from shadow the hedgehog

the main sample in this is no letting go by wayne wonder

the tyrannical reign of lord foog the 2st

dont say "i can sample that" for 24 hours challenge

berdlycore chapter 1

we respawn

call me

changed file: 4/27/2022
ib: leroy - dyed my hair black
gingus outsold.flp

i have to do summer school for a reason y'know

this guy

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WE'RE BACK FOR ROUND 2!!

at 10PM CST on the 18th of February, 2022, our discord members were tasked with making songs within 24 hours to create our second comp.  with genres ranging from ambient to hyperflip to punk, snare society vol. 2 showcases the incredible musicians in our server and gives them a way to get their music heard.

58 tracks, 65 artists, and LOTS of snares.  we hope you enjoy. <3

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cover art:
@elii4h

xaev - virgin aspiring VGM musician vs. chad hyperflip producer

berdlycore chapter 2

they asked me how we got here, i told them "sir, this is an arby's"

everyone SHUT UP. i have something to say...

buy my fucking song

joint custody? sorry i don't smoke

berdlycore chapter zero

look idk what to call this song just give me plays

it's halloween and i'm crying in my joker costume

sample from an early snippet of spit in my face! by thxsomch

go listen to the original!!!

version without static - https://soundcloud.com/fwpmachine/dirty-blond-wo-static

dirty blond

rude they/them

Original song by dashie / dishi / whatever and i do not own any rights to this song!!!

dashie - flamingo

no tears falling ya oh why
but my wrist crying in the night 
i just need u by my side 
but i cant see you in my sight

i js dk where to go 
ur the only place like home 
im that bear on the floor 
chest open with the foam 

i wanna scream my pain out 
mouth sewn cant make a sound 
i tried to stand tall but im swallowed by the crowd 
silent in the voice but my mind is so loud 
cant hear my prayers they js die in the cloud

if my life is  a game then wheres the cheat code?
id rewrite the script and flip every episode 
no map to guide me thru this lonely road 
trying to heal but the wounds wont unload

ya it hurts
ya it burns 
i just hate the way it turned 
out to be this way 
this pain will never go away 

///

owari:
r u tired baby girl cause u be running thru my head
i dont need anything but only you instead
ur the voice in my head , my hearts steady tread 
ur my soul saviour without you ya im dead

i cant hide it anymore put my heart on my sleeve
now im stuck on u like the roots hold the leaves 
fighting my feelings, but its hard to believe 

deceived by my mind but ik its not real 
reminders by my scars so its so hard to heal 
i be searching for the answers but none seem to feel
the skin that i was hiding in, slowly start to peel

@sceneshawdy:
yea it slowly starts to peel
let the truth b revealed
aftr all the things u said shlda known it wsnt real
take my heart from my body watch my skin turn pale
know tht all this shit is evil i cant end this fairytail

sew my eyes till theyre shut
trusted love w no result
gave my all to feel crushed
not a soul tht i can trust

chest open / hard to heal ft. seishun

--Just a warning for any passerby that u probably will not care for this message . Enjoy ur stay listening to my music!!-- 💕

I am going on a short vacation with family So im gonna log out of here and really try to focus on giving a reset to my mind .while i let go of control of things for a little im just going to spew everything on my mind recently. 

Ive pushed away a lot of people who i really didnt mean to for a long time and showed a lot of mean spirit that i wouldnt wish on myself or anyone i love , So i am sorry .

Ive really had a bad time with learning what it means to have boundaries, morals, my own sense of identity and loyalty to the people around me , when to show restraint vs impulse . even now i think im acting on impulse by writing something like this but it feels like its for the greater good.  

Id been surrounding myself with the wrong people for a very long time who ultimately lead me down a rabbit hole of completely performative moral compass . when i was younger i was a complete twat and said so much gross shit , so over time i developed the idea i had to compensate by sticking out as always on the right side of history or something, to a fault, because i was missing the grace that allowed me to grow and change from said issues when i was younger in the first place . i had been on a streak of responding with snark and ignorance whenever i might be met with a genuine ounce of respect, turning people away left and right and thinking i was above so many people for no reason . its sad really because i know that behind closed doors many of the people who for so long i had treated as the worst of the worst Are really probably just like me , just wanting to make music and have a good time with friends . But because i put a huge wall up of difference in mindset or something that never even existed , ive ruined all of that overlap indefinitely .  

I spent a long time trying to make myself think i was doing the right thing instead of how i was actually affecting people, and for that im sorry. Ive just really been a huge asshole to a lot of people over the years and it has me really down. Here and there ive been trying to make amends with certain people over the past months , but if i write something like this i can just make it abundantly clear that im taking a step back from the whole thing ive been doing. the whole virtue signaling bullshit (really just to myself ), the whole need to be so black and white all the time about everything , being so unreasonable all the time. Im sorry, im really going to keep trying to work on it . On a small scale this is towards some certain people , but broader ive approached a lot of people who interact with me this way , as being above people . Because i felt like i needed to be defensive to keep myself from falling into old neglectful habits , where i grew up being extremely toxic on the internet because i was careless to who i was around and who i was okay with .But i need to cool it .

i just feel like im on the verge of another reset of my personal and music life and its hitting me that im Really missing what brought me to start uploading here those years ago , community.Ive never cared about what will boost my status or notoriety Above genuinely just making good real friendships and feeling accepted . Ive learned over time that theres parts of myself that i do not need to bend to suit anyone and that i dont need to be liked by everyone all the time.But there are a lot of people that i do Want to not think lowly of me because i said something really dumb . I wish i could explain so much stuff but me dumping my thoughts like thi lsacks the nuance of conversation .Ive just really been questioning everything lately , am i happy with where these past years have all lead me , who have i set a boundary against who i really needed to , lots of idk . and its completely on me to continue figuring that stuff out. maybe later i will try to focus on how everything has happened for a reason but right now i just feel a lot of heavy regret and i know that a good chunk of it is warranted .

This isnt coming from a place of any "Allegations" or anyone pulling me up on shit. i feel obligated to be leaving this message for a lot of specific people . If you are confused by this it probably doesnt concern you

Though , with that all being said im also tired of being treated like shit myself in a lot of areas too by other people for No good reason. Making up bullshit and twisting shit from my childhood and private life that has no bearing on anyone else , just out of mean spirit because youre bitter for some other reason is Disgusting. if you want to have a real conversation This message should make it obvious enough that i see everything . I let myself get affected by everything because i am not someone who is really built for a following . im just a normal person, and the fact is that normal people dont have to deal with this level of scrutiny . Everything im apologizing for in one breath is the same bullshit that happens to me from others in another breath. Im sick of people just talking about shit they know nothing about and acting like they have a moral highground . If you want to just be bitter Own it. Ive been that for a long time. But at a point you are saying shit that is affecting peoples whole perception for no reason and it makes You worse. So many bullshit words float around about me over Nothing, i dont get it. Im sorry if you are hurting but please dont hurt me over it.

Anyway. ive been working on a lot of new music that will show a lot of things that have been on my mind also. And Im ok with it not being received positively . so yeah . Im gonna have my holiday, and then im gonna try to really let go of these feelings and get back to work on all that.

Will clear this after the week that im away. ya Know where 2 reach me. Ive unblocked every single person on all platforms. And yes the most appropriate response is "We rly bringing beef to soundcloud bios in 2025" .cant even fault

Love ya and peace if you read this far, ur a goat. or u suck. feeling: discontent

From lake
last updated 20/11/25 1:52am aest

sup, names Pixel.
Pro dariacore reposter and Chaotic/Shitpost DJ

we respawn

xaev

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