produced by sex dante 
written by sex dante
mixed by sex dante
performed by sex dante

i’ll rip my heart in two
i’m so uncomfortable 
now tell me what have i been through
you don’t know? i don’t know what to do
but you can follow me too

no no no no i can’t do this again 
i keep hurting everyone that i love that’s who i am
i’ll hurt you then hurt myself 
baby i’m delusional
i’ll hurt you then kill myself 
baby i’m delusional

go go go i don’t wanna be your friend 
can’t get close to anyone 
cuz i know how this’ll end 
you all think i fucking suck 
baby i’m delusional lol
i wish i could be myself 
baby i’m delusional 

you give me all your love 
somehow i’m still in a hole
maybe i’ll never get out 
maybe i’m fine with it though
maybe i’ll hit up my plug 
maybe i’ll relapse oh no
maybe i’m dead on the couch 
maybe i’m dead on the floor 

//

i been in my room
i been so depressed
can’t pick up my phone
can’t get out of bed
i feel like i’m dead 
abusing the meds 
i can’t focus 

oh i just thought you’d wanna know this
in case you haven’t noticed
i’m a lil bit fucked up rn 
down a bottle i’m floating 
i was doing better on drugs 
but y’all swear that’s not what that was 
i’m so used to my own blood
i love molly and my cuts 
yeah it really feel like love 
with bacardi in my cup
i take drugs that keep me up 
i forgot about it i’m stuck 
you can tell me bout ur life
and i’ll tell u why i suck

my bad i broke ur trust 
i’m really bad for us 

so go go go i don’t wna be your friend 
i really hate everyone 
and i’d rather not pretend

delusional (me)

produced by n1cxxx
everything else by me

1 indica

i got 3 things in my jeans 3 felonies
walking downtown they got k9s i got ketamine
i already got colette you can have melanie
you can keep all that bullshit cuz it’s boring
i got bad ideas i got demons so i’m scoring 
i just had a great idea ima go record it
baby bring that over here i’m so fucking horny
baby pull it out then i tittyfuck
i been doing molly eating rocks turn my city up
i’m just tryna get it out cuz i’m in the cut 
and i can’t pass this blunt here to my bitch cuz she hate indica
yea i’m into stuff
i be bugging
i was 16 doing drills with my cousin
you said you was there for me bitch no u wasn’t
you said that i couldn’t now i did it yea i’ve done it
you think that u know me hoe
i’m done having fun now
i be at my father house 
posted up with guns ya
i be at my own crib
i be on my own shit 
posted with a bad hoe she could suck the whole dick
ask me bout a bitch i could tell you that my bro hit
ask me bout my bitch and i’ll make sure that this chrome hit 
all these bitches notice
all they niggas bogus
i’m back on that rolling 
i keep losing focus
 
2 kiss love sex 

i knew some people but now it’s a mess
i’m doing better are you proud of me babe 
every morning we kiss love sex
and i bleed from my fingers everyday
i wake up i’m okay 
i stay up i’m not okay 
fall in love care for me
fall in love you’re my peace
you’re so fucking bad how can you not see it
i be so lost when i’m looking at u jesus
you know id kill somebody for you baby on my yeezys
anything you want it babe we got it it’s so easy
i knew some people but now it’s a mess
i’m doing better are you proud of me babe 
every morning we kiss love sex
and i bleed from my fingers everyday

indicakisslovesex (n1cxxx)

[special thanks to]
@1aneemea
@jordanstray
@syncxenox
@808illusion
@prodbxx
@whylunar

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Lyrics: 
Wish I could feel my skin on my own again,
Demons ripping up to shreds,
Don’t know if I can win.
Not my flesh and bones
They like to savor it.
Please just break the code I just wanna get outta here.
Background : I was just begging you to find me , seems like it’s a loss. My hearts been buried find it. I been outta the laws. My heart been gone you closed it. (If you read this part of the song your gay ) 
Prod Michael Harrison 
Inspired by my brother keno

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:: xaid

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