new york

@ifeellikeaspirit

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coast2.coast - i feel like a spirit

please dont wish 2 sleep

bottles upon bottles upon bottles upon

sunset sunshine

upon the ocean floor

guardian 117

backup 2 cloud

iFeelLikeASpirit

sun up

xain

oh my god its all nothing

other on god freestyle

yea thats me

its all the future

im diminished

come 2 life (feat. bry Xn)

bloodmoon

i'm a robot (feat. Dutranopia)

out the grave

virus

unmiserable

XAIN IS DEAD

CRAZY mode

sun will shine on the view (feat. Hysterla, plinks)

way 2 far (ft. bryanisntreal)

If you want some beats now
Come get beat down
They say that I'm weak now
Xain on repeat now
I just hit my peak in the limousine
I just fell asleep in the VIP
Smoking while she sucking on my dick tip
Every time she come she begging more please

You just piss me off
On some real shit
You just dumb as shit
Do you even look in mirrors when pick a fit
Don't really fuck with xain but I honor that
It's been long since I feel the same
Pop 10 grams in the peak of day
It's been long since I feel the same
Pop 10 grams in the peak of day
Not new problems ya there's nothing admit here
Japanese top in my closet bout to fit in
What u on
I stay risky about this business
Xain on top

Driving round town and the ac colder than my heart
I can feel the drugs rubbing off Oh my fucking god
Can't say I'm worried bout shit except the fucking drugs
Talk shit but u ain't bout it get the fuck up off
Xain has got some new cause u hear my voice is coming back
From my cart ya you go head you can blame on that
Can't say I ever fell off I ain't even start
Keep on living in this life I ain't living long

If you want some beats now
Come get beat down
They say that I'm weak now
Xain on repeat now
I just hit my peak in the limousine
I just fell asleep in the VIP
Smoking while she sucking on my dick tip
Every time she come she begging more please

On some real shit
Xain is clearly back
Please prepare yourself
This my season
I ain't done yet
Is it XJ
Ya xain ain't round

See through my eyes
Drained out my soul
Can't bring me back
I feel no more

I feel like a spirit
But now way more
I feel like dying
Like oogie mane

I'm getting tired
Each passing day
I feel Ryan
Existeskar

I feel like nothing
Keeping me here
Except all my music
This the result

Forgotten

everything is nothing (ft. bryanisntreal)

XJ 1.5 + 2.5 ReMiX - 2025
Produced, Written, Mixed and Mastered by Me
Sample: odden ❤️
https://on.soundcloud.com/EUSGqt4uU9BHtXvu7

XJ bleach everything
fuck my life took everything
i'm off new drugs i hate my life
XJ bleach everything

Extremism, Dark Visions, Fuck with us, Take pills and,
Extremism, Dark Visions, Fuck with us, Take pills and,
Find Heaven, Find Heaven, Take Nothing, Reset me,
I been hidden, I been hidden, I been hidden, I been hidden, 

XJ bleach everything
fuck my life took everything
i'm off new drugs i hate my life
XJ bleach everything

Fuck this life you never know
When it's gonna end tho
I wanna control it tho
I wanna control it tho

I ain't tryna settle down
I been only waking up
XJ faking
XJ faking all his love

358/2 Days

can you see the psycho in my eyes?
XJ EVIL XAIN in the night 
losing all myself who am i?
girl pass the cigarette or die
love it just never feel enough 
blood I just love it rush
life I just love it when I sin
I'm slowly cutting off my skin

got to round 100 in New black ops zombies 
got a bad new bitch and she all up on me 
this life feel all for nothing why I even wake up hurting 
all my old fit pics better than your current
I'ma be myself wake me up when I'm a trend 
losing all my health one day I'ma end up dead 
now that XJ here this will never ever end 
I'ma be myself wake me up when I'm a trend

I'm roxas
xain is heartless
always off it
losing conscious 
love it just never feel enough 
blood I just love it rush
life I just love it when I sin
I'm slowly cutting off my skin

baby meet the real me in the graveyard 
are you feeling what I need in my xain heart
and I'm feeling lately like a changed man
and I'm feeling like life got me chained in
I wake up every day feel the same thing
Ive been way too upset got me fade thin
got to take a new pill just to get me up 
gotta take some raw sex it'll save me now

I'm roxas
xain is heartless
always off it
losing conscious 
love it just never feel enough 
blood I just love it rush
life I just love it when I sin
I'm slowly cutting off my skin




ROXAS IS XJ SORA IS XAIN

SHE SO CUTE BUT SHE GOT XJ CUT DEEP RIGHT INSIDE HER WRIST 😂✂️🩸
WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING IF I WONT BECOME THE WORST😂😈
IM THINKING OF TAKING A SHOTGUN TO THE HEAD WHILE RIP THE DABPEN😂🔫💨
BITCH IM ON OZEMPIC AND I FUCKED HER TILL THE SUNSET😂💉🌅

HUH HUH HUH 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
LAY HER DOWN GENTLY 🛏️🕊️
IM BIBLICALLY ACCURATE XJ ✝️👼
ALWAYS ACT SO CRAZY 🤪💥
SHE WHIPPING OUTSIDE A FJ🤤🚗
XJ YOUR TOO SEXY🤤🤤🤤💦
WHILE SIPPING ON ROSE 🍷🌹
IT FEEL LIKE HEAVEN 😇✨

IM SORRY THAT YOU GOT TO LISTEN 2 MY DARK THOUGHTS 😔🖤
IM WAY WAY 2 FAR IM WAY WAY 2 GONE 🛸🌑
IM FUKD UP OFF DRUGS BUT BABY DO U KNOW THAT 💊💔
ILL DROP IT ALL NOW JUST KIDDING IM FKD UP😂😂😂😵‍💫

WAY 2 HIGH WHEN U SEE ME AT THE WORST TIME 🚀🕰️
U WERE FUKD AND IK U DIDNT MEAN THAT 💔😵‍💫
FUK OUR LOVE EVERY1 U KNOWS UR TERRIBLE 💔🖕
AND OUR EVERY DATE ENDED AS A BENDER 💋🚬

U KNOW THAT I DONT MEAN IT💯🤞
THESE FUCKED UP DRUGS ARE SPEAKING🧢
GOT ME U ACTING OUT 🎭😵
IM TAKING OFF AND OUT 🚀🕳️

WHO FUKIN ON ME NOW ❓🔥
YUH IM UP AND DOWN 🔥💤
YUH IM UP AND DOWN 🔥💤
IM UP AND UP AND UP AND DOWN 🔥🚀⬆️⬇️

XJTCY 💊
GOT HER ON HER KNEES 🙇‍♀️🛐
XAINWORLD WHAT U NEED 🌎❓
RITUALS TO BLEED 🩸🕯️

PLEASE DONT BEG AND PLEAD 🙏😭
XAINWORLD WHAT U NEED 🌎❓
UH YUH BREATHE 🌬️😵‍💫
XAINWORLD WHAT U NEED 🌎❓

XJTCY SHE ADDICTED WELCOME TO XAINWORLD 💋❤️

XJ 1.5 + 2.5 ReMiX - 2025
@ifeellikeaspirit

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