calling me from the dark w/ Tommy Blve

prod mee obviously

I could never find my rest in a place where i don't belong
I can only find my rest in the arms of another light

My famished soul yearning for so long
Where have i come from? where is my home?
I fear this question will burn till I'm gone
I shudder their touch, I'm deaf to their song

Find Rest

"SILENTIUM" 

produced by @deadfave
mix and master by Zyrom and Theo
Cover Art by Theo.

•/:/•

Lyrics :

I’ve been sitting in the dark 
for a while,
No one was around inside this ghost town
Wandering about where I should go now
Lost within the nexus 
I just opened the door

Annihilate the pain is all I need to do
Worry’ bout myself is everything I do
Let the others suffer on the other side
Watching’ em decay but is it even right ?

I’ve been walking in a tunnel
Without light, without faith
I’ve been crawling from the abyss
To get back inside my grave
As I dig the dirt
I just crush my heart
And I mix the blood
Within all this mud

hook:

My vision gets blurry when i look at the moonlight
Its red, its dripping from the sky to the ground
The blood from all the damned is flowing within me
As I let it out for the ritual

bridge:

Will you ever forgive that I killed my soul to set you free ?

Will you ever remember the bridge we crossed under the sea ?

Will you acknowledge the fact that I was slowly making you ill ?

Will you forget everything else that has crossed your mind when Ill disappear ?


hook:

My vision gets blurry when i look at the moonlight
Its red, its dripping from the sky to the ground
The blood from all the damned is flowing within me
As I let it out for the ritual

silentium [prod. dead fave]

Pull me in
Just to push me out
I can't breathe when you're not with me
But you're not with me
So I'm learning how to stand on my own two feet
Learning how to breathe when you're not near me
I don't wanna die all alone but you left me on my own
Yeah you left me on my own
Yeah you left me all alone

Better off alone
Better off alone
Better off alone
Better off alone

Watching me
Drifting away
You're watching me
Bleed in the lake
Bleed in the lake
Bleed in the lake
I don't wanna die all alone

Do you remember everything
Eyes rolling back again
Taste of pain
Do you remember everything
Eyes rolling back again
Feel the pain

Cover my face again
Hide in pain
You fail me
Knife in vain
A knife
Can't breathe
I can't
Can't sleep

After all the games
Fall in pain
My eyes go black again
It's in pain

EDEN feat. MARY MORTEM (prod. FOXWEDDING)

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

prod by @svrviiive
cover by @hollowmindisdead

lyrics:
i feel the pus in the deep of my throat
i see my nails eaten while im still mope
i swear my head's going burst of my thoughts
im so much wasted while thinking of worse

but i'll never be affected, im suspecting im gonna stop
one day i'll heal, at least i have big amount of hope
i open my scars again to see what im gonna lost
if i will fall one day of my suicidal lust

i keep staring into my scars
i still suffering just because
of my mind and my feelings of gross
im stone as troll in the sun, in the moss

oh fuck, i can say a lot of smart words
to describe my state of sadness and scorn
i am aim for the joy but get sad, no scope
i won't lacking of piece of love from the world

i can't stop right now, but i hope...
i can die, but i can't leave this world...
with no trace, i should leave my own
you'll see i did, and i will help you all

dismayed. [prod. svrviiive]

FVKZXRO x NIGHTMIND+ x KYOKI x KUSOKIRAI - D3ATHCVLT: LEGACY (Prod. Rajaste)

PROD @PXLSE

LYRICS:

run run run run
kill em one by one
run run run run
wait till fucking dawn
run run run run
imma set the sun
run run run run
kill em one by one

you gon meet the devil 
when you catch me
still apache,  deadly on the lmg
dont trust nobody
 special rounds magazine
mask on my face
yeah im tryna be unseen

sould dark
mind twisted from my childhood
fuck a therapy
thug it out imma be good
fuck twelve 
and every single fucking cop
not a friend, not a help
 never trust a fucking cop

SETTING SUN [PROD. PULSE]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/5k3p5Z0ZC8euJBWfNih69J?si=c1c7820f52214c26

DANCE WITH ME

Lyrics: 
Signal all these problems have me looking outside. 
Open the blinds see them creeping at night. 
Cuts all on my body on my neck and my thighs. 
I just never cared to fucking live in this life.
Alright
Stupid motherfuckers want to talk about “everybodywill really want to try it out.”
Like you gonna be the reason that I don’t want to feel.
You won’t talk about it, the times you fucking kill me. 
You gonna talk about the drugs you gonna spill. 

Now I’m on my own I’m On my mind.
Fuck your even mean You was lying.

Everyone keep talking like they righteous
I’m just on the floor bitch I’m crying.

Sick of all these stupid motherfuckers.
Speaking about another fucker.

I got my problems they inside my home.
Every single time I talk I fucking cry alone.

You just want something over me.

These bitches talk these bitches want my dick. They just make me sick.
I’m just on my own. 
Again and again.
Drugs make me feel better.
Again and again
I just smoke.
That bitch is on dope.

Spotify

3:47am (P. ColdWind)

Lyrics: Eyes stay closed and the drugs stay close to me what the fuck do you even see in me
Listen up keep your eyes on me one last time before I bleed
I fuck it up again
Listen close 
I see what’s on your mind
I see I’m a ghost 
See that inside 
See that I’m broke
The fuck you even think when you think of me. 

I can’t go on
I can’t go on
I can’t go on
I can’t go on
(I can’t go on)
I can’t even lie to you I can’t even lie for this. Speaking my mind let me go. Fuck you even think that I know. Blood drip from my eyes I’m cold, heart is so colder then. 
Ice in my chest like I know this shit 
Covered in blood when I’m over this coughing up blood like I can’t admit 
Coughing up blood like I’m high as shit 
Coughing up everything that I ever said
Cause I can’t talk 
I’m so anxious and I can’t talk
I’m so in my fucking head like you are not 
Why you even speak to me 
The fuck you even mean to me
I just want to be with me 
Alone in my head easily. 

Sleep:
Nowhere here,
Lonely still,
Run from me
All of me,
Avoided all you could be 
Doesn’t mean anything,
I don’t know how I can breathe
Your fucking blame me
Still fucking hate me
Never confronted evade me.
You saved me from dark right,
Frustrated alone nothing feel right.
Don’t feel right
Just the way it feels right
You won’t understand how I feel right

Always on my own no more home a depressed fuck,
Always on my own tryna get my fucking racks up,
I don’t wanna know none yo homies think they deathn.
I’m just tryna go, say no more, I’m so sick ugh.

EDEN feat. MARY MORTEM (prod. FOXWEDDING)

XANDER CROWLEY

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