You said “expect the worst
Will always come first
And you’ll never get hurt”

“Don’t you ever take risks
Just act like this
Just as I do”

And ever since i've been so scared
Of everything that hasn't happened yet
Just too scared to take a bet

Ooooooo x 2

Always in a hurry to sit down and worry
Bout the worst possible scenario
So I often tend to freeze and buckle at the knees
Just overthinking every single thing

I guess i’m just so damn scared
Of everything that hasn’t happened yet
Just too scared to take a bet

Ooooooo x 4

Hasn't Happened Yet (demo)

John said “love is all you need”
And i’ve got to agree
It saved me

Behind your diamond sky
Is a dark night
That breaks you down inside

So let your bird sing
Despite its broken wings x 2

Broken Wings (demo)

Walking by the bayside thinking of the old times
Sit and watch the sunset just like when we first met
Thinking bout the past and how we moved too fast
I lifted my blindfold and watched you fade away

I thought that you’d stay, but you left me anyway
The promises you made, never saw the light of day x2

Laying in my room just singing to myself
About when I lost and you came to help
I lost myself and fell into bad ways
Little did you know, you lifted me from the haze

I thought that you’d stay, but you left me anyway
The promises you made, never saw the light of day x2

Thought You'd Stay (demo)

In this ocean we knew
I’m washed up ashore
I’m battered and bruised
But I survived the storm

You were weighing me down
To the ocean floor
You were breaking me down
And you still wanted more

Among these waves i’ll miss you 
As they ebb and flow
I’m letting you go

Laying on the beach
Staring out to sea
Wondering where it is
You might be

Cause after it all
Even after our fall
If you need me
I'll be at your beck and call

Among these waves i’ll miss you 
As they ebb and flow
I’m letting you go

Waves (demo)

Here i go again swiping through my phone
Trying to find some easy love
But I know it'll never be enough

Here I go again stuck in the talking stage
Wasting my time
Cause no one ever wants to stay

Shoot me, cupid
I'm so tired of waiting
Shoot me, cupid
It’s all so frustrating
Waiting for the right one to come along
And stop me from ever singing this song again

Oh I feel so unlovable like I've got a tainted soul
Got too much baggage that's way too heavy to hold

Shoot me, cupid
I'm so tired of waiting
Shoot me, cupid
It’s all so frustrating
Waiting for the right one to come along
And stop me from ever singing this song again

Shoot Me, Cupid (demo)

(Inspired by Bo Burnham)
Lately ive been lost for words
Guess it must be the meds
Lately ive been feeling nothing
But I just cant seem to rest

Im an anxious mess
Going through stress
A little bit depressed
But Im trying my best

watching the days pass me by
with tears in my eyes
I can never seem to open up
that's how I grew up

Im an anxious mess
Going through stress
A little bit depressed
But Im trying my best x 2

Trying My Best (demo)

It hurts to watch you dim your light 
for those who want you for the night
You deserve to be treated right

a new fling wont change a single thing
You’ll still feel lonely
Even while you hold me

Oh you’ve got to love yourself
Before you look for someone else
Love yourself
Give your broken heart some time to rest
Let yourself feel loneliness
Its okay to be alone sometimes 
it's the only way to grow

Oh you’ve got to love yourself
Before you hurt someone else
Love yourself

Self-love, self-love
All you need is love x 4`

Self-Love (demo)

It's that old feeling
That catches you off guard
It feels so warm like an ancient fire

It's that old feeling
Though not entirely the same
Something about us has changed

The moment’s gone away x 4

I can see in your eyes
This love won't grow older
Can we stay high?
I don't want to get sober
I want nothing more than to kiss you
To just lay still and be with you

The moment’s gone away x 4

Xander G