Mix pt 2

i’m looking for a reason to say good night
communication hasn’t happened for a long time
countless times i replay when you said goodbye
moment that it happened burned into my eyes and mind
i’m fine
i’ll say i’ll try
if you look into my eyes you know i’m lying
you’re the one that really knows the reasons i cry
you’re the one that had to see it with your own eyes
i swear this life is a joke
fill up my time with my music and hope
that it will work out it’s the only way i cope
in the journey of life it’s the one and only road for me
i don’t know what you done to me
every time i think about you i can’t fucking breathe
then my thoughts are overtaken by my ocd
and i rot away my mental as i fall asleep

when it’s just me myself and i
i don’t feel alive
i don’t wanna die
but i can feel the vibe
x4

when it’s just me myself and i
i don’t feel alive
i don’t wanna die
but i can feel the vibe
losing track of time
my eyes are on fire
i been up all night
you are on my mind
x2

i’m restless and reckless
a mess 
why is death in life always endless
always in the midst my emotions are deafened
i dissociate until i’m lacking all my essence
if i leave again then i won’t come back
i feel like i’m under attack
where the sun don’t reach
and my eyes don’t see
and my lungs don’t breathe but you won’t understand
there’s a face underneath each mask that i see
i can be what i need in my dreams
i don’t sleep
i just worry 
never eat
but the beast won’t rest til it’s free
and then feast on my heart til doesn’t have a beat
i swear
it's a sad sad world that we inhabit
keeping goodbyes so dramatic
stay away from people it’s a habit
isolate myself go live on another planet

sweet dreams, my little insomniac ft. ivri (prod. capsctrl)

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

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The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

castle with the cobwebs

This song is to bring awareness to suicide & depression not to encourage it if you or someone you know feels like this please reach out for help suicide is never the answer!

Justin King - I Wish I Was Dead & Cold

Sincerely, your son - officialdjaaron

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Credits:
Written and Performed by Eli Wilson
Produced by KingTheta
Mix/Master by Felipe Navia

I Always Fall

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produced by sleepless boy
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KID COLE - DEAR FRIEND (AT THE WAKE)

i wish you cheated

Solo

i loved u more

I Don't Wanna Leave Just Yet

hope you enjoy this one <3

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stars (w/ sleep.ing & promoting sounds)

dishonest + vexed (capsctrl)

【﻿Ｈｏｐｅｆｕｌｌｙ Ｓｏｍｅｄａｙ】

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

Better Off Dead

Nobody Needs Me (feat. Cavasoul) [Prod. CapsCtrl]

lyrics:

(Verse 1) 
Man I’ve hurt God so many times
So many lies
Really hurt my girlfriend 
Bro I made the girl cry 
Felling things won’t change 
So it makes it hard to try 
And some guys that I know 
Just committed suicide man 
These days are hard 
Been in rehab 
Tryna re-heal the scars 
Use to drink a lot
But that won’t get me far
Feeling like I’m stuck inside a game
But I can never press restart
Man I’ve hurt so many people 
Please I feel evil 
I need to get some rest 
My stress can be lethal 
Got a mental gas pedal 
I’ve been pushing down the metal 
Really running from the devil 
But still feel like the sequel 
Wait, my minds a helicopter 
Spinning like corkshew
Who? I need a doctor 
Call the coppers 
*boys we got a monster* 
Give me what Ive earned 
And take me to the slaughter 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

(Verse 2) 
The worst monsters 
Are the ones that don’t say words 
They just watch from afar
and stare burns 
See the ocean of my guilt
Falling face first 
Every single day I try to run 
But the pain hurts 
Cos’ I’m running in cycles
Treadmill, spinning in spirals 
Flipping page by the page 
Finding faith in a Bible 
Thought my music was my cure 
But it feels like my rival 
When I grab a microphone 
Its like I sing in a rifle 
God I’m praying God I’m praying 
and I know you can hear me
Im crying when I speak 
But I said the words clearly
Even when i feel alone 
I know your somewhere breathing near me
God I need you in my life 
bone cold, eyes weary
Its get hard to fight 
I wake up at night
Choking, Holding tight 
God you saved my life 
You were the candle
Inside my tunnel of my sorrow 
I’m thankful for today 
Cos’ Im not promised tomorrow, yeah 

(Hook)
Ivri: Monster’s on their way, You’ve made a mistake 
ohso: The worse monsters are the one’s that don’t say words, they just watch from afar and the stare burns 

Yeah silent monsters

Mix pt 2

xander