dude this sad song I ever listen to my whole life compared to the early 2000 this is the same as mm and the 90s and I'm still crying and I'm making emo rappers what when I cry man 

悲しいs o r r o w

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

music video:
https://youtu.be/SQHXBB28zds

watch me end it all right here
black clothes in the summertime 
i’m a walking funeral
you don't call me anymore I don't care
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing
nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here 
i can feel myself drifting off
think she's half as nice as you but she hits me up 
yeah she hits me up 
feel myself drifting off 
black clothes in the summertime 
i'm a walking funeral 
think I'll stay right here 

and she's bipolar i think i am too
got a lot on my shoulder always fucking up my mood 
one second i'm fine and then the next i wanna end it 
praying on my demise 
every day i hate pretending 
is there something for me that i can't find 
are they fucking me over or am i too kind 
overthinking all the time i overanalyze 
sometimes i wanna slit my wrist right by the candlelight 
am i saying too much am i alright 
i can't make a damn decision i just need a sign 
really hope i'm someone different in the afterlife 
got nothing here left for me to go and sacrifice 

you don't call me anymore i don't care 
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here

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i'm a walking funeral w/ love jai (p. noahmadethiss)

Decided 3 marks the next chapter in Wyo Top’s evolution — blending raw emotion, trap melodies, and real-life storytelling. With production inspired by NBA YoungBoy’s intensity and SoulStealerRecords’ southern roots, this album captures the pain, drive, and ambition behind the name Wyo Top. Featuring standout tracks like “Scarred Feelings,” “Jump In The Coupe,” and “Sellin Dope,” Decided 3 shows the Top never stops.

NBA YoungBoy - Jump In The Coupe

Lonley - The Reason

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic
Sample from: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/sunshine

LYRICS:-
Guardin 
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi Kamri
tell me what is right or wrong
you've been gone for too long
ive been feeling so alone
when was the last time you sang my song? 

i fell with the tears on my face
lately ive been feeling so out of place
call out and i scream your name
baby can you please just stay

is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

Guardin & Qawi
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi
is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

I Don't Know Who I Am (w guardin)

Prod. Yung Xander
—————————————
Lyric Samples:
Juice WRLD - All Girls Are The Same

Lost W/o U

Blackwater 4/5/2019
Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @prodbybrody
Instrumental: @prodbybrody
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

yungvan-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know x2

I know it's hard for you
to let me in 
you don't wanna let me see
everything underneath
you're not just skin and bones
makeup and vocal tones
you have all those scars
they're who you are

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Brody- 
white noise in my head now
all your hair still around me in my bed now
I know it doesn't feel right
been thinking about you all night
cause I can hardly sleep without you anymore
I know it's hard for me to say
but I will fight through the better days
I won't give up on you
don't think I could if I wanted to

yung van-
I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you?
I've been patient for you, have you? 

I've been tryna read through the lines
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know
we're sitting on the phone every night
just tell me if I'm wasting my time
you say you don't know
you say you don't know

Blackwater

Read Through the Lines

Read Through the Lines Ft. Brody (Prod. Brody)

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dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for
if you ain’t livin for yourself...
i deal with these problems
you don’t wanna know where i got em from
heart fucked
double cup up
am i hot enough
pullin my drawstrings
and with my chain she do the same thing
i let it fall cause they like it when it’s dangling
fuck a booth i record this in my room
feel like lil peep cause baby id give u the moon
i do this myself it’s handmade ain’t talkin June
i don’t wanna hear no empty promises you gotta prove em

heart beatin out my chest
and i’m the the only one to pick it up
you hide your feelings? i put mine on ice in a cup!
i’d be lying if i said i didn’t give a fuck
it’s obvious when i work hard i’m hardly givin up
she wanna fuck drunk and even when i sober up
i don't smoke trees anxiety is actin up
i quit the coke keys cause i was hardly livin bruh
if you ain’t livin for yourself who you livin for

Out My Chest (prod. smokerose)

my way out

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
---
@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

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Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

SEON
Instagram:https://www.instagram.com/seon_47/
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/seon47
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sADZZMvbgQIsCCkmqUYF8?si=GAy9sTfZT0mltRH95_z83g
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/seon/1450454400

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Know you work for me
See you slave in the day 
Bought a car for me 
All mistakes that I make 
Still you saving me
Losing trust 
So I thought that you hated me 
You created me

I’m the one to blame used to lie lie lie
Never change ways didn’t try try try
Knew that it’s over the light to the fire
Ran away gone I was lost for a while 

That’s how I gave up it all
Left my family for a fall  
I’m so sorry that’s the truth 
Mom and dad oh I love you

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the times that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

You stayed but I leave 
Now I’m getting clean 
See things how I never used to see a newer me 

Wrote this song for you 
I’ve been needed to 
Tell you thanks for all 
You’ve done for me a growing seed 

Call me and we talk for a little while
I just need to hear your voice it calm me down when I’m in the wild
You tell me it’s okay to tell the truth but I’m in denial
Im missing being home and back when I was a little child

Sorry for the past I know I‘m failing as a son
Bet you wish you didn’t have me only having one
I will make it right give me time and I’ll be home

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Wrote my mom and I told her that I miss her
I Wrote my dad and I told him that I miss him too
Sorry for the time that I’m missing
Wish That I could come home bring me back to you

Where do I get started 
Haven’t seen your smile
Watch me come from crawling
Loved me didn’t love myself

Where Do I Get Started- Single

Where Do I Get Started [prod.Kado]

Try not to cringe
email: yungxandermusic@gmail.com

Twitter: @xandersux

Lost W/o U

yung xander

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