lyrics:
have you ever not slept while they slept?
have you ever not ate while they ate?
do their feet get cold in the middle of the night?
do you hold them til’ it’s alright?


are you ever unsure how they feel?
are you worried you’re just helping them heal?
are you scared you’ll wake up and they’ll be gone?
you’ll kick yourself for doing something wrong


3 weeks on and i need a rest 
i sift through all i need to do but i digress
and i can distract myself with sugar nicotine and sex
but that won’t stop the questions in my head 


and when you’re with them do you still need the light on?
do they bury their head in your hair so that it’s darker in there?
and do you still share water with the plant inside your room?
does it remind you to eat at noon?


3 months on and i need a rest 
i sift through all i need to do but i digress
and i can distract myself with sugar nicotine and sex
but that won’t stop the questions in my head


an’ now when they sleep do you sleep?
n’ now when they eat do you eat?
an’ is it summer? n’ do their feet hang out from the sheets?
and are the answers to my questions at my feet?

???  (voice memo)

𝔯𝔢: 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔠𝔨𝔰 - 𝔟𝔬𝔫 𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔯 (𝔰𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔡)

anytime soon

endless

moonbeam (unfinished)

Delaney Bailey Original Song (tiktok)

Ceiling

Neither the song nor the background picture belongs to me.

The 1975- Don't Worry (Slowed)

a mediocre cover of killer

'lullaby' lyrics

before you lay down tonight, just know that it's alright
before you lay down tonight, just know that it's alright
close your eyes, there's no disguise
you're hiding in plain sight
save yourself the weary eyes
and settle for the night
and everything will be alright

x

a song i wrote as a reminder that everything will be okay

lyrics:
home is wrapped uncomfortably beneath  my toes 
the same four walls watch me;
get up, shower get dressed go...

sleepin’ deeper than i ever did before
drinking for the sake of drinking,  chainin’ on the floor 
i made a vow with the mirror 
this year you’re gettin’ fitter d’you hear

-

n’ the whisky inside my chest
is searchin for somethin stronger 

n’ my mind is pushing 90 n’ still 
runs a red right  in front of the camera

off licenses are open all night
n’ if it’s a chain it’s free rein 

mm’

-

started’ helpin out the hungry
found rhythm in impulses n’ fear 
i stopped drinking coffee
told myself you’d like my teeth when they’re clear
erased the number of my dealer  
sat in Leicester Square n’ longed for a beer 


-


an’ the chain around my neck
screams my mantra
as my ego ago agrees to step down
as the designated driver 
n’ three weeks into march 
i’ll be 10 months sober 
an’ I’m scared,  that i’ll throw it all away


cover art;   franky jr.

285 dayz  (voice memo)

my new single "truth" out everywhere now.

endless

xanthe campbell

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