I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help, 
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror	
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry


I've been saying sorry many times 
everyday i've said it
Muthafuckas like Okay, I get it
Matter fact I should say, forget it.

But the Pain I let it. Build inside 
I shake I kept it
distance it away from you, so I say I'm cool
but the hate imbedded

Inside my soul and frame regret it
Shame on me, shame I let in
Can't forget it, My drunk
nights in the tank again I bet it

Yes I've said it, Cussed them out
End up shredded, I don't get it
they said don't sweat it but instead
I'm left with a mess that won't stop spreading

I remember I was a liar I'm shifty
When I was working I'd stir up
and slur they fire me quickly
 
Wouldn't stop drinking and rapping
Some of that desire was in me
Dreaming to work full time
at rap 9-5 retire at fifty

Couldn't hold it steady,
Had an exit plan every moment I'm ready
Suicide on my mind
always feeling broken and heavy

I got some Scotch in my bottle, 
I pray to god I'm in sorrow
Lookin for a way out
and If I go
I ain't saying sorry tomorrow
but then

I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help, 
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror	
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry

Can;t complain about the way I live 
Don't give a fuck about the life I had
Got a daughter who's my life
Motherfucker don't compare me I'm nothing like my dad

No, Everday it would keep me mad
Who could do that leave and plan out,
another fucking life
like I didn't matter bitch you could be a man

I can't imagine life
without my daughter being close or near
Now you wanna start talking
Keep walking you've been a fucking ghost for years

Holding tears, I've done
what I can with no one here,
Slamming broken beers,
Left it all behind to be sober clear

You won't be at her birthday
Her first play, Not trying to make
you feel bad in the worst way,
but you deserve nothing but dirt, eh

From me, You think I'm here
playing around just being funny?
Tuck in a few grand in my pocket
expecting to meet her and keep your money?

I wouldn't let you see a picture
when you see me with her
I hope you get a shiver
Of the day you leaving quitter

when I was little
I expected a father figure
Problem with ya, Now
You'll be fucking sorry when my daughter bigger
Saying..

I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help, 
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror	
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry

I'm Sorry (2013) FREE DOWNLOAD

.Frostbite Freeverse (Cell Block 64)

Produced By: Anno Domini Beats



(VERSE 1)
i got a confession to make, i've had it with bitches they get in the way
with nothing to say, they stray away, while making your whole world turn to grey
i'll build my asylum, top to bottom, changing the climate, hot to cold
im on the highland, you ain't as high as i am, i do what i can

you hear the sirens? slowly coming up above the horizon
no need for silence, here comes the triumph, steady, too deadly to kill off the lions
i'll start a riot, but yet i'm too quiet, i got the items, got the diamonds
i got everything you need expect an alliance 

everybody trynna show me their love, but i've had enough of it, i'm sick of it from all you shits!
you think i care?, well your wrong, why do you gotta sing along? 
i've been in this thing for far too long, just like the soldiers in vietnam 

where i belong, since you've been gone, no need to worry i'll do it my own
i'll try to keep on, try to feed on, i'll do what it takes to stay in my zone
i got a lot of spirit, i'll type it and submit it
you might think it's the lyrics, but someday i will make it

(VERSE 2)
i said that i'm with it, 100's the limit, these bars surround me just like a prison
now i'm addicted, the sins i've commited, my soul is starting to feel abit timid
i guess your the critic, no gimmicks, no frigid, in this exhibit
it's none of your business, so vivid, so reluctant, even in public

i got the ace of spades, grinding your teeth as it decays
jack of all trades, rockin the shades, marchin in the parade lookin like blade
1 and the 2 and the 3 and the 4, introduce yourself and who you speak for
M.A.D P.O.E.T and don't forget the S

some things ain't how they were before, my rap career out the front door
i picked up all my shit, walked off and then i said no more
but look where i am, i'm rappin again, steady im headed to win it again
no time to pretend, i'm on a tight end, i ain't the best but i do what i can

cause i've been in it, for a minute, i'm not gonna go away
i feel like a minot, like a synnot, and now you must obey
i got a lot of spirit, i'll type it and submit it
you might think it's the lyrics, but someday i will make it

X-Cell - I Will Make It

MADPoets - I'll Melt With You

Produced By: Life And Death Productions

(HOOK)
i feel likea man trapped inside a monsters body
i'm trying to escape, i'm trying to run away i cannot do it
making this eay, but the monster is feeding
and the man of me is sleeping wondering when is it leavin? 

(VERSE ONE)
I was born an imbalsel fuckin hulligen 
Did some damage that im going to do again
Crazy foolish maybe stupid 
But youll never make me lose it
Becuz i already fuckin lost it its gone with 
My good side along with my conscience 
Got a lot a thoughts thatll haunt ya 
They get even louder when i take in the ganja
When i think its like police syrens 
Thoughts so loud they wake the sleeping giant
Im a monster a feasting lion
people say that im a freakin riot
Im causing ruckus to much to handle 
Yall are pussies im the asshole
And You know i aint messing around
Better stop n fuckin get to the ground 
I aint the one you should ever try to contend with 
Ill kill you right the second i end a sentence
Im good at fucking fuck ups the fuck up  
Nothing can stop the ruckus
Fuck your future i dont value shit
Your about as bullshit as how you spit
Ive gotten angrier my tempers the baddest
Lately ive been using rap to release madness
Cuz Ive been livin under prison like conditions knife incisions sixteen inches
Into my motherfuckin enemies cuz theyve been making bad decisions
This beast isnt that resistant to killin many gimmicks with mad precision
By now You should know that i aint kidding when i say that ima keep it wickid

(VERSE TWO)
i live in the darkness, why did i start this? 
feed of your carcass, marked as a target
leave you left armless, i ain't that harmless
i am the artist, spittin the hard shit

no definition, no recognition, no ammunation, no reputation
you think you better then me, well your not cause your not a musician
i don't need permission, this man or a monster is out of commission
now im stuck on this system, i don't think i can handle the visions

these eyes, stuck and compramise, my lies, i apologies
homicide cause a genocide, my rhymes, you cannot optimize
modified, i am occupied, oxidize, i'm fightin for my life
traumatized, i am authorized, colonized, i'm monopolized

you see im not how i was before, like shrek im gonna do the roar
ask for, a civil war, reach the core, too late for an ancient whore

my body's getting shadowed, and i can't stop shaking
i can't sit still, i need to keep pacing, 
i gotta see a doctor and get some medication
50 mil, now i got my heart racing

heart stops, i stabbed it with a pen, monster has come alive again
re-live, re-live all my sins, wake up then i sin and sin again


X-Cell - Man Vs. Monster (Ft. Wickid & Unda Preshur)

08. Wanna Win - Wickid (InfiniteMomentum)

Produced by Tunna Beatz and Jurrivh

Verse 1

Sometimes Im thinking what to write
So fuck it I'm drinking tonight
Call me an alcoholic, Man fuck you for judging me
Like I get it I'm nothing I'm something you never wanna be

Like I didnt already know that
 
So don't hold back, Tell me how you really feel
Least I know that your for real, I'll still
post a picture of whiskey, Wicked mixtures I'm tipsy
Cry about how i never respond to my messages
like "I get it your busy", (Nope)

I wake up at seven with A coffee and I sit alone
Then I get ready for work around 4 I'm getting home
Then I read or watch tv until I'm ready to sleep, 
Stay up until 2 am until my eyes to heavy to see

6 days a week, I've been to college
I've done my school shit
When you want to say I aint do shit
Too much at stake Keep it moving
When you wanna judge tell me what you done
I swear to god...

Hook 

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm worth the pain
A story with words to change
To show me they hurt the same

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm not as bad as they say
To pick me up when I happen to cave
To tell me not to scatter my brains

Verse 2

Robot brain and broken hearts
Drunken nights and sober starts
I hate this distance shit
when we feel like were worlds apart

I feel like nobody understand me
Like really Cant be around me and stand me
just wanna be happy..

I stress over money an about the debt im in
And about how I cant keep the friends im with
About these girls and how im 
like ima end this shit

and I stop texting and I stop sending messages
after the sex I'm like the second she jet
I'm stepping to ex the chick

I say I got you and I'll talk to you later
but when she message me, I go back to a stranger
Whiskey and coke as a chaser.
Said it before I feel like Im dancing on razors

Hook 

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm worth the pain
A story with words to change
To show me they hurt the same

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm not as bad as they say
To pick me up when I happen to cave
To tell me not to scatter my brains

Unda Preshur - Waiting For Someone

One More Night (Kindest Regards Instrumental)

Verse 1

I don't mean to ignore you
I could go on about my day, but I would
feel like I would bore you
Never think Ima tryna short you
Its just who I am so here I go
writing this for you

I can never keep the conversation going
So I stop responding Dont think
I wouldn't stop and stay for no one
Hope I'm still a friend to you
and If I offended you
Thats my bad, Cause I still cherish
all the time spent with you

I was never a good bud, a good friend
As I look back and look then And look now? 
I wouldnt stand for it
Neither should you cause if I was you
Man I'd be putting my foot down
Why am I like this way?
How hard is it to say hey?

and How you doing every couple of weeks
cause if I kept tryna reach out
It'd be hard for me to stay sane
Inside so much ima gain weight
Maybe its cause I dont trust anybody
So I feel like I always gotta 
be in a safe place,

Always bailing out
on plans, I'ma fucking flake...

Always bailing out
on dates, I'ma fucking flake...

Always bailing outta space
I'ma fucking flake...

Hook

i think im better off alone
Everybody wanna chill but I just wanna stay home
Better off turning off my phone
I'm sorry to everyone, 
Feeling like were over
For everyone who's reaching out, 
Then I said no words
I know I'm a loner

Verse 2

All I wanna do is go to work
Come home to my baby girl
Wishing I was holding her
Suffering from loneliness
know it hurt, if It wasnt
for my music man I'd go beserk

and I Feel like I have 
nobody to talk to
Feel like Im travelling 
a path where nobody want you
Feeling like I'm bugging 
everybody that I speak to
Feeling like I need you

So I catch the next 
bus to the liqour store
Finish a bottle off 
to the bar gimme more
Walking home while I reek 
of whiskey drunk in tears alone
Shake it off 
lemme buzz lemme soar

Feeling like my back is 
carrying a heavy sword
Or a 200 pound violin that 
still keep on playing a steady chord

Boo fucking hoo

I prefer to be alone 
all the lights off
closing all the 
curtains to my home,
Playing netflix in the 
dark until a certain episode
Then I go to bed until I 
wake for work an then I go

Waiting for the 
purpose in my life 
until my beautiful daughter
my baby girl is by my side
Always worry bout her 
every night, like is she good
is her belly full? I'm 
concerned to put this into light..

Hook

i think im better off alone
Everybody wanna chill but I just wanna stay home
Better off turning off my phone
I'm sorry to everyone, 
Feeling like were over
For everyone who's reaching out, 
Then I said no words
I know I'm a loner

Unda Preshur - Loner

Ill Citizens Entertainment 2012 - The High Class Men Mixtape - 6/15/12
*Track 1* "The High Class Men" - Dominance, Kid Dezmo, Smiley, Maximum, Chaotic & Freeze

The High Class Men - Ill Citizens

Mister E Ft Wickid- Whats Wrong With Me

It's Just X-Cell..... Not "X-Cell Music" or "Official X-Cell".......Just X-Cell Itself.....

X-Cell - I Will Make It

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