stuff I produced for :3

lyrics:
cuz I, cant see, thru the darkness or light,
breathe in, exhale, wanna feel Im alright,
and make u warm, thru the luv, the stars in the sky, 
when all u need is what u can not find,
n ur 2 far gone, u look inside ur eyes, and u see
no reflection, but it still looks just like heaven,
oh, I ascended until I found the present,
guard my heart, will u give me wings?
I wanna fly so high, till I cannot breathe,
starlight shines over everything,
so Ima lose myself, jus to find all the keys,
when all is said n done, n theres no place left to run,
yeah you know Ill be right here, jus waiting for your air,
starlight in my head I find it, I jus needa keep some silence,
walk away with me thru violence, we could see thru all,
so whats it mean to you? do u hold a truth?
whats it really mean? I will always stay in ur memory, jus stay between,
this time, this love, this moment of mine,

starlight shines over everything,
so Ima lose myself, jus to find all the keys,
guard my heart, will u give me wings?
I wanna fly so high, till I cannot breathe,
breathe in, exhale, wanna feel Im alright,

instrumental made by me

chemicaldivinity893

Thank you so much <3_<3
@Capoxxo
@xgloss_gain
@xcloudrain

Close 2 u w/XG + Capoxxo (Prod.Xcloudrain + S4EED)

lyrics:
every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see through the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

I wanna be free,
don't wanna be seen,
I wanna live life like its a dream,
its got me so low, its got me so high,
its got me so wrong, its got me so right,
and these feelings couldn't lie,
woeeeeeeeee

every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see though the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

an you know I try, to see when I'm blind,
can you make the stars shine?
I'm walkin on ice,
I'm feeling so bright the way I glow,
I'm in the club, I'm burning up, I'm into dust,

love this one, makes me feel like I'm floating while falling,
all production done by https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
thank you all <3

everlasting ice

everlasting ice [xcloudrain]

prod https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
lyrics:
dont know what they want from me,
tell me what your offering,
I can get it all for free, it dont mean a thing,
and nothing that you say could change my mind,
and nothing that you do can break my light,
let it all rain below above and more,
I can turn it all back into dust,
when I'm floating up above,
I can feel it come undone,
all that I could ever want is to know whats real,
and the way that you reflect,
reminding me of it, I can feel it all again,
and I can see it in the night,
I can feel it every time,
bring your bones, into my love,
and then let it all go, let it all flow,
let it cross the ice,
with every step I take, serve the divine 
let it all rain below above and more,
I can turn it all back into dust,
and nothing that you say could change my mind,
and nothing that you do can break my light.

mirage

okami [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
and all the light, forever through time 
eternity shines, shifting my mind,
so let the stars align, and connect to the divide,
bring it all from the divine, to heal this world
and Im feeling so froze, 
my shadow trapped in the smoke,
it took too much to control,
I still dont know whats real,
and theres no way you can know,
what hides behind the unknown,
but it’ll find us in the end,
and you will open up your eyes,
and see beautiful worlds,
so you can fall, but you will find the light,
so let the stars align, and connect to the divide,
bring it all from the divine, to heal this world,
and Im feeling so froze,
my shadow trapped in the smoke,
it took too much to control,
I still dont know whats real,

glowing light

glowing light [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
and I wont let it fall into the dark,
as I reflect eversince,
I’ve been through the warmth of a,
light shining bright like the sun,
I know theres nothing to run from,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,
 
even with stars shining bright above,
I drown in my terror and flaw,
but still I have no fear, I know its only temporary, 
I will prevail, still these ends I’ve held so many,
letting it go, the silent screams of the cold,

in with the new,
bring me to lights,
one million patterns signs and wishes are made,
it feels like magick,
when I see it reshape,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,

solstice [xcloudrain]

Lyrics:
in time in thought in universal law
our fate is made by the psyches response
and not a lie that you believe 
will survive the test of speed
so surrender to your deepest need

and we are love we are light
we are darkness in between
we are everything combined
eternal force, the shadow shines
until it all returns to dust
until it vanishes from sight
and is reborn, a new form
a new world, a new rise
dreaming of my paradise
until its realized

in time in thought in universal law
our fate is made by the psyches response
and not a lie that you believe 
will survive the test of speed
so surrender to your deepest needs

rain from the stars
falls from the light
above below

intime [xcloudrain]

my manager prod this @sleepindesigner
my manager made the art.

moonlight [+xcloudrain]

lyrics:
when the silence fades to noise
and the lights flash through the the void
time surrenders to the weight of gravity
and I can feel the lightning rising within my mind 
it reminds me to be grateful for the lows and highs

within a dream I seek
my desires need
holding onto something I cant keep
it feels unreal and more than I can take
over flow and crash into the waves
of love light and all above
pulling me into the reflections of my star
I am one with the everything and beyond

as Im waiting for it to set me free
I drown inside of this sorcery
its lost its found its caught between
the fear the love and destiny

within a dream I seek
my desires need
holding onto something I cant keep
it feels unreal and more than I can take
over flow and crash into the waves
of love light and all above
pulling me into the reflections of my star

lightning

lightning [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
and there is nothing that can hold me down
when I am in the light
and if I rest my eyes
then I can see beyond from whats within
another shadow fades away
into the dust of time and space
my resurrection eternal heaven
the darkest night is still alive
in my heart it will survive

through any time
forever with me past the end
I hold on to strings attached
to dreams and all I know

is there is nothing that can hold me down
when I am in the light
and if I rest my eyes
then I can see beyond from whats within
another shadow fades away
into the dust of time and space
my resurrection eternal heaven
the darkest night is still alive
in my heart it will survive

in my heart

in my heart [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
as our love fell through blood
time stood still again
and I awake 
numb to any pain
in reflection of your eyes

I need again
one more time
and I will be whole
I would drown in your love

and still I try to just breathe
my medicine is healing and destroying me
in the silence my heart
speaks louder than my mind
and if I could I would stop and slow down time
so I can travel at the speed of light

and I know it was all made by design
so all my fear and all my hope
does not amount to what I’ve done
gravity above

as our love fell through blood
time stood still again
and I awake 
numb to any pain
in reflection of your eyes

I need again
one more time
and I will be whole
I would drown in your love

here and now [xcloudrain]

mels by me
drums by sleepindesigner <3
follow the homie. - https://soundcloud.com/sleepindesigner
follow synesthes1a here - https://soundcloud.com/synesthes1a

AmiriStars +sleepindesigner (prod. xcloudrain +2messi)

lyrics:
don't be scared, just keep yourself aware
that this world may make you drown, if without
a mind, to stand for itself, 
a heart to be held, a light to be shared,
and we are more than we know,
more than we see,
as the moments unfold, revealing the seams,

follow your heart, the minds deceived easily,
if you know what you want and need, then don't wait,
if I had to I would bleed, for my wish, for my dream
and still I wont fall, even if the ground caves in bellow,
Ill become weightless

I found myself in a light within existence and time
and every star will guide me from my lowest form 
to be beyond the dream of thought i must rise 
and fall mind reborn into the brightest sun all again

don't be scared, just keep yourself aware
that this world may make you drown, if without
a mind, to stand for itself,
a heart to be held, a light to be shared,
and we are more than we know,
more than we see,
as the moments unfold, revealing the seams

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
prod https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain

wake up [xcloudrain]

Pathetic Lullaby

lyrics:
and Im so excited
escape from violence
I want you to try and hurt me now
so you can realize
that I feel nothing inside
because you asked for this 

and I will hold the keys
to the locks of reality
forever you know that I just wanted to
to see it through
but thats not true
I hate myself
for not hating you
and you dont know what i’d give
to get back what I lost within
from all the torture of

darkness you spread
still the light shines for you
oh the way you move
how you hide the truth
wash clean again
act brand new to all your friends
but I know you know
dont act like I dont

and Im so excited
to see you try it
I am a bomb
set me off
do not act suprised
when explosions arise
because you asked for this

escape from violence [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
there is a light in our eyes
that bleeds at night when we sleep awake 
resting our minds
oh it seems to me all that we are 
is still lost in time
and so the sleepless are better off than I
but here Is where I smile
and here is where I cry
gravity pulls closer
to the fate of a dream
our intentions will reach 
look at all that we made
how it falls apart and breaks
how it doesn't hold its shape
when it turns to pain
like liquid from the rain
turns to ice and hail 

coverart by https://soundcloud.com/kyle2k

we sleep awake [xcloudrain]

Oh its always been this way..
I cant help me 
my heart is overweight...
open the door, close the gate
I dont mind......
slowly i
wander
through 
Waiting for you
And i know that they
are hiding
from it..
my fear in me wont let you go
Let you know 
Slow darkness brings me
To a place that i 
Think about 
Nowhere for me...

ily ily sm ty

i made this on my phone on the train

prod @xcloudrain @s4eed9x
Artwork by @Strawberriesxd

Hard to try w/ kev☆(Prod.S4EED + xcloudrain)

Cover art by kev☆
@s4eed
@51five
@xcloudrain
@kevin-pae

Event h0rizoN w/kev☆+51five(Xcloudrain + 51five)

https://soundcloud.com/sleepindesigner
stars shine forever