this bridge my guy your voice is so 🛐🛐🛐

[prod. grayskies] 
[@dievanse]

[Tsuki]
i cant even go to bed at night
with all these negative thoughts running in my mind

i get panic attacks when im not around her
im just waiting for someone, to give me some closure
(just some closure)

but all the voices in my head, telling me that i fucked it up
and all the voices in my head, telling me to just give it up

[Dievanse]
i keep on seeing it play out
over and over again
i swear im chalk full of regrets
im missing you and your friends

missin the point,
I’m sorry that i was such a disappointment 
id make amends, apologize
but that shit wont stop the voices
that broken record in my head that 
keeps on judging my choices
calling me stupid and saying
i wont have a girl like you again

its never ending
a girl like you ain’t so easy to find
and now I’m spending
all my time just thinking bout her eyes (2x)

[Tsuki]
but all the voices in my head, telling me that i fucked it up
and all the voices in my head, telling me to just give it up (x2)

voices [ft. dievanse]

heroine

is it my fault?

if only

silence

why am i like this?

Synchronicities - bbdalena (prod. rick hardy)
mastered (prod.midknight)

Lyrics:

You know I would take 
All the hurt away
Know that we would make 
The greatest love escape
Could we create 
All the promises they faked
Could you be mine

The one that I've been looking for 
The kind you want more and more of
You're what I adore
Come play with me I'm bored
Ah ah ah ah

Don't wanna fall
Out of love this shit cuts deep
Don't wanna fall 
Asleep when you're not next to me
With your back against the wall
Know you're hurt been through it all
But I won't let you fall

The one that I've been looking for 
The signs that you just can't ignore 
You're what I adore
Come kiss my neck I'm yours 
Ah ah ah ah

Synchronicities

https://soundcloud.com/bbdalena

lyrics: it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget
it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget

remember when you’d use to call
we’d stay up all night
you didn’t think we’d lose it all
i had a feeling it might
didn’t think that it’d hit the wall
till i saw you
didn’t think about you at all
till i saw your pretty face


it’s been a week and i feel alone
stay away
forget
it’s been a week and i feel alone
stay away 
forget

it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget
it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget

until i drown in a comatose 
i wont say a thing i wont feel a thing
until she tells me to get away
until then i wont
you wont feel a thing

please forget me w/ bbdalena (taymxru)

say it aint so
you told me you loved me
no      responsibility
too bad you threw it out the window
with    my    love
romanticized    how numb that you could be
with    my    heart
i cant bring myself to wish you were dead

cause baby  i can   sometimes    feel   you  with me
makes me think about going back
cause     the heartbreaks  worth it

im losing my mind
i cant make it right
i cant find the light
i dug my own hole
to rest here and   d    i    e
just like you fantasized 

do    you   even   miss     me 
do   you    even   really    miss    me

i bet you dont care.

do you even miss me? [prod. SARM?]

Schizo - bbdalena x Reno black x vampireisthatyou

Lyrics:

Schizo lyrics 
bbdalena x renoblack prod vampireisthatyou


I like to 
Imagine you 
Your silhouette looking back at me
I like to 
Imagine you 
Imagine you
Imagine you
Your silhouette looking back at me
Looking back
You’re looking back
Holding me
Kissing me
Now I can’t leave you alone
You’re too pretty
I think I need you
I need you 
I think I need you

Times fleeting by the day
These seasons feel the same
Just take me home
Just take me home
And I can’t listen to your words
Don’t know how it feels now
Let time pass
You’ll hate me when I’m gone
Cause I feel so ashamed 
I can’t hold up my name 
I can’t hold up my truth to you
I hate saying goodbye 
I hate saying goodbye to you

I like to 
Imagine you 
Your silhouette looking back at me

Schizo

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
I built my world on fragile ground
All these plans I wrote down
They looked so clear, they felt so strong
Now they fade — like a forgotten song

[Pre-Chorus]
The lists keep growing, pages burn
Every step feels like unlearned
I reach for light, but find the haze
Another promise, lost in the maze

[Chorus]
My dream fell apart in silent rain
Pieces scattered, full of pain
I stare at all I couldn’t be
And I’m too tired to fight the sea
My hands still shake, my heart still tries
But I’m too numb to realize

[Verse 2]
The walls I built start closing in
I fake a smile, wear my skin thin
The clock keeps running, I stand still
Even hope forgot my will

[Bridge]
Maybe it’s fine to fall behind
To lose the war, to rest the mind
Maybe someday, I’ll start again
But not today — I’ve reached the end

[Chorus – Reprise]
My dream fell apart in silent rain
Pieces scattered, full of pain
I stare at all I couldn’t be
And I’m too tired to fight the sea
The fire’s gone, the night is near
I fade away, but I’m still here

Broken Plans

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