Name: still struggling with suicidal ideation by tori
Duration: 1 min 24 s
Description: 44 days 44 long nights of making this album, i hope you guys enjoy... ive been struggling alot with my mental health and suicidal ideation; so i made this album so i dont have to be alone with my thoughts and the idea of crippling loneliness and hopelessness. i hope you can feel my pain and resonate with it. love, big motion t-u1 x11

its not my fault im barely audible okay i recorded this shit on a century old mic

else2bb

prod by zb himself @zombiebird

lyrics:
pull up on me yeah
nigga get shot in his knee yeah
i run twisty p yeah 
i been movin ps yeah
smoke blunt now im chinese yeah
cant see shit yeah
bih im tryn get lit yeah
snort some on her tit yeah
count bands i count fet yeah
these boys selling fent yeah
niggas be so sad yeah
i cant go out bad yeah
i been in my bag yeah
slime him do him bad yeah
niggas not on that yeah
drop a bag on his head yeah
i can get him dead yeah
i been pumpin lead yeah
send shots to his head yeah
these boys live in dread yeah
count tha money spread yeah
niggas they aint getting cheese like me 
niggas coppin beans yeah
watch a nigga lean 
i got percs up in my spleen
ion share watchu mean?
niggas fienin for a hit
i got ten bands on dat rick
niggas steady be on dick
i dont give a fuck bout shit
yeah slime him out he not ready
niggas slide like recess
got that glock on my chest yeah
i aint mean to flex yeah
i aint wanna be rude yeah
baby i want u yeah
glock i want two yeah
i love fucking u yeah
all i do is boot up
pull up on me yeah
nigga get shot in his knee yeah
i run twisty p yeah 
i been movin ps yeah
smoke blunt now im chinese yeah
cant see shit yeah
bih im tryn get lit yeah
snort some on her tit yeah
count bands i count fet yeah
these boys selling fent yeah
niggas be so sad yeah
i cant go out bad yeah
i been in my bag yeah
slime him do him bad yeah
niggas not on that yeah
drop a bag on his head yeah
i can get him dead yeah
i been pumpin lead yeah

chinese (zombiebird)

prod me because im so cool and aweseome

i put u under the streetlights
tell me u wont leave right
we can make it happen baby don't tell me u need time
i put u under the streetlights

just tell me what's the word
i could make it happen
buy you a new set of pearls
i got bands they all from trappin
when i look inside ur eyese
just tell me ur my girl
and you're way to pretty baby
don't want you to be concerned no

i put you under the streetlights
touchin on your body tell me baby does it feel right
you can tell me anything that's wrong oh dont you realize
babyw ont you realize
we can make it happen baby don't tell me you need time

i've been choked up on my words
i ain't perfect but you know we gonna make it work
got a feeling in my gut that's how i know i'm for sure
butterflies in my stomach and i think their all urs
we can make it happen baby tell me im urs

under the streetlights
put you under the streetlights
under the streetlights
put you under the streetlights

streetlights

44 days 44 long nights of making this album, i hope you guys enjoy... ive been struggling alot with my mental health and suicidal ideation; so i made this album so i dont have to be alone with my thoughts and the idea of crippling loneliness and hopelessness. i hope you can feel my pain and resonate with it. love, big motion t-u1 x11

lyrics:
yeah yeah yeah yeah
i been feeling bad yeah
i been in my bag yeah
fuck the cocaine bag yeah
i got the gucci duffle bag yeah
walk down with racks yeah
walked in with racks yeah
racks on the tap yeah
me and that bitch gon get clapped yeah
this hoe gon get stamped
this hoe gon get rammed
i been blowing bands
i been counting racks
i been counting blues
bitch who is you?
i been pick and choose
i can never lose bitch
i cant fuck with loose bitch 
i been getting hella rich
molly and perc, gon glitch
nigga ride for his bitch
but that bitch wasn't yours
caught her at the show
and she got real low bih
i cant go out yeah 
thats not yo hoe yeah
thats not yo hoe yeah 
got drugs overload
got drugs overloaded
bitches they be hoeing
got ice when its snowing
i cant share dis potion
i cant share dis potion
pour the fucking lines now
in the fucking lime wow
pussy boy get slimed out
just like every night now
molly rock is white now
now im feeling right yeah
i can geek up every night yeah
geek up all night
pop this tag yeah
dropped the fucking gram of molly
im with spanish barbie
and she wan get called mommy
and my coat armani
i done caught a body
i been doing fetty 
mix it with the henny
got my legs steady
nigga i aint ready
i aint ready
to get my fucking bread b
blowing up i dont care
what these niggas think about me nih
i dont know i aint wanna fucking tweaking about it
nigga i aint wanna get the fucking drop up out that nigga
i can fucking slime that nigga
got that hoe with choppa figures
blow that nigga away yeah
watch how choppa spray
i aint getting paid for this shit bitch
niggas gon change up 
nigga i aint changed up
watch how choppa flame up
niggas be so lame yeah
wear the same clothes nigga
u aint pull no hoes yeah
when yo bank got closed nigga
who you called? yeah

gram of molly (p. zombiebird)

44 days 44 long nights of making this album, i hope you guys enjoy... ive been struggling alot with my mental health and suicidal ideation; so i made this album so i dont have to be alone with my thoughts and the idea of crippling loneliness and hopelessness. i hope you can feel my pain and resonate with it. love, big motion t-u1 x11

still struggling with suicidal ideation

prod. layton sto

Lyrics:

tenfold:
7.62 yeah we drop his body
7.62 yeah we drop his body
Henny in my system, groaning like a zombie
Amiri on my jeans, ya dis not chobani 

24/7 yea we fuckin yo ho
24/7 yea we fuckin yo ho
24/7 yea where the bad ho's?
24/7 yea ima an asshole

Don't tell me that my bitch bad, bitch i know
Bitch i'm off the, bitch i'm off the yae ho
Better hold her down, cuz he after yo ho

I think everyone in Israel should kill themselves 
My pockets supa heavy. yea bitch i need a belt
Don't cry about me bitch, i play the cards i'm dealt
If u ain't seen what i seen, u'll never feel what I felt
If u ain't seen what i seen, u'll never feel what I felt

tori:
need the lean just pour me up
bad lil hoe she feel me up
eat that dick like philly yeah
im in the city bih 
yeah i got big glocks in this bih
yeah with 10f boy we too lit
shoot that boy up in his shit
yeah x11 tat up on my ribs
that bih wan have my kids i said no fuck u bitch
im too rich i can take his bitch
i aint mean to snitch i got glocks aint no glitch
green no lettuce that boy got lean fetish
i got money fetish everyday im gon get it
she said she want big dick
my shit like a big rig
it might not fit in
that boy do not fit in 
hop out truck fitted
bitch my windows tinted
u can not see in 
boy too fed
had to serve him fent
send him in da tent
i love sippin red

ceebeedee:
u ain't felt what I felt u only think about urself
I just need the money n I think I need sum help
fuck all that I just need a fucking bag bro
I think mightve fallen off since mmcoke
Green pants green hat money x11
walk all over all this ice but u won't catch me slippin
stuffin all this fetty in a hello kitty bag
u will know when u hear it don't need a prod tag
money, x11
money, x11

m-m-money, x-x-x-x11
m-m-money, 24/7
m-m-money, x-x-x-x11
m-m-money, t-t-t-24/7

I'm not growing up I'm just getting older
I don't fuck with rocks I just fuck with boulders
24/7 yeah I don't even know 
24/7 yeah brick on brick of blow 



24/7 ft. tori, ceebeedee

u sexc

munyun munyun munyun
chasin cheese n the munyun
bitch i’m in tha fuckin club for the funyuh
your bitch she on my body shakin bunyun 
your bitch she on me catting for the funyuh
your bitch she really wanna she wanna uhhhh
she wanna she wanna give a nigga mataaa
i’m in tha club and and im clutching on my uhhhh
on my body tryna give nigga oooh yeah 
call her bae but that butch she not my boo yeah

funyuh

LUNG/RIOT

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lyrics:

don't think that it'll ever end
scream like u'll never speak again
I can't force myself to be fine
just so u won't lose ur fucking mind
sounds like I made ur own choice
when I don't even have a voice
i promise it won't happen again
now it's all in both of our heads

I'll take one more hit and then I'll fall
I'll take one more blow and then it's over for me 
I don't wanna live at all
I-I-I don't wanna live at all
I'll take one more hit and then I'll fall
I'll take one more blow and then it's over for me
it's never over at all
it's never over at all

don't think that
don't think that, don't think that
don't think that, don't think that
don't think that, don't think-think-think-

don't think that it'll ever end
scream like u'll never speak again
I can't force myself to be fine
just so u won't lose ur fucking mind
sounds like I made ur own choice
when I don't even have a voice
i promise it won't happen again
now it's all in both of our heads

I'll take one more hit and then I'll fall
I'll take one more blow and then it's over for me 
I don't wanna live at all
I-I-I don't wanna live at all
I'll take one more hit and then I'll fall
I'll take one more blow and then it's over for me
it's never over at all
it's never over at all

a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-
now it's all in both of our heads
a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-
i promise it won't happen again
a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-
now it's all in both of our heads
a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-
i promise it won't happen again

still struggling with suicidal ideation

tori

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