say my name prod ayazra

Nyxjvh - Beauty & The Beast 🧛🏿-💃🏿♰ ♁

the day you killed yourself

- Lyrics -
I saw, I'm fucking dead in your eyes
I stopped, looking for a surprise
I guess, I'm never on your mind
I stopped, hiding with your lies
you don't wanna fucking talk then ima tell him
by myself cause I know what it's like to deal with
all your vicious pain, are you crying again? yeah it's nothing new, so why you complaining?

I saw, I'm fucking dead in your eyes
I stopped, looking for a surprise
I guess, I'm never on your mind
I stopped, hiding with your lies
you don't wanna fucking talk then ima tell him
by myself cause I know what it's like to deal with.

all your vicious pain, are you crying again? yeah it's nothing new, so why you complaining?
everything you said, all the lies you told
straight to my face, cause you're a fucking replacer
and there he was standing at the fucking door way
and there I was looking for a fucking new way
feeling like nobody cares at all
feeling like you're on your own right now, and you're scared so

I saw, I'm fucking dead in your eyes
I stopped, looking for a surprise
and I guess, I'm never on your mind
and I stopped, hiding with your lies
you don't wanna fucking talk then ima go ahead tell him
about every single lie you told but never dealt with
all your vicious pain, are you crying again? yeah it's nothing new, so stop complaining.

Melancholy

https://www.instagram.com/jumbledslashy/

lyrics: made the wrong choice now i’m paying the price 
you are smoking just to drown out ur mind 

you can’t think straight
but you will be alright 

you’ll be fine 

always made a promise to myself 
that 
i will make it even if you’re not with me 
i’ve been looking at the past 
when ur were with me 
now i’m stuck inside my head, please get me 

all that smoke doesn’t cover ur true intentions 
i can see ur cold message
i can see through the smoke so clearly 
be honest, do you even think about me? 

lower the blunt and the bottle 
better ur mindset, i know 
that ur missing slashy 
it’s fine 
i know ur looking at me 
this is nothing that is brand new to me 
i can dodge everything that u can throw at me 
i’ve been living alone for almost a year 
doesn’t mean that i’m ready for the things 

that you have  been throwing from the sidelines 
i feel like everytime i try to speak it’s a whole fucking crime 
but it’s fucking crazy cuz u never waste ur own time 

now ur getting high and drunk and thinking bout ur old dude
i don’t see a difference between me and you 
but the only thing i chose to do 
was to better myself and to wait for you

sample: loser monologue

kept my promise (prod. slashy)

running in circles through my head
paranoid so i close my eyes
fall asleep
don’t have any bad dreams
honestly 
i can’t tell if life’s a dream

runnin in circles through my head.mp3

everything will be right in time
just hold on tight
anything could be in those lines
it isnt worth the high

where have you been?
you’re running away
your moms been looking for you
been out the house a few days

i will see you real soon
underneath the moon
good thing for

i will be better soon
maybe cause of you
i dont have a clue

underneath the moon (prod. erra and W.FALLS)

do i exist

13 Teen Suicide - No, The Moon

thank you for the support
sorry for not dropping recently

heres a gift ig, its kind of shit though

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produced by nay

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willow tree // demons garden (prod. nay)

i don't hate you,
but i don't know how i feel

i won't break you, 
i just wish your love was real

i wish i could save you,
but i don't think you can heal

night time i'll wake you,
theres stars above standing still


stay with me tonight,
i know i drive you crazy
i think we'll be alright
i think about you daily
and i'm alone,
on my phone,
no missed calls,
no one at all


i don't hate you,
but i don't know how i feel

i won't break you, 
i just wish your love was real

i wish i could save you,
but i don't think you can heal

night time i'll wake you,
theres stars above standing still

runnin in circles through my head.mp3

xeath/theboyinallblack

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