Fragments of who I was, forever lost in time, never to be recovered, never to be seen, never to be heard, never to be sensed & never to be understood. It is what used to be me, what used to be us, and what us.. or well.. I wanted to be.
It is when we split, and I became me, and you vanished never to be seen.
When you let go of my hand, and I fell into the bottomless pit of doom.

These are pieces from another time, another life, another being & in the whole scheme of things, it is a part of me, who I lost forever and was ultimately never to be seen.

I miss you, do you miss me?

Here I am, trying to recover, what can not, be recovered.
It is here I let you go, it is here the road ends and a new begins.

Farewell.

Her - 22. Apr. 2018

It's You I Like - 22. Mar. 2018

All The Things You Do - 19. Dec. 2017

Late Nights At The Libary - 13. Jul. 2017

Something I'm working on. Been asked to upload it despite it not being finished.. so here it is! Very rough and not finished at all! 
Final product could be very different, who knows. Anyway... Enjoy;)

Lockjaw.011.WIP

Just some DnB I've been working on. Enjoy some good ol' "Head bop inducing" music!:)

drumNbass type shit

Jersey Club with a bit of cutie potutie in it. Thanks to zaymay for allowing me to sample her voice!:)

Jersey Club Type Beat - but its kinda cute

No clue what genre this is, but its a bop!<3

coffee house

Been awhile since I posted some LoFi, so here is some!<33

LofiEsque v3

"intense coding / hacking music" - Bermrad

Tide

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Faded lights
Faded faces
Who will I be
Today

[Verse 2]
Who will I wake up like
Who will I be
Will I be happy
Or unhappy

Faded

[LYRICS]

My heart is breaking
Into pieces
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Mhhh
Ahhh
--
I hate this feeling
I hate this feeling
-
Of breaking from the inside
Oh I do

It's Based On A Feeling

Waiting Room

Something I've been playing everywhere there was a piano

Blue

Could it be - Demo

What is peace? What does peace sound like? It's surely different for everyone. This is what peace sounds like for me. This is Barış

Barış

Please, don't give up

Who am I? I was too scared to acknowledge this daunting question, silently but surely sneaking around the corridors of my mind.

I initially uploaded this almost 2 years ago. I told myself it was just a WIP. That'd I'd finish it. But, it was already done. There was nothing more to it. It was a feeling in the moment, and I need to remember letting those feelings out, or else they'll be stuck in the endless corridors of my mind.

I've come to realize that I'm always changing. I will never really be the "same".

Who Am I

Here to express myself, nothing more, nothing less.

XEKZ

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