Name: drowning alone - first take (prod. michael harrison) by XELFIY
Duration: 1 min 14 s
Description: non-profit soundcloud exclusive

[verse 1]

Tell me what’s funny when you start laughing at me
Pull me by shoulder in my ear tell me something 
Your laughing turns to mumbles then your mumbles turn to crying 
The realization finally hits when my body is freezing 

[chorus]

Then you sing our song 
The chorus is a little to long 
Yelling that I’m wrong 
You should have been the first one to go
I don’t think you know that I am still right here
But your hands are on mine holding me for all these years 

[Zoe Beaufay]

I don't care
I just want to fight you
When I die I will come back to haunt your room
That's why I love the moon
reminds me of the night you tried to kill me too
you're trying to drive me crazy,boo
promise that you're not just a fool

I wanna kill me too
I wanna kill me too

(I don't think you know)

(I don't think you know)


[chorus]

Then you sing our song 
The chorus is a little to long 
Yelling that I’m wrong 
You should have been the first one to go
I don’t think you know that I am still right here (I don't think you know)
But your hands are on mine holding me for all these years (I don't think you know)

the skeletons that sung until their final moments (feat. Zoe Beaufay) (w. falls)

thanks for listening
more soon
love,
naomi

lyrics:
good morning, doll
how did you sleep?
i know i said that we'd be better, at least we're breathing 
i'm sorry, doll
can you still hear me?
there's no use wondering if your dreams have any meaning

but in your dreams, did all your friends turn into monsters?
something a child would read from yellow, dog-eared pages
and were your hands shaped like a cartoon? Was nobody beside you?
were your parents gone again? Were they your sages?
mine gave me a bow that fired human hands
so that I could touch everything from the hilltop where I stand
in my dreams we're all alive and so impossibly free
and in my dreams nobody's sick
except me

good morning, doll
did you go back?
it's so easy falling back under the spell now
painted eyes, doll
don't let those cracks show
you say there's something in the water, you can't tell me

but in your sleep, did all the cobwebs stretch across your mouth?
did the spiders swim inside your skin, just trying to get out?
did you poke holes to let them breathe? Prick your finger, fall asleep
mother ripped out all your teeth, she needs the money

by this lake we can be kids again, I promised you
and we'll bury all our secrets here, under a Halloween full moon
and in nineteen years, they'll come back so impossibly true
and they'll all be alive, even you

and they'll all be alive
we will all be alive
and we'll all be alive
even you

(ooh-ooh)

doll

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Lyrics:
red painted walls
from pain you caused
swear up and down
it aint your fault
blood drained assault
lost train of thought
i lost my mind
from traits you taught
conflicted addicted to thoughts of you
i miss it the sick shit you put me through

every time reminded
just history reminded
memories always find it
just fucking sit in silence
multiplied it by ten
the pain that still resides in
my cold and empty corpse
i just gave up and resigned it

i cant take the blame anymore
no i dont want to
desperate mistakes i will own
thats what ive gone through
i cant feel my face im so numb
got to attached to
this entity i blame 
for all scars that i have bled through

guess youve mistaken me 
for a stupid fucking kid
yeah youve forsaken me
shouldnt ever trust a bitch
i showed love faithfully
but you wont ever give a shit
bleed the hate out of my wrist
all that i have left to give

safeatlast:
i dont have much left to give
the reaper took away my soul and now i couldnt give a shit
ive tried 100 times to recompile the losses from my sins
and if i had a chance to stop i wouldnt know how to begin

you cant believe the things
i hear in whispers from the entity
the prophecy
has proven greater than the enemy
surrounding me
tormented minds to do the beckoning
of higher powers putting on a show as if they're threatening

breakups to make ups
they change us 
i swear love
is dangerous
the blade cuts
serrated 
this games fucked
all of my intentions yeah i swear that they were justified
id even swear it on my life
but ill stay here and choose to die

bloodied both my eyelids
ive been fucking crying
pools of my existence
slowly fucking dying

struggle is surviving
my happiness residing
safely in its shelter
away stuck in its hiding

blood red
its such a mess
i must confess
its just all too much
for my head
im such a wreck
i tried my best
but im giving up

The Entity Ft Safeatlast (prod.5head)

drowning alone - first take (prod. michael harrison)

crying alone (prod. plantcham)

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

#notacareintheworld
produced by cxrter & yashio
📸: lilly foster

lyrics:
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
play the strings, my guitar
hear the beat of my heart
they think i'm spitting bars, but no i'm just making art
they call me KiddPicasso when they play it in their car
if ur hearing this then you’re amazing, yes you are
y’all my creepy crawlies like the spider on my arm
carter got the cartier, we cooking up a storm
i was in the studio since the day i was born
Dj, they love my taste in music
i spend all my money on useless things
it makes them clueless
materialism is the way i view it 
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows

time slows <3 w/ kiddamo (prod. cxrter x yashio)

non-profit soundcloud exclusive

lyrics:
left to interpretation

my skin is freezing and i cant move (prod. michael harrison)

prod. michael harrison x ayoley
mix, master, lyrics by me
(lyrics)
you had gone
you had gone away
now weve lost the day love
you had hated me
but it dont mean a thing love
you took what i had babe
and threw it away
it never came back
oh what we had
and now im selfish
for wanting you here
but you had left me
now in his bed

you gone away
you gone away
you gone away
and I
felt the pain
everything
that you had said

save me.

gone away (michael harrison x ayoley)

Lyrics: 
Calm me down
I start to panic
Safe and sound
Under blankets
Sleeping now
Hide in my pillowcases
No amount of time
Could erase this
Could erase this

Tired and sore
I wanted more
Dreamt of you sleepwalker
Turned me to a peacetalker
I'm on the floor
Kick down the door
Please just let me forget
Sleepwalker

Dreamt of you now
In euphoria
Bullets break down
What you told me I
Summer air grounds
My feet to the earth
When I breathe now
I can feel it burn
Feel it burn

4 AM and my eyes bloodshot
All the time to think bout how I'm missing you a lot
The older I get the more that I become alone
Even though I flake
I prefer to stay at home
Oh my oh my
You're my whole life
Hope that you stay
Stay till I die
Give me your hand
Please understand
Let's run away
Away unplanned

Tired and sore
I wanted more
Dreamt of you sleepwalker
Turned me to a peacetalker
I'm on the floor
Kick down the door
Please just let me forget
Sleepwalker

Sleepwalker

Sleepwalker (feat. heylog)

Philipp and Sophia
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

They always lived together
about one block apart
In almost any weather
a distance they could travel 

They always lived together
about one block apart
In almost any weather
close enough for separate hearts

They met each day for coffee
talked forever on the phone
each in separate houses
they always lived alone

They talked about religion
economics and their books
they both always loved fiction
each read in their own nooks

Most of all they loved music
she could sing and play the piano
He would always sit and listen
wishing for some tiny talent

At times they each had lovers
but it never did work out
they always had each other
the lovers all had doubts

The years passed, they never moved
their relationship persisted
They world moved on around them
as if it never had existed

They were older, neither worked
they had more time to spend together
They still met every day
but then alone time seemed forever

And then one day across the table
she said without a warning
I want to leave, go somewhere else
If I could I'd leave this morning

His heart stopped, he could not breathe
She said, I want more sun, maybe a beach
I want you, there by my side
I want your hand always in reach

They called their banks, doctors, and lawyers
This was not much too late
They met again a few days later
Both too early at the gate

Never again were either seen
As if they'd never been
They were just tired of the rain
They share a home somewhere in Spain

Philipp And Sophia

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