Name: how r u living? (prod. urbs) by XELFIY in Collective
Duration: 2 min 16 s
Description: non profit soundcloud only

Collective

wonder when the day comes
produced by @jolst
mixed by nine to 5

lyrics:
I cant seem to get this right now
But I can say that I’ll try now

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

Don’t wanna be be saved i wanna climb the mountain
I don’t need no help
There's no one I can count on
Don’t wanna stay back
No I've been waiting too long
I'm not right but i know I'm not wrong

I'm making new chapters every page now
I'm just tryna live for day to day now
I don’t want nobody telling me how
But the voices in my head are speaking real loud

I be up inside my head I'm feeling crazy
Look up at the night sky got me feeling dazy
Count up all the stars up above I'm getting spacey
Wonder when the day comes that you gon’ replace me

Wonder when the day comes
I can’t do this on my own now
I can’t do this on my own how, oh

Been this way too long
Think I'm losing all my hope now
Can’t climb out this hole
I'm ignoring all the ropes now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

I can’t seem to get this right now
But I can tell you that I’ll try now

nine to 5 - wonder when the day comes (prod. jolst)

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

painfuel (prod. woahsxda)

ily <3

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no

Depressed when i wake up
You ask that we make up
U cheat then we break up
Its toxic
And i dont want to be an option 
Oh no

And im so sorry that i couldnt change
You look at my face and im one to blame
You say that you love me
You say that you hate me
I dont care anymore 
Im sorry…

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

I know
I know

Prod @jeweler737

its the same feeling every night and i hate it... (jewelryboy)

"cautious" off of deathbed volume 1
recorded & mixed by kcchalk, twilight blue, draven.fm

cautious [kcchalk x Twilight Blue x draven.fm] (prod. twilight blue)

@x1fern
@navyxower
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol
@emptychest

War w/ 1fern, NAVYXOWER, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

322 feat. Lxst Boy (prod. Tofito)

"medicine" off of deathbed volume 1
recorded and mixed by drewisdead, twilight blue & ILYL aka draven.fm

medicine [drewisdead x Twilight Blue] (prod. ILYL)

non profit soundcloud only

Lyrics:
i just wish that life would quit fucking me 
i hate the way that you don't fuck with me
but I got up I got up I got up upp
but now I'm down now I'm down now im 
I fucked up I fucked up I fucked up
yeah I'm fucked up I'm fucked up I'm fucked up
know its tough know its tough know its tough
shit get rough but I don't fuck it up
uhh look at this plant matter deep inside my lung
and I know I wont matter if I fuck this up
i just wish that life would quit fucking me 
i hate the way that you don't fuck with me
but I got up I got up I got up upp
but now I'm down now I'm down now im 
I fucked up I fucked up I fucked up
yeah I'm fucked up I'm fucked up I'm fucked up
know its tough know its tough know its tough
shit get rough but I don't fuck it up
uhh look at this plant matter deep inside my lung
and I know I wont matter if I fuck this up

IGOTUP (PROD. ROLLIE)

how r u living? (prod. urbs)

Its been a while
I got some short inspiration for this beat, ive got a dozen songs half complete that i just havent gotten round to finishing
For some reason gained most followers during my hiatus, welcome to the family! and to those who listened before.. 
Sorry for disappearing two months <3

Lyrics~

got a fear of missing out, but i never leave the house when im asked to come out so what
Say she leaving me now tough luck
but i wouldnt rly call this love 
blunt the pain with the alcohol, drown my sorrow in a cup
cant walk in a line, lost track of the time , cant you tell that ive had enough

(If i recite my last sad song
Would you hold my arms for the last time
Before the end wish its this sad tune
No matter where imma miss you)

Body walks, souls locked in a basement
Promise that i didnt know the pills were laced man
You’re already working out my replacement 
Worked so hard to build us up, you erased it

fomo (autrioly)

ra1nw0rld (prod. swaine)

[intro]

Worst days
Worst days
Ooh 
No, no

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[verse - flesh golem]

I've never felt this safe 
I hope you feel the same 
you wish I wouldn't go 
I know the feeling baby 

everytime that I'm alone 
I start disintegrating 
I can't take this on my own 
could you be my blanket maybe 

its a cold night
really haven't been this frigid in my whole life
baby could you let me in i wanna hold you tight
maybe you could help me get rid of this frostbite

i wanna let you know i got you if it goes bad 
and I'm still gonna love you through every rough patch 
and I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait till I come back to you

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

[chorus] 

So I go
To the same old place that you know
And I wish that I could just hold
You inside my arms, cuz u know, u know, u know

[bridge]

Worst days
I really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days
I’ll really love you on your worst days, your worst days I’ll love you

your worst days (feat. flesh golem)(boyfifty & autrioly)

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

LAST KISS

ERYTIME

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how r u living? (prod. urbs)

XELFIY

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