in the🌲 WOODS 🌠 Nightlights ain't out here </3 🕯🌩

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LYRICS:

im sick of declining my health
i put these bottles on the shelf 
think i been rough on my self
im sick and im tired as well
im back on that bullshit u know it
shes full of shit an she knows it
im headed out early b
if you dont hold on to me 

im waking up half past noon
i dont know what else to do
all i do is think of you

fuck man were screwed
do you know how it feel in my shoes
do you know how it feel to lose

I guess I left it all to you my bad
I guess I’m used to being used my ba a ad

i thought that id be strong
but id never guessed that you'd be gone
im just fueled what ifs i put inside of these songs

im always wrong
so i guess that makes you always right
she was the Gothic to my dark night
an you were the light to my desk lamp
and you were the pain in my neck damn
and you were the highhh to my lowww

an here this plank an yea ill walk it
can you tell me why this pain is always causing 
me to vomit, your always talkin, but its always toxic 
uhhh
just
wanna get away from my pain
outta my brain an i swear it would help it
trying my best but i swear they dont help me
using my tools and i hope its helping
my skin hot from this panic attack
my heart melt from the pain in my back

I guess I left it all to you my bad
I guess I’m used to being used my ba a ad
(my ba a ad)

i guess im used 2 b3ing used my bad (pr0d. kingtheta)

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
I don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

can you listen when i am talking to you
girls so bad i know she likes him too
i keep asking do you feel anything when I'm near you
i miss the love that we shared too
I'm in to you

cut that cut that cut that oh please for me
you don't listen at all, too me
I'm getting sick of going back
running laps like a fool
like a tool just to use i miss the calling at the cottage when we met oh

i remember waking up to texts you call me bae
it was just a couple months so you just really got scared and afraid
do you have something to say?
are you gonna run away
like you promised you never do my trust is really frayed
wake up
wake up
without you
too bad
its too bad that i miss you
wake up
please
wake up
wont you wake up
im so fed up

i thought i was past that
all begging and the pleading over snapchat
i don't know where i am going can we scratch that
that's part of the past do you care at all 
that I'm just here alone
in the fall

Begging & Pleading (prod. sorrowbringer)

awake for too long (prod. I S O L A T E D)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

blackmail w/ epitomeoffailure (grayskies)

lyrics 


everytime my body n ur body growin closer
if i keep it up like this then my heart will be growing colder
no matter what i do its like im pushing up a boulder
its only been a year but god i feel so much older 
leave me in the past
lemme rot
let me mold
i swear i’ll return 
i will trek out of the cold
i pretend its all fine but honestly im stuck at home
i think that ill blow my cover soon and end up in a hole

theres a void
in my heart
i hate being alone
i grow ever closer
until u make me fold
dont know what to talk about 
its been too long
i cant even walk around 
my knees cant hold

whats the point 
if i cant see u there with me
im a toy for u
but u give security 
and if i die soon i hope ull be holding me
i cant lie , i dont mind that u been pulling me

everytime my body n ur body growin closer
if i keep it up like this then my heart will be growing colder
no matter what i do its like im pushing up a boulder
its only been a year but god i feel so much older 
leave me in the past
lemme rot
let me mold
i swear i’ll return 
i will trek out of the cold
i pretend its all fine but honestly im stuck at home
i think that ill blow my cover soon and end up in a hole

crawling out of the tundra (tiedforsilver x AVXiD)

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lyrics:
I can’t deal with it 

All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

I can’t deal with it 

We could talk it out 
I can’t deal with it 
Swear you never listen when I’m talking now
Everything could be different now
I can’t deal with it 
But you just wanna fight it out
I can’t deal with it 
An I just wanna talk about 
Shit that I can’t talk about
We used walk about the town 
And talk about the shit 
We couldn’t talk about around 
Are other friends 
But I guess I’m one of them now cuz you won’t talk to me about shit now and I guess this is where it all just ends 

I can’t deal with it

I can’t deal with it 
All these people fucking fake 
an I can’t deal with it 
I’m tryina get off the drinks and drugs but I can’t sleep without em
I just wanna talk to my friends but I get anxiety when around em
I gotta pop some just to join the call
If I fall
If I fall I wont even ask for help at all
I wanna ditch this town and never come back 
Pain in my back I couldn’t even count the times I been stabbed in it 
I don’t think that I had ever deserved this shit

talking alone

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talking alone (prod. michael harrison)

no nightlights outro

thank u for listening <3

prod idly blare
mix/master help from @vito2300

lyrics:
can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

you're so beautiful x100

can i lay beside you
watching the clouds
when they spell out i love you
can you say it out loud
when the birds sing 
just for you
ill help make it more pronounced
while the flowers bloom just for you
i hope i make you proud

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