lyrics:

Slitting my wrists so i get ur attention
Stuck in this room i feel im in detention
Heart so pure all u do is fucking hurt me
Nose is bleeding all over my shirt 

All the shit i do for u 
I cant fucking stand u
Blue in the face im such a disgrace
To u im nothing can't match ur pace
Blood all over my face

Love me touch me fuck me want me
Use me abuse me just fucking screw me
Just wanna be ur toy
Oh wont u stay with me boy

4 by 4 room im bleeding on the floor
When i see you all i think of is fucking gore
I wanna smash your head in ur such a fucking whore
Cant do anything but want more

Chain me up inside ur basement 
Smack my head against the pavement
I just want more of ur love
Lets fly away like doves

Such a fucking princess 
Always feeling distressed
Wanting all of ur love
Stars are falling from above
Just wanna fill the void 
Feeling like a schizoid 

Got me feeling so sad 
Always fucking with your dad
Dont have time for me
Just want you to be free

4 by 4 room im bleeding on the floor
When i see you all i think of is fucking gore
I wanna smash your head in ur such a fucking whore
Cant do anything but want more

gore whore ft. k4dn (prod. lavendr)

shoutout to Jiové who made the album cover hes such a sweetheart!!

𝑀𝒪𝐿𝐿𝒴 𝒩 𝐵𝑅𝐼𝒯𝒯𝒩𝐸𝒴 [ZEE BENZO // RIXXX] (prod. qyurisuu)

lyrics:

Cuts on me act like a hound
scars for u dont make a sound 
ur so cute when u pout
fucking mental acting out

Ur so sweet and “innocent”
Fucking on ur Pinterest 
I jus want ur interest
I feel like i cant trust 
You
Sending nudes to all these dudes

Cuts on both of my wrists 
Cant help but make u pissed

Wanna fucking kill myself
Baby i jus need ur help
I love u so much
Dont have no sense of touch

Feeling nothing
I want something 
More

Always acting like a whore
Bitch on liveleak watching gore
Blood is dripping on the floor
Lying in my bed feeling so sad
Thinking bout the love we had

Coming out of this dream
Getting off the morphine
Wish i was in ur head
But this hoe she want me dead

Cuts on both of my wrists 
These cuts make me not wanna live

cuts

lyrics:

On the phone with you every night talkin bout how I love you
When it’s dark you are my light
Stars in the sky they are so bright
When I’m with you I just feel right

In the club with you dancing and raving
Fucked up on these drugs we misbehaving
When I’m without you I’m in pain
Want your body yea want your last name

High on my phone I’m in the zone
Without her I am all alone
Falling in love with a screen
It’s just a fucking machine

Listening to razordelta
I don’t know but I just felt it
My heart skipped a beat
Watching you on TV
I can’t believe you don’t want me
Please help me why doesn’t he want xen

Am I not good enough 
Is it because I’m scene?
Craving your body 
Brain dead like a zombie
Love all the shit you taught me

Hold me touch me yea just fuck me
Please be with me til the end of time
You’re so cute it should be a crime

She’s so perfect and so worth it
Can’t have you so I fucking have my wrists slit
Submit to me
I’m on my knees 
For you

phone love (prod. lavendr)

lyrics:

She's my dream
My everything
Yea she's my queen
And nothing has meaning without her
Oh it’s all a blur 

Getting high with you is euphoria
When i wake up i don’t know what to do 
Reality kicks in it's dysphoria
Driving in my car talking to you 
Feels so fresh feels like something new

You are my God
You control my thoughts
My body and soul
She's so powerful

Your eyes they shine so bright
They guide me through the night
Shes mine my one and only
How she makes life move so slowly
I love it oh yea i love it

In my head all the things you said
Life on a thread
I want me dead
I'm too in my head space


Space you need space
But all i wanna to is embrace you 
Got me feeling so tired but I don't hate you
Ain’t nobody in the world who can replace you

Changed you yea he changed you
Can’t take it no more all he did was break you
But that’s not right put up a fight
Imma take you away from this place tonight

Leave the evil all behind 
Wont let you be defined by someone so shitty
Take you far away out of this city

headspace (prodbystryder)

lyrics:
I don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you sad
Come and kiss me one time
Do you miss me sometimes?
I just wanna break my spine
Have your heart, I'll give you mine
You can dump me like the trash
Burn me and don't keep the ash
I don't wanna make you mad
I don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you sad anymore
You can leave my body dead, I'm a corpse
You can see my blood all over the floor
This is what I was asking for
I don't wanna seem like a chore
I don't wanna keep you bored
I know that you're a whore
Come and kiss me one time
Do you miss me sometimes?
I just wanna break my spine
Have your heart, I'll give you mine
You can dump me like the trash
Burn me and don't keep the ash
I don't wanna make you mad
I don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you cry, leave me on the fucking floor
Baby, don't you fucking cry, I know that you're just a whore
Such a fucking princess, make me cut my fucking thighs
You just want me tonight, I just want you tonight
I can tell you something so cute
Baby, won't you come with me? Meet me behind the bathroom
Make you feel so pretty, I just wanna see your wrist
What a stupid little whore, she took me for granted
I wish you could kill me, there's cuts on my neck
Baby, tie me up and I'll be your first victim
Do what we can to feel like myself again
I guess in the end, it wasn't meant
Come and kiss me one time
Do you miss me sometimes?
I just wanna break my spine
Take my heart, I'll give you mine
You can dump me like the trash
Burn me and don't keep the ash
I don't wanna make you mad
I don't wanna make you sad
Come and kiss me one time
Do you miss me sometimes?
I just wanna break my spine
Have your heart, I'll give you mine
You can dump me like the trash
Burn me and don't keep the ash
I don't wanna make you mad
I don't wanna make you sad
I don't wanna make you sad anymore
You can leave my body dead, I'm a corpse
You can see my blood all over the floor
This is what I was asking for

i dont wanna cover

lyrics:

You’re a hoe ass bitch go put some clothes on
I don't wanna see ur tits go home bruh
Spreading your legs for all my bros (ew)
She gettin paid for suckin on his toes (ugh)

Get away from me I don't want no disease
Always talking bout how u wanna motherfucking please me
I don't want your ass no you got fleas
You don't got no money so bitch get a lease

You so nosy asking “where is your dad”
Shut the fuck up cunt I dont like you and bitch I never have
Coming to my house talking all your shit
Get the fuck outta my face or get your neck slit (shing)

She wanna lick on my clit
But I don't like her fit
That hoe want me but she still likes dick

“Don't do drugs no bitch that is a crime”
But I don't care I stay quiet I’m the mime
Got shit lyrics but bitch they rhyme
Smoke my weed and I do it all the time

You’re a hoe ass bitch go put some clothes on
I don't wanna see ur tits go home bruh
Don’t wanna see your ass
So small it don’t have mass
Your pussy smell like bass
And I be smokin grass

Hoes want me so bad cuz im so fresh
I know you like gore you eat flesh
So mental I am fucking crazy
On the drugs yea and everythings hazy

Actin like you ain’t never seen me
But I’ve seen you in the Walmart buying cheap ass jeans
She wants xen yea she creamin over me
I don’t need that fishy pussy ever near me

You so noisy your mouth so big
Open that shit up suck on my nonexistent dick
These shawtys in the club with a gun blick blick
Calling on my phone I’m hitting up this hot chick (mew)

You’re a hoe ass bitch go put some clothes on
I don't wanna see ur tits go home bruh
Spreading your legs for all my bros (ew)
She gettin paid for suckin on his toes (ugh)

Suckin on his toes bitch you’re fucking disgusting
Ain’t nobody want someone fishy and musty
You use your pussy so much it’s so crusty
Time to get you checked for HIV that’s a must please

Bitch ain’t nobody want your ass
We all know you fuck too many dudes you have crabs
But nobody want you they know you have flabs

skank hoe (prod. Geam)

lyrics:

I never wanted to be with you
You just used me up like a dirty fucking napkin
Hated you so bad 
You fucked me up with all the shit you said

So glad we’re over with
Yesterday was the fifth time you hit me
Abusive little douchebag you cursed me just like a witch
Now that I’m without you I feel so free

Never going back to the way we were
Living a happy life with her
Drive to your house and egg that shit
We gonna start a conflict

My turn to use you
Don’t listen?
Turn you into stew
Yea eat you like cannibal
Burn you up you so flammable

Taste so good 
Just because I used you doesn’t mean I like you
Think you misunderstood

Away from you now I feel secure
You were so God damn immature
Always talking about girls and how you like to play with them
Your dad was the same way maybe that’s where it was stemmed from
You’re fucking dumb
Went through all your shit now I feel numb
You are such a bum
Little unemployed bitch
Talking all your shit

Shit you said 
At least I’m not dead
From all the pain you caused me 
All these thoughts in my head
Lying in my bed
Thinking about death

I never wanted to be with you
You just used me up like a dirty fucking napkin
Hated you so bad 
You fucked me up with all the shit you said

abuser (prod. @sheepykid x @kennycarterrr x @prodbydexn)

lyrics:

Waiting for your arrival
Can’t wait to be with you every second of the day 
Without you i’m suicidal
Want you so bad I put myself on display

Play, do you wanna play?
With my heart it’s yea gonna be ok
I don’t mind if you hurt me
Do anything you say won’t disagree

Kill for you 
Die for you
Live for you
Hide the truth
That I love you
Something I will pursue

It’s time for you to stop your lies
Tell me do you really love me?
Doesn’t matter can’t stop staring at your eyes
Is it ok if it’s just you and me?

Waiting for your arrival
When will you realize my love for you?
Guess i’m in denial
Because of how you withdrew
From my life

I’ll cut your body up
Dump you in a lake
You’re running out of luck
Oh no this was a mistake

If you die no I won’t cry
I’ll see you in hell 
Meet you on the other side
I know you can’t tell
I love you the most in this universe

ARRIVAL (prod. takuori)

lyrics:

You're my little scenecore slut
I know that your wrists are cut
I don't want you feeling ignored

I can be your vampire
Sink my teeth into your neck
I-I can be your vampire
Come to me, I'll do the rest
We'll fuck the night away
Come here baby, be my little slut
We'll fuck the night away
Grab somebody sexy, scene as fuck


Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
On everything, I saw you in a dream
Best thing I ever seen
Best thing I- best, best, best thing I ever seen
Don't look at me that way
You acting like I made you stay
Oh wait, I did, look what you did, look what you did
You not going anywhere
As long as I say so
Do it 'cause you want to
No, do it 'cause I say so-o-o-o, so-o-o-o, so-o-o-o
No, do it 'cause I say so-o-o-o, so-o-o-o, so-o-o-o
No, do it 'cause I say so-o-o-o
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You're my little scenecore slut
I know that your wrists are cut
I don't want you feeling ignored

I can be your vampire
Sink my teeth into your neck
I-I can be your vampire
Come to me, I'll do the rest
We'll fuck the night away
Come here baby, be my little slut
We'll fuck the night away
Grab somebody sexy, scene as fuck


You're my little scenecore slut
I know that your wrists are cut
I don't want you feeling ignored

I can be your vampire
Sink my teeth into your neck
I-I can be your vampire
Come to me, I'll do the rest
We'll fuck the night away
Come here baby, be my little slut
We'll fuck the night away
Grab somebody sexy, scene as fuck

You're my little scenecore slut
I know that your wrists are cut
I don't want you feeling ignored

I can be your vampire
Sink my teeth into your neck
I-I can be your vampire
Come to me, I'll do the rest
We'll fuck the night away
Come here baby, be my little slut
We'll fuck the night away
Grab somebody sexy, scene as fuck

vxmpire cover

lyrics:

Scrolling down see you on my phone 
Oh, that must be the girl you want 
She's liking all your posts 
Now you making me feel all alone 
She's chasing you, and it's giving me the ick 
Now I'm just laying in bed the thought of you making me sick 


Can't get out of my bed
The thought of her being prettier won't get the fuck out of my head I don't understand why her? 


You say you love her, but I can see you're just a liar! 
You look at me with love, but when you see her it goes blind 
Please look at me like that again I wanna hit rewind


Loves all blind 
Yet I wanna give you mine 
Loves all blind 
Yet I wanna give you mine 
Loves all blind 
Yet I wanna give you mine
Give you mine


4 days later 
She's liked all your posts
Yes I am a fucking hater 
All you did was make a crater 
In my fucking heart 
You need to stop tearing it apart 
Please stop this and leave me the fuck alone 


Loves just blind 
Yet I still wanna give you all of mine 
Loves just blind 
Yet I wanna give you all of mine 
Loves just blind 
Yet I wanna give you all of mine 


Kill me now, at least I could rest 
You try to make it better, but you only make it worse 
All you and your new girl do is give me stress 


Loves all blind 
Yet I wanna give you all of mine 
Loves all blind 
Yet I wanna give you all of mine
Loves all blind 
Yet I wanna give you all of mine

Love's Blind (prod. vaegud)

sum random ass shit i made bcuz bored as hell and no job no money no life!! ENJOY THIS SHITTY ASS SHIT!!!!

Healing ft. r1ske (prod. lavendr)

lyrics:

You were the one thing I loved
Now without you I’m pushed and shoved 
Need you now more than ever 
Can't withstand all this pressure

I hurt her heart from the start
I know I did you wrong so can we restart?
Love the sound of your heartbeat
Without you I hardly eat

Let you lock me up inside your room
The sweet smell of your perfume
Fuck me up yea fuck me over
Forgive me yea just give me closure

I’m fucked up
It’s not your fault
I wish you knew 
How much I loved you

Take me back no I won’t attack you
I promise I’ll undo all the things I said 
So please don’t want me dead
Don’t ignore all the tears I shed 

Bash my head in yea slit my throat
I don’t care that you’re not like most
Hurt my heart yea I don't care
Go ahead and leave me in despair

I’m fucked up oh I’m insane
Stupid emotions and stupid brain
Without you I go crazy 
Don’t leave me alone don’t see what they see

I’m fucked up
It’s not your fault
I wish you knew 
How much I loved you

w1th0ut u (prod. lavendr)

lyrics:

xen:
The way you make me feel is so fucking sweet
Got me feeling for you without you i'm incomplete
You take away all my fears
Wishing to be with her for years

You get under my skin
You’re something i've been searching for

Always got me smiling 
Your phone I be dialing
Wanting to hear your voice
Please baby take away this noise

I don’t know what to do when i’m with you 
I love you you know it’s true

Why don’t you love me
Even if it’s for my money
Don’t leave me baby no don’t betray me

RIXXX:
Baby do me right you know you my type 
I’m tryna get with you tonight
But in the end we always fight

I saw you at the party you were taking molly
You act like you don saw me
While you ignore me shawty

Miss the days when you were on me
Surrounded by my friends but i’m alone up in my head
The look on your face I know you want me dead
Are you making me crazy or is it cuz I skipped my meds?

Baby do me right you know you my type 
I’m tryna get with you tonight
But in the end we always fight

RIXXX + xen:
Why don’t you love me
Even if it’s for my money
Don’t leave me baby no don’t betray me

Betray Me ft. RIXXX (prod. lavendr)

lyrics:

Kissing all up on your neck
Cut yourself you’re such a mess
Fucked up mental health
Don’t know how to be yourself

Just wanna help you 
But you got fucking issues
Crying on my shoulder 
I tell her it’s ok I’ll hold her

Hold her
Older
We’re just getting older
She said that I broke her heart but I just controlled her

Colder, colder
You just grew colder
Towards me 
Touch me
Why won’t you just love me?

Stars in your eyes
Cuts on your thighs
How I miss the times
Where you would lie about loving me

Realized I couldn’t help
She was never herself
All the shit I dealt with 
Was our love a myth?

Fake shit
“Commit”
Admit that we were just a fling
Want you more than anything
I’ll even buy you a ring

Kissing all up on your neck
Cut yourself you’re such a mess
Fucked up mental health
Don’t know how to be yourself

Cashing out all these checks
All she wants is fucking sex
But I want her heart
She’s gorgeous looks like art

Why does she just want my body?
Just want her to talk to me
Do my feelings mean nothing?
Want her to feel something
For me

m3ntal prblmz (prod. lavendr)

lyrics:

I don’t want you so leave me alone yea leave me alone no I’m sick of you
Please don’t text or call me I don’t need you in my life you just ruined me
You hurt me so bad I can’t handle this life no more
Leave me alone yeah i'm sick of you

Crying in my room all alone
I’m in this asylum on my own
Can’t do this anymore
So I’ll bleed out here on the floor

Blood on the floor if you can’t handle it there’s the door
I know you don’t want me but I’ll find your house 
Yea I’m a stalker 
Need a doctor
Feel the horror 
Yea imma store her body in a freezer
Imma please her

She don’t want me because i’m crazy
I’ll find your house and I’ll kill you, dead
If you love me then it’s alright you can stay alive yea don’t waste my time

Eating her body it’s so tasty I want her inside me so she’s mine forever 
Lungs her brain her heart and tongue I want it all inside my guts
Your eyes your teeth and your skin they are so sweet want them inside me
Craving your body baby I’m starving 
So I am carving your name into my skin

Rip you limb from limb 
Wanna see what’s inside
Open wide
No don’t die
I need you alive

Baby don’t cry 
I won’t get high
So please comply
I need you in my life so please stay don’t go away

Blood on the floor if you can’t handle it there’s the door
I know you don’t want me but I’ll find your house 
Yea I’m a stalker 
Need a doctor
Feel the horror 
Yea imma store her body in a freezer
Imma please her get in my fucking bed

b0dybag (prod. lavendr)

THANK U ZEE BENZO AND SCARLET I LOVE YALL <3

Bloodb4th ft. Zee Benzo (prod. lavendr)

#massacre ft. Hankz (prod. lavendr)

I can’t help but lie about how I feel for you
I can’t tell you why I love you

All I want is you around me
Please come here and just surround me
I want you

I just wanna die but let it be with you
Just help me be fine I wanna be happy 
Won’t make any excuse let me get through to you

Please let me be ok I don’t wanna hurt no more 
I cut myself at night
Just to fight all the tears I cry

Why do you 
leave me 
all alone 
cut to the bone
Why do you
Let me
Hurt myself
No one cares about mental health

I just wanna die but let it be with you
Just help me be fine I wanna be happy 
Won’t make any excuse let me get through to you

Just wanna die
Don’t wanna cry 
Anymore
Drown myself in the bath
Wrists cut don’t be sad

Don’t wanna hurt you just wanna leave this earth
Wanna be rebirthed
I don’t have any worth
I’m just a stupid kid
Who used to live

Dead in the ground
Not making any sound
Don’t worry it will be ok
Find someone else you will be the same

With You (prod. IOF)

Getting fucked up in the club
We gon party2day 
Fucking on lean and cocaine
Do more drugs until I rot my brain

Getting dirty on the dance floor
Rave until we are  numb
Smoke more weed until we are dumb

Off the molly smoking weed we gon party2day
We be jumping to this beat we in a party2day
Fucked up on this lean it got me feeling astray
Wanna leave me?
I’ll love you so stay

Popping more xans 
Girl come pull down your pants
We gonna get fucked up to this beat
Can’t handle the dance floor
Then get out of the heat

Ketamine I’m feeling nothing
In this party beat is jumping
Hit the pipe smoke some cigs
When I come to the club the party begins

Party begins
I’m off xanax and zins
Hit your girl up she gotta twin
Who’s kidding
Got big money
Girl a gold digger 
Call me honey

Getting fucked up in this club
We party2day 
We on the dance floor
Fucking on lean and cocaine
Do more drugs until I rot my brain

Feeling high can’t come down 
No you can’t replace this feeling
Got me up in the party screaming

Getting hoes up in the house
Come down here and kiss my mouth
Freaky in the party we be drinking 
So fucked up not even thinking

We bumping to this beat we in a party2day
We jumping off our feet we in a party2day
Girl is for the streets yea use me as an ashtray

#party2day!! (prod. cultw3b)

Drip drip water on your forehead 
Tell me are you crazy yet 
Tell me are you crazy yet 
Crazy yet 
Back wood smoke another bowl of kush 
It keeps me sane it keeps me 
It keeps me sane it keeps me it keeps me

marks up and down your arms 
fucked up  wanna cause some harm 
i just wanna turn your eyes into my charm 
wanna smile and rip your heart out
To you i’m so devout

Torture baby I love torture
Waterboard me until I throw up
Leave me fucking breathless 
Cut my fingers off me
Wear them as a necklace
Staying alive I can’t guarantee 

Something I can’t guarantee 
Is that you love me
All you do is torture
For you take any orders
Rip out my ribcage
Will want you even when I age
Hope we’re on the same page
So torture me
Don’t care if it hurts
Just eat me as dessert
I wanna feel some worth
Don’t leave me cursed
Put a knife in your purse
All the pain you disperse
I want it 

marks up and down your arms 
fucked up i wanna cause some harm 
i just wanna turn your eyes into my charm 
wanna smile and rip out your heart
To you i’m so devout

Please just let me out
Of this fucking cellar
Wanna feel life better
Than this
Sorry to make you pissed
But I can’t handle this torture
It costs me my life fortune

Bury me away
I don’t wanna feel pain 
So blow out my brains

m4rkz +prvttyscrzz (prvttyscrzz)

Honestly I can't believe you even did that
That’s so messed up
You like little kids?
YOUR FUCKING DISGUSTING!

Xeno do you know Zee?
Yea I know Zee
He likes little kids
Yea he doesn’t even pay them to see their assholes

I know you sent pictures to a fifteen year old girl
Talkin bout how 
You like my dookie swirl?
Ain’t nobody want your ass because you’re so flat

Zee likes little kids just like Drake
Yea he like em young like em fifteen
He a fucking bum

Zee is a fucking little controlling bitch 
Leave MySpace Vanity or I’ll fucking snitch
I know you like little kids 
Yea everybody leave MySpace Vanity 
It’s just fucking insanity

You like em young yea even three

Yea come get out my life
I don’t want you here
Yea don’t want you near me ever
Heaven yea go to heaven
Never happenin cuz you like little kids

Little kids 
Fifty quid
You ain’t even paying for the little kids
Yea you just slaying
Their little buttholes
Yea get away from them you a fucking pedo

Tryna strike a chord and its probably a minor
Tryna sell dick pics on fiverr
Know you never did that just thought it was funny
You know me I like to talk shit 
Suck dick
Shut up you’re out of my clique
Yea zee’s a fucking bitch
And he kinda likes to snitch

Jk I was lying I don’t even know
He’s a terrible controlling person
Wants to see me in person
But I don’t want that 
Because he likes em younger

Wants his tongue in her
Run away from zee he’s such a perv
He also likes to tell people how to make their songs
SHUT THE FUCK UP I’LL DO MY OWN MUSIC
YOU STUPID SICK BITCH

Zee Likes Little Kids (Geam)

Wanna love you to death i’m so crazy
Gonna lock you away with me baby
Don’t think i’m scary 
Don’t be wary
You’re safe with me

Keep you in my sight I won’t abandon you
I’ll be stuck to you like super glue
When we depart
I’ll still love all your heart
Don’t go too far
Shine bright like a star

I’ll be patient for you
Doesn’t matter our love is doomed
You won’t be with me
The future I can foresee
Please just stay with me 
Can’t you fucking see

I can’t live without you
You’re something so unique 
Just your voice makes me weak
Everytime I hear your songs
They make me feel like I belong

If only I were to have one wish
I would like to be stuck in the abyss
Of your love
If not I don’t wanna live

I’ll be patient for you
Doesn’t matter our love is doomed
You won’t be with me
The future I can foresee
Please just stay with me 
Can’t you fucking see

pati3nt 4 u (Geam)

I cry at night just thinking of you
I miss you so much it hurts 
Fucking want us to be something so bad
I just miss you I just miss you

Why can’t we be together 
Why can’t we have nice things 

Why is life so painful 
Why is life so hard
Driving in my car
All alone again

Here I stand all alone
I can’t help but feel so sad
It just feels so bad
I cut myself last night
Thinking of our last fight
I just can’t help but cry at night

We were so good together
We were something nice

How come we have to fight
I don’t want this life
I don’t want this life anymore

Why am I like this
I wanna die
So here I cut cut 
Cut my wrists up

I just love the pain 
I just wanna be alright
But I fight
Everyday for my life my life

So here I am alone again
Cut cut cut me to pieces
Fuck fuck fuck me over
Love love love me more

Why is life so painful 
Why is life so hard
Driving in my car
All alone again

Fucking love it 
The pain
Your always in my brain

I just wanted you
Got me feeling blue
I will die tonight
I will cry all I want
All I want
Please save me from this life
I just wanna die

Alone Again (grayskies)

All alone in my room
Cutting myself it hurts
Love the pain it burns
Smell the smoke fumes

Fucking mental acting out
Sorry to you please don’t pout
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
They make me wanna go insane

Smash your head in the pantry
Eat your guts I’m so hungry
Baby please don’t love me
I swear I’m a bad person

Don’t look at me that way
Baby don’t be swayed
By my sweet candy words
Don’t love me too much it will hurt

All alone in my room
Cutting myself it hurts
Love the pain it burns
Smell the smoke fumes

Doing drugs in the bathroom
Shooting up all this liquid
Love yours body love the lipids
Don’t love me baby quit it 

Want you to be ok
Baby don’t get played 
By me

With you on the phone
Honey it’s in my tone 
I don’t wanna be with you
I’m sorry it’s just true

All alone in my room
Cutting myself it hurts
Love the pain it burns
Smell the smoke fumes

I’m sorry please don’t cry
I just wanna die
Because I hurt you so bad
Just don’t be sad

When I’m gone I’ll be fine
I don’t want this life
It’s gonna be ok
I’ll lick your wounds today

Sweet saliva
Running down 
With blood
On your arm
Don’t be alarmed 
Don’t fret or frey
It’s gonna be ok

All alone in my room
Cutting myself it hurts
Love the pain it burns
Smell the smoke fumes

The pain is alright
I feel just fine
Cutting myself on my thighs
It’s gonna be alright

al0ne 1n my r0om (fallen ang3lx)

Im fucked up im insane
All our memories in my brain
Don’t wanna see you again
Sorry to you now and then

You fucked me up in my head
Now I just wanna be dead
Why were we together
Thought we were forever

But I’m so stupid I’m so dumb
Now I’m over here feeling numb
Shouldn’t have got with you
Now I don’t know what to do
With myself
I feel like I’m in hell

One day
You’ll find someone new
Someone who will love you
More than I did x2
Watch me end up dead

Wanna kill myself 
Fucking fix my mental health
I’m off my meds 
Sorry it was lead
To this

I know you feel some kinda way
Sorry I broke our relationship today
Should’ve waited til tomorrow
Now you’re stuck in sorrow

Should’ve warned you more than twice
I’m so sorry that I’m not nice
Just wanna die right now
Fix myself I don’t know how

I am broken
I’m in pain
All this shit I put myself through
Should have listened to all my friends

One day
You’ll find someone new
Someone who will love you
More than I did x2
Watch me end up dead

Fucking laying in my bed
Blood all on the sheet
Will you miss me
When I’m gone
Why am I even making this song

Sorry I’m so fucked in the head
Sorry that I messed up
This is why I’ll die soon
Because I said I loved you

Never loved myself
That’s why I have fucked up mental health
Once again I’m sorry
Please forgive me
I didn’t know what to do so I left you
Out all alone 
Now I’m stuck here lookin at my phone

One Day (fallen ang3lx)

You were my light in the night
You were the star in the in the dark
You were something so lovely
Now I’m here stuck with nothing
Sorry that I’m so fucked up
I just wanted your love

Now I’m here without you
Cutting my thighs don’t know how to cope
Nothing left for me there’s no hope
For me
Can’t do anything
With this shit you call a life

Grab my razor out the drawer
You knocking at my door
Locked up in my room
Call someone I don’t know who

Knife in my hand
I wanna die tonight
I don’t wanna fight
Don’t even want this life

Want you so bad
But we can’t be together
I fucked you up 
There’s nothing left to cut

Scarz all up and down my wrists
Just leave me in the abyss 
Of nothing
I feel death coming

Just leave me here to rot away
I deserve it don’t talk to me anyway
Take these drugs feel so numb
I’m left here feeling so dumb

Should have stayed with you 
Just go find someone new
I don’t want you to
But it’s what's best for you 

Never wanted to hurt you
But better said than done 
I’m not holy I’m no nun
I’m sinner

Knife in my hand
I wanna die tonight
I don’t wanna fight
Don’t even want this life

So here I take this gun
Maybe I’ll feel something
Take away my life
Don’t worry about me honey

Don’t care about money
Just wanted what you had
Everything I said I feel so bad
Just throw me away
Like a bloody tissue
I was the issue
That’s something I knew

Die Tonight (fallen ang3lx)

You’re words are sweet like candy
Sugary whipped cream topping
Don’t you misunderstand me
I love you there’s no stopping 

Love you so much you can’t see
Want your gumdrop kiss
Baby cleanse me with your lipids
Watch the milky way disappear into nothing

You make me wanna spend my last days on earth eating you
You’re so tasty
So sweet you make my gums bleed
Maple syrup pouring from your wrists


Love you so much you can’t see
Want your gumdrop kiss
Baby cleanse me with your lipids
Watch the milky way disappear into nothing

Gumdrop Kiss (prod. xen.0morph)

Don't kill me
Just help me run away from everyone
I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
I am just a freak!
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully, I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time!
I won't wake up this time!
I won't wake up this time!

Freaks Cover (prod. xen.0morph)

Don't know what to do anymore
Now I'm stuck here crying, bleeding on the floor
Gave my heart to that whore
Now I'm so fucked up, I keep razors in the drawer
You never listened, I never thought that
You might kiss him, it's my fault, my bad
Sick of you and your lies
I'll kill myself, become an angel in the sky
Stuck here rotting in my bedroom
I wonder if there's angels on the moon
I'll sit here, I might cry
I miss seeing your pretty eyes
Don't know why I'm still here
Wanna fucking disappear
Just want you to be my dear
Oh please, baby, don't come near
Saying you're the one I hate in my head
But because of you, I'm wishing I was dead
Pretty eyes but damaged heart
I know that you wanna start over
But it's not that simple
Trust me you don't wanna do
Something that will regret you
I'm sorry, but I just can't do this
I know that it's hurting you
Trust me, yeah, I know you
Remind me of a place I don't know
I wonder when the time will be
Happiness is coming in for all you
You perfect humans
All I ever use to do
Was be sad and think of you, I'm not like that
I'm not like that anymore
I don't know when you will see
That you can be anything
Just trust me for once, I beg you
Pretty eyes but damaged heart
I know that you wanna start over
But it's not that simple
Trust me you don't wanna do
Something that will regret you
I'm sorry, but I just can't do this

xen.0morph

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