My Therapy

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

come thru to the back round 8 we could roll up spliffs
blow a little smoke but girl u gotta go round 9 gotta make music

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

girl i got plenty to lose
but why is it worrying u
im caring for u
well stop and just leave me to do what i do

girl it dont concern u
never meant to hurt u
swear my flow and all my lyrics dont say shit about u

u know im not with that shit
problems id just say it to u
they never come out when i spit
my word is as real as it gets

everybody wanna snap chat streak
i havent been on snap all week
i been fucking with the wavs all week
dont put no pressure on me

gucci red snake sweater on me
hate put no stress upon me
i got no drugs up on me
but i got some in my body

i see light at the end of the tunnel
except im not dead 
im in bed
and i sleep in the breeze from the window

i feel so alive
trust me they never could feel what im feeling
i set bars so high that they touching the ceiling
my come up is coming i know i can feel it

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

september (prod. killedmyself)

iTunes

Philophobia

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

Lil Capi - Myself

Prod. Ice Starr

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instagram.com/lilcapi/

Spotify

Myself (Prod. Ice Starr)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LqRp4xaZO4w
prod. shrimp

laying in the dirt [video in description]

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

Much love to @demxntia


Lyrics

lately i been feelin outa place
i don't really think that i can ever get away
from feeling how i feel, 
yeah i wish it wasn't real
im runnin out of words to say, 
when you ask me what's the deal

so look me in my eyes
tell me baby whatchu see?
i gotta void of nothingness
where my feelings used to be
like i'm stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from
stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from

but honestly i'm used to it
it's been a minute since i left and i'm losin it
i look around me everybody is the same
everything i do is just driving me insane

when i'm lookin at the moon it reminds me of you
connecting every star together like you always do
a thousand miles apart but my feelings stayed the same
feel a typa way every time i see your name 

and i wonder 
what would 
happen if i
left this world
would you feel alone

yeah i wonder
how you'd
feel without me
next to you
anymore
i'm not so sure but

lately i been feelin outa place
i don't really think that i can ever get away
from feeling how i feel, 
yeah i wish it wasn't real
im runnin out of words to say, 
when you ask me what's the deal

so look me in my eyes
tell me baby whatchu see?
i gotta void of nothingness
where my feelings used to be
like i'm stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from
stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from

demxntia - inside a dream

Produced by @williamvanzandt 
Additional Production by Blake Slatkin

//

#SCFirst

Love Me // Leave Me

Leave Me

with @guardinmusic @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson
prod and mixed: @jakkyboi and @lilpolearm

whatever it takes (feat. guardin & 9tails)

ANXIOUS

Mixed & Mastered by Cameron Kayser
Prod. Xtravolous

Love None

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1W8tSHLnTM
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=Frc39TndQH-Xq90uCpOe3g

Lyrics:
Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Memories on reread we can't reset
Drowning in the deep end every weekend
I've been searching I've been seeking fighting demons
Needing something to believe in need a reason
So stay with me lil bae
Don't play with me no games no way
So stay with me lil bae
Just lay with me run away with me

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Feel like a burden I feel like a waste
Blunts I be burning take two to the face
Memories lurking wish I could erase 
Driving and swerving like this shit a race yuh
Lately been running in place
Drugs that I'm taking got me outer space 
Can't get no love and not notice the hate
Talking online but in person they fake yuh
I'm tryna cop me a wraith
Finest interior match with the bape yuh
I used to be such a saint
Kids looking up to me now but I ain't nah
I just be stacking my dividends 
Out there somewhere by the river bend
Used to be down on my luck I was down in the dirt
Found my purpose now I wanna live again
Can't do this shit again 
I been indifferent diamonds drip glistening
That shit don't matter just that u listening 
Hope that u listening

Wish I was a kid again
wish I was a kid again
X2

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Music Video

Burden (prod. AIRAVATA) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

For You

Track five from Make It Through Fall

Guitar/Lyrics/Vox - Lil Xtra
Additional Production - Kado

Links:

Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XINhxkD7WS4efrPxbhm

Soundcloud

 https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl

Merch

https://lilxtraofficialmerch.bigcartel.com/

Insta

https://www.instagram.com/lilxtraatl/

Twitter

https://twitter.com/LilXtraATL

Youtube

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqEuND_ZtclJ6RQzzsPtcA/videos

Facebook

https://www.facebook.com/LilXtraAtl/



And she says

I just want to see the real you 
Show me what your limits are, what you will do 
Answer that you’re looking for won’t thrill you 
Wishing on a shooting star as it kills you

Separated by the start of a new plague 
We’ve been living in the dark need a new day
So we fail at the sights that the news play 
And fall apart to the sound of the new age

And I wish you’d believe it when I say 
Things are hard right now but it’s okay 
When it heals then you’ll feel much less pain 
Just the scars to remind you to this day

I Keep picking up the pieces 
To see if they still fit 
But I know something’s missing 
We both know how this ends

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

We just want to leave in the worst way
Didn’t want to be here in the first place 
I’m just gonna surf to a new wave 
And fall apart when your heart strikes doomsday

So you sleep all day and I can’t rest 
Couldn’t be what you want just the next best 
And I told you everything, shoulda left it at
my dreams, so you couldn’t pull my heart out my chest but

It’s beating right there on the floor 
As you say, “just a little more” 
“I’ll always love you don’t forget”
Is the worst lie that you’ve told yet
But I hope you remember me
Cause I remember everything 
Please don’t talk to me like that 
I know you’re never coming back

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

(It's okay, It's okay)
It’s okay that you left me in pieces 
It’s okay that you left me in doubt 
It’s okay that I don’t know the resasons
But now I have to let this out

It's okay that I hate you
It's okay that I hate you
It's okay that I hate you
...I don't hate you, I just hate this

It's okay that I miss you
It's okay that I miss you
It's okay that I miss you
I'll never say I miss you again

I’M DOING FINE I SWEAR TO GOD

My bed is cold she likes it hot I guess he’s everything I’m not, never forgot 
It’s okay it’s okay 
I guess I knew it from the start I knew you’d break my Fucking heart, I played my part 
it’s okay okay

Make It Through Fall

I know u been stressed shawty ima roll the doja<3

mixed by me
produced by young whack

Spotify/Apple

i know u been stressed <3 (prod. by young whack)

miami nights </3 (prod. based1)

prod. 4evr
mix / mastered by notacop

[lyrics]

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

it's been a long time
and i've been waiting for you
i was not the same before you
and i won't play the games you always wanna play
fuckin with my head now every other day
and i can't see it end now any other way
you started as a friend now i can't even say
that you was ever there for me

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

and when you find it in your soul
relinquish it and let it go

devil in disguise (4evr)

twitter: @xandersux
Produced by Keynine9
—————————————
Lyric Sample / Inspo:
Lil Peep - Gym Class

LYRICS
Fucking up, fucking up my life
Girl you know that you aint that nice
Rolling up herb i’ve been smoking on spice
Same mistakes only make it twice
Fucking up, fucking up my life
Girl you know that you aint that nice
Want that low then i got that price
Cold as fuck still drippin in ice

Still drippin in ice
Weed and the drugs got me feeling alright
Up all night tryna figure shit out
Blowing on loud just wanna hold it down
New Mercedes i’ve been going crazy
All these new motherfuckers shady
Lately i’ve been out my element, skateboard
Still making moves like a game board
Yeah i’m fucking bad my bitch going to hell
MBA class you still on that show and tell
Your girl got a thirst man get that bitch a swell
For a dude who secure the fucking catch like odell
Flexing like a push up,
Drinking free hennesy in the same club as pusha
I’ve been working like a dog, shit is wrong
And im killing every motherfucking blog that didn’t respond

I’ve ben down as fuck and you know
Up to be around wherever you go
Weed by the pound if you ever feel low
Getting out of town once i get this dough
Whip it like a racehorse 
Tryna make the time pass
Fucking in her dads porche
Tryna make the night last
Now you on the west coast
Dont know what youre looking for
Ive been in the lab writing raps ive been cooking more
Havent been sober
Since we’ve been over
Same old ways just a new range rover
Ive been dropping green like a cold october
Give you what you need like a broker
You’ve been fucking up my life
Just one step at a time
I dont think your wrong
But i never thought it was right

Nice (prod. Keynine9)

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

My Therapy

#XENON'3K