I wanna redo this better 😂so cool tho 🥲💖

school

Over it (prod. whatis) ft ANTIDOTE!

good time

(whotfis2k) yoda [p. brvn x brigwapo]

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

NØIR out errwhere. smarturl.it/SminoNOIR

NOIR

400 SERiLDA (XXVI)🖤🖤

precious (ft. Adamn Killa)

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Gang Unit

Workin’ Out - A Colors Show

Diethylamide (Venus)

prod. nxcturnal
mix/master/vox [blvckehart, vqcant]



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lyrics:
You choose a gray love
Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, but it's all in your mind
I sleep with my pain in my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Staring my death
Straight in the face
Gaze off the bridge with the pain in my brain
Signal is switched off to powerless
Showering down
Shroud full of darkness
Hourglass pourin'
Hoping my life would not jump off that terrace
Hoping my life would not break off in edges
Loosing my sanity, panicking
Praying for something to take me to heaven
But God isn't answering
Where is our God?
Where is my feelings they're all fucking gone
Trapped in my mind but I'm so fucking lost
Hopeless demoted
My shit's fucking blowing the pot up and open
Hoping my life doesn't end with the barrel or potions
Nauseous
I'm slumping my posture is gone with my happiness

I need some help with the way that I'm running my life
I need some sleep when I go lay in bed every night
Insomniac pledging his life towards a dream
Hoping my mind would connect all the seams
Split and I'm fraying
Decaying enslaved in a wave of dysphoria
Uh
Wake up to nothing my days push together
Evading my room wit my pain on my sweater
Chasing my mind and a dream
I won't have either they both always leaving
Beating my fists to the wall
Blood on knuckles to stop what I've thought
Tears on my face
Dead in my brain
There is no point to keep rapping this way
Killing myself through these words
Tired of trying to help all the hurting

Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, But it's all in your mind
I sleep with the pain and my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Black and shameful
Gray Love
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You choose the gray love
The black and shameful

GRAY LOVE w/ blvckehart

"in my feelings"

boiscry - "in my feelings"(Prod. @nickmira_& Southpaw)

not always there ft. B!RCH TR33 (prod. Auradu2k)  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

Mind Write (prod. Depo On Da Beat)

Deep October - Ice Boy II (prod. Love)(Gryphin Remix)
Original Track: https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral/iceboy
-prod. Love, FKA Sadbalmain
-Mixed. Suni Vega

Artist: https://soundcloud.com/fatherfuneral

The falling of rain is so fucking odd
I hear your name in every drop
I feel so strange when talking to God
I try to change, its so hard to not
IM ON ICE (x3)
wherever I go.
we fucked for 3 months, 1 year these thoughts follow me home
I still try to let love become 'let go of control'
Said it might become too much, lose touch, swallow me whole..

Bend, I break, end of cycle.
When I prayed, didn't like to
In my brain finite mind loops

I know you love violence
there's no climax to said suffering
I love blues and violets on your eyelids when you cover them
A beautiful Silence in the climax of the drugs again

IM ON ICE (x3)

Deep October - Ice Boy II (prod. Love)(Gryphin Remix)

Deep October - A Light Goes Out @003Tre Slowed

not always there ft. B!RCH TR33 (prod. Auradu2k) :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ

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