Update: I got to say I'm sorry :) we're friends now

i'm still sick , lol

(UNRELEASED) "Silent Chill" ||  (DREAMPUNK)

Entirely for fun 

I found this really old track and figured if i never touch it again i might as well release it, might re-release it actually finish it some day ^^

so extremely surprising because i forgot this project and found it while it was called "crimson_dick.flp" ASFHAHHAHGsafghhgfhg

don't take life too serious!! live is beautiful and no one survives!

"I Have Never fallen out of Love" ||

"The Breakup Song" || (SHOEGAZE)

Chorus:
Bad dad 
Brains explosive with emotions 
Baghdad 
Im a lil sad
Goth lady in my bed
Bodies layin like they dead
Sweating hitting Penjamin
Stacking bread
Benjamin's 
shit will never be easy my friend
Psychadelics writing wrongs 
in my songs 
When im upset
Cryptid flying holding a bong
In the sunset
Always going against god
No rest
Wont be here long
Let me get this shit off my chest

Heathens with dufflebags of demons is what i like
Im hiding away till cherry blossom season alright

Verse:
Shroomin thru the mornin
Heedin fungal warning
eighth of hash storing in my stash 
and a half ounce of gold shelf 
that'll hopefully last 
Im passin gas
While ass hats 
Talkin shit 
Thats mad wack
Kinda crass
Notice hazards of broken glass
Bastards dont know where the fuck im at
Full modoc under a white flag
No bull
got fuckin facts
Big bucks
Homies peyote in a bag
Such a drag
Cut bro some slack
These hoes need slapped 
Full modoc under a white flag
Thats mad wack
Notice hazards of broken glass
Secure a cat
Fuck the future and fuck the past


Heathens with dufflebags of demons is what i like
Im hiding away till cherry blossom season alright?
Cause tyrants raining treasonous tyranny 
Is enough to instill some fear in me

Chorus:
Bad dad 
Brains explosive with emotions 
Baghdad 
Im a lil sad
Goth lady in my bed
Bodies layin like they dead
Sweating hitting Penjamin
Stacking bread
Benjamin's 
shit will never be easy my friend
Psychadelics writing wrongs 
in my songs 
When im upset
Cryptid flying holding a bong
In the sunset
Always going against god
No rest
Wont be here long
Let me get this shit off my chest


Cause tyrants raining treasonous tyranny 
Is enough to instill some fear in me

Verse:
Flee the sleezy garden state 
Its easy, with whats at stake
No brakes
But im baked
Head to bed 
Theres bae
Backs in pain
Okay
mind fades
Hades havin a hayday
He cant complain
We're Super human
Renegades 
Who get paid
Portland gains all day
Playing games 
I'll say 
Painting things 
Theyll see

Verse:
Look into the eyes of death 
Hes sly
Vibe high with my Jersey devil pride
Goat with wings imma fly
And i want a bonnie and clyde
Kinda like a ride or die
But im a demon from the pines
And them black sheep heathens what I like

Bridge:
Black sheep heathens what i like
Gave her heart then said sike
Black sheep heathens what i like
Gave her heart then said sike
Black sheep heathens what i like
Gave her heart then sike
black sheep heathens 

Outro:
Bitch gave me love bites
Then i was left alone to walk streets at night
Cause suns bright and im Druggin ight
Deppressed all my life
Reflects off the lyrics like
ones Friends notice on sight
Thumb up hitchhike
Out that dumb town
Clown with a fuckin sound
Proud smokin loud
Clouds from the dispo found
Something on the gold
Acapulco rolled 
Spinning fire zuko
Spitting fire that youll know
Bending fire zuko






Hash Slinging Slasher (Prod. Boyfifty)

Deepstate (usbhalo)

Brain damage (prod s)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i don’t wanna be the only one that’s left in here
can’t see my reflection in the mirror
drink more liquor, things get clearer
you cut me off like late last year
i’m breakin’ down, i need outta here

yeah, you’ve become my deepest fear
i hate my life, so i drink more beer
you can’t get close
yeah, you can’t get near
i just can’t find my way outta here..

liquor to the limit
i was losin’, now i’m winnin’ 
pop my pills & now i’m grinnin’ 
i’ma sinner, know i’m sinnin’ 

yeah, i think i reached my limit
i don’t have it, i can’t give it
you were stabbin’, i can feel it
i was dyin’ from prescriptions

everything is said & done
i’m the only one left in here
baby, i’m the one 
that you don’t wanna keep near

you break my heart for fun
it’s said & done, it’s all clear
you never really even ever wanted me here

i’m not lonely when i’m by myself
but when i’m with you, i feel like a shell
i’ma go to hell, so just wish me well
yeah, you cast a spell that’s bad for my health

& i’m dyin’ here, like can’t you tell?
yeah, i’m by myself but i need your help
& i’ll go insane, bitch i’m just a shell

i don’t wanna be the only that’s left in here
can’t see my reflection in the mirror
drink more liquor, things get clearer
i need you close, yeah i need you here..

i’m livin’ to die so just leave me behind
take a look in your eyes
i can tell that you’ve cried
take a look into mine
you can see how i shine
i’m breakin’ my spine
i know you’re leavin’ tonight

i’m ice cold, like the snow, when i’m in my zone
ion smoke no weed, i jus sip Patrón
lil shawty gon’ ask me what i’m on
pop a couple beans, yeah yk tht i’m gone
she knows every word, yea she’ll sing along

but it feels so wrong
the feelin’s strong, i jus wish it were gone
it feels so wrong
i got you in my palm
i’ll keep you safe
yeah, i’ll cause no harm..

i don’t wanna be the only one that’s left in here
can’t see my reflection in the mirror
drink more liquor, things get clearer
you cut me off like late last year
i’m breakin’ down, i need outta here..

mirror

please don't live life doing what you hate


I got to say I'm sorry; we're friends now :)
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