nice cover and nice song name. i love thug games. but this song aint it. i like the juxtaposition of the drums and vocals but nahh g

eXPeRieNCe

SeNSei

This is a song about depression and survival. 

When I wrote it I still had another 25 years of surviving it ahead of me. But I'd made a decision years before, when I was 14, that no matter how bad it got it would always get better, sooner or later. And it always did, at least for a while. And knowing that somehow made it just a little bit easier to smile.


[This is a new mix. Drums by John Bennetts have been added and everything else has been changed, at least a little.]

Verse 1:
It’s more than a song
But less than a dream
I know what I say
Is not what I mean
Pretending my words
Aren’t meant to deceive
I’m playing with doubt
I want to believe

I know that it’s hard
To explain why I’m here
I complain though I know
There is nothing to fear
But the fear and the doubt
That wind through my mind
Are inventions of mine
That help pass the time

Chorus:
So here is my song
I wrote it for me
I need to recall
That it’s easy to be
The times that I’ve faced
My life as a trial
Have taught me to see
That it’s easy to smile

Verse 2:
I’m more than a child
But less than a man
I know where I’ve been
But not who I am
I'll say that I'm strong
I'll tell you I’m free
But none of that's true
I just want it to be

Once I entered a room
I pulled down the shade
I turned out the lights
I wanted to fade
But I noticed the wall
Right there looking at me
Pretending to be blind
I really wanted to see

Chorus:
So here is my song
I wrote it for me
I need to recall
That it’s easy to be
The times that I’ve faced
My life as a trial
Have taught me to see
That it’s easy to smile

Verse 3:
It all seemed to happen
A while ago
At a time I was lost
I just didn’t know
That doubting was simply
A game that I had
It gave me a reason
For feeling this bad

There are times there are changes
My memory moves
Preaching the patterns
I’ve worn into grooves
Repeating mistakes
I made in my youth
Learning the lines
And calling them truth
I can’t help but change
Can't help but survive
I might drown in doubt
But I'll still be alive

Chorus:
So here is my song
I wrote it for me
I need to recall
That it’s easy to be
The times that I’ve faced
My life as a trial
Have taught me to see
That it’s easy to smile

Easy to Smile

Easy To Smile

See that halo over your head
Remind me that I'm over the edge When my obsession grows into pain
I can never find a way Can you see me outside in the light
Together we confide I've tried and I've tried

But I just can't make you mine And I tried a thousand times
Lately been looking for home I just can't find my way
I can't find my way Been looking for you
Looking for places Ill fit in get lost on the way

I can't find my way Been looking for days
Searching for ones that'll love me for all who I am
Not who I'm not I know who I am
Lately been looking for home I just can't find my way

I can't find my way I can't find my way
It's hard to get out of bed Sometimes when you don't wanna be alive
I know, yeah, I know I'm young I can still make it right
But they don't understand the pain of a person that can't fight

All he does is hide does everything he fucking could to make it through the night
All those hopeless times where it was him and just his mind
All that he could do was think about the times he tried to prove himself to all
But all he did was fail Searching for the answer but can never get around to you

Still can't get around to you My thoughts keep going on and on
Lately been looking for home I just can't find my way
I can't find my way Been looking for you
Looking for places to fit in get lost on the way

I can't find my way Been looking for you
Searching for ones that'll love me for all who I am
Not who I'm not I know who I am
Lately been looking for home I just can't find my way

I can't find my way I can't find my way
Prove himself to all But all, all he did was fail
Searching for the answer but can never get around to you
Still can't get around to you My thoughts keep going on and on

See that halo over your head Remind me that I'm over the edge
When my obsession grows into pain I can never find a way
Can you see me inside in the dark Looking for you is the hardest part
I tried to find where you are The space in between us has grown so far

Grown so far The space in between us has grown so far

Can't Find My Way w/ WSTD (Prod Velvet)

February Song

This Eternal Tide

Beneath the shadows flowing on the asphalt,
I recall the path we once walked together.
With every step, a fading gleam of parting,
In darkness trapped, remnants of our love to weather.

The day you left, releasing your hand's hold,
My tears streaming down the asphalt road.
Though I call it love, it's just a memory now,
Left with remnants of our love, a heavy load.

Still, I remember the moments we shared,
Under the radiant sun, your smile so bright.
But now, those moments are frozen, ensnared,
A song of pain flows on the asphalt, taking flight.

The day you left, releasing your hand's hold,
My tears streaming down the asphalt road.
Though I call it love, it's just a memory now,
Left with remnants of our love, a heavy load.

As time endlessly passes by,
Our love may fade into obscurity.
Yet, this song flowing on the asphalt ground,
Will forever sing of you and me.

Within the shadows on the asphalt, I tread,
Searching for traces of you, my heart lead.
Our love lingers on the asphalt's embrace,
Forever this song echoes, leaving no trace.

Thug Pro

God Devine

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