idkconundrum - play pretend (prod. Ocean beats)

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lyrics-
we were smoking cigarettes out the window
i dont wanna tell u where the time might go
i dont wanna tell u where the time might take us
why do they hurt me and why do they hurt us idk
been alone for 18 years
ur pretty smile got me through some
but i was innocent and dumb
never could predict what you have done
all the leaves are turning brown
i hate when ur not around
i hate when ur not around
i never pictured you leaving
i know i shouldnt talk about
dont let it out
she'll never let it go
no, feel like im goin insane
why cant i just walk away
i know u dont want me to stay
been telling me to leave everyday
fuck it in my head i feel like imma need a surgeon
i been poppin xannies but i dont think that is working
i cant even feel shit im lying with the serpents
i guess im cursed and such a fucking burden to you
i hope one day u come crawling back to me
i guess we'll see 
i guess we'll see
i wont wait around any more
im tired of just holding the door
with no purpose
i feel worthless
put me in the dirt bitch im hurting

idkconundrum - time might take us (prod. Jolst x 5head)

@idkconundrum 

last week i felt so fucking reckless 
all the things i tried to do to go correct it
i was better i was better than the next, bitch
damn it feels good that i said it
yea and money feels good when u have it
she said i’m too fucking overdramatic 
she told me go get a life yea 
stop being a kid, so i did
said i’m one sorry son of a bitch
ur fucking dead to me

fucking dead to me, i don’t care at all
care at all, i can see right thru it all
(x4)

i don’t know why i feel this way
question my emotion but it’s here to stay
and i need u here don’t fuckin go away
need ur touch to numb me up like novocaine
fuck that other dude ik he took ur heart and stole it
if i fucking die tonight i don’t think u would notice
imma pop a pill a seroquel and get to coping
if i don’t wake up then it’s all good, it’s what i’m hoping

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