when will it be okay
you told me to wait
i know it meant nothing but
it hurts me when you say

im not enough 
im not nodding off 
its just something im going through
i cant feel nothing 
im running from something 
i cant explain it to you

you dont want me to stay
but i cant walk away 
you love to see me in pain
keep me from suffering

its just something im going through (prod.trial)

- 
my minds a never ending ring
those thoughts building up again
waiting for the end of me
the parasite is digging in 
-
i cannot make it go away
i feel you in my head
the parasite keeps me awake 
i cant tell whats real 
feeling it eat me away
don't know how to make you leave 
i cannot make it go away 
its taking over me
-
i feel like i let you into me
i wish you'd never leave 
i gave you all you need
oh please 
just let me be free
cause times like this dont get easier
and god i got it wrong
i think of how im feeding her
do I deserve this for what ive done.

parasite

prod.6astardcanrisehigh
-
why am I forsaken
hold me til im numb
with you I feel the safest 
til the water fills my lungs
treat me like ur patient
watch me bleed til its all gone
-
what have I done wrong
put me in the cold that is ur heart
pull me in ur heart
what have I done?
-
feast on all my bones
can't call you my home
to grow and decompose
I hope you seek ur own
-
ur eyes they look so vacant 
hold him til ur numb
the lies are suffocating 
let the water fill ur lungs
ur his entertainment 
he'll leave when its all done
- 
what have I done wrong 
put me in the cold that is ur heart 
pull me in ur heart
to grow and decompose

to grow and decompose

I ask you what you feelin
you don't wanna say 
baby this ain't healing 
when will you let me through your broken walls
you are all I want

reaching for your heart 
I'm so close but still so far away 
speaking to a ghost 
I'm always here to stay
( if you want me) 

now and then 
you play pretend and open up
but you wont let me in 
your veins are filled w cold blood
even though I give you all my love
I fear that its not enough 

I'm always giving you my time 
(why) 
baby you're messing w my mind
I'm always believing your lies 
(your lies)

she puts on a good disguise
I always fall
I'm in the wrong and I cant hide

(I'm in the wrong and i cant hide)
  


broken walls (prod. arramie & veritate)

(prod. xtasane)
-
you saw it all 
the pieces I break
I hate that I feel this weak
the more that you called
the longer I let it ring 
don’t know how much I can take  
baby you’re the one I love 
you’re my light
in the dark

you saw it all
the pieces I break
won’t you tell me that it’s okay
to the edge I walk 
I fall and escape 
and fade away
-
fade to nothing 
we’re too fragile 
this weight is crushing
you’re on my mind
I hate it but I need to be more open
it’s hard 
this bottle swallows my emotions
fade to nothing 
we’re to fragile
this weight is crushing 
-
you saw it all 
the pieces I break
I hate that I feel this weak
the more that you called
the longer I let it ring 
don't you tell me it’s too late 
baby you’re the one I love 
you’re my light
in the dark

you saw it all
the pieces I break
won’t you tell me that it’s okay
to the edge I walk 
I fall and escape 
and fade away
-

the pieces I break

Accismus

push me away
push me around 
pull me away

theyre fixed on you
come in my view
i see right through 
the color you are 

push me around 
break me down
I see who you are 
a shattered star

im tryna get you alone 
but they push me away

push me away
push me around 
push me away
push me away

push me around (prod.blxme)

bbybird- 
your shadows outlined in the doorway 
(ever since you've been gone)
taunting me and all my thoughts
(i guess that's why I've been so withdrawn)
your things have piled up since thursday
(should've left it right on the lawn)
tangling up my space in knots
(this room is feeling ten times colder)

i guess that's it, at least we tried
tell me the worst is over

can you please just stay the night 
I've been too used to having you around
we don't have to fight
just sit in silence 
(think I just need more closure) 
i just need you in my sight
being alone feels violent
cuz when i am alone 
i feel like dying
(don't think the worst is over) 

uglyheart- 
you hit my phone 
tried to let you go 
we're imbalanced chemicals
you stained my skin
rotted in my bones
(when will this be over) 
let you waste my time 
records on repeat
holding on to you inside my dreams 
waking up without you next to me 
(i dont know where u are)

the worst is over + bbybird (prod. saint mike)

uglyheart:
stay the night
we can figure out life when we're awake 
and hope we're right
or should I just sit here in my pain
go away
I think its best if you choose yourself again
over me
or we could pretend not to let this end 
what a lie 
what a lie

bbybird:
it would be best if you just left
i feel myself when I’m alone
sometimes I wish we never met
wouldn’t be waiting here by my phone
it’s always been
the back and forth
tell me that I’m stupid
I think I need
to be ignored
maybe then I could be moving on

I wait for you to call me late at night
I stare at nothing but the ceiling
I know this feeling isn’t right
but there’s no real use in healing

I’ll wait for you to fall right back to me
kicking my self for missing you
at least I know you’ll hate me in a week
something that they always do

it would be best if you just left
i feel myself when I’m alone
sometimes I wish we never met
wouldn’t be waiting here by my phone
it’s always been
the back and forth
tell me that I’m stupid
I think I need
to be ignored
maybe then I could be moving on

I wait for you to call me late at night
I stare at nothing but the ceiling

(uglyheart crashing tf out)

hate me :( + bbybird (prod.saint mike)

your face burned on my screen 
it’s all static but you’re in every scene 
Idk why I’m so mean 
pretend to hate me 
but you’re my everything 
you’re the reason I can’t sleep 
you’re just a glitch inside my dreams 
I reached you blurred again 
phasing through my fingertips 

this can’t be the end 

I keep feeling what you couldn’t say
left you stranded there in my decay 
look in the mirror and repeat your name
trap you in the glass just to make you stay 
you wanted change but I’m still the same 
you propped me up n put me on display
soft like a drug I hallucinate 
you’re my addiction that I cannot break

if I sleep through the silence 
will you vanish too?
was it all just residue

static.exe (prod. bloodcryY)

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