lost by myself

To say I suppose
The right thing the wrong thing 
The right thing the wrong  thing 
To say I suppose 
And I don’t know which one's 
gonna come out 

Walking on tiptoes 
On an eggshell minefield 

﻿To say I suppose
The right thing the wrong thing 
The right thing the wrong  thing 
To say I suppose
And I don’t know which one's 
gonna come out

On a rollercoaster
That I didn’t wanna go on

I like to take it easy 
But I’m getting kind of queasy 

To say I suppose
The right thing the wrong thing 
The right thing the wrong  thing

But then the phrase comes out the wrong ways 
On an eggshell minefield 

﻿To say I suppose
And I don’t know which one's 
gonna come out

Eggshell Minefield

AFTER THE DEBAUCHERY

ANSWER

Greetings everyone!

A very 'happy' song coming up. No it ain't. Underline and reason for writing this song is that when someone commits suicide people may react 'shocked' and followed up with the 'But she smiled so happy!' As if people with depression can't have 'happy moments' and still feel shit. And after hearing such news be in either complete shock (granted) or be in complete denial. Isn't a bad thing. It's natural. It falls in the steps of Kubler Ross but then again, as someone 'very familiar' with situatie it might be annoying. Because fact is people still can be happy, and still want to commit suicide for various reasons. One thing doesn't exclude the other.
Despite the heavy topic, I hope you guys like the song. But if you are getting triggered or struggle with mental health please call a support line that can help you, or find comfort in your surroundings.

About all the technic stuff I stepped out of my comfort zone. Not just because of the subject but also it's form and use of percussive vocal technique (don't know If I can call it rap xD since I'm not a rapper and very unsure about it yet. So please tell me what you think. Should I try it more often?) and finally some rock/punk <3.

Anyway, hope you guys like the song. Cheers!

[Edit 19-9-22] New Mic <3 It sounds much better now imo.

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ILLE$T - Night Caps
Prod. By Jazseh
BEARWALKERRECORDS
This song was inspired by how bored I get while I'm working at my dads smoke shop for minimum wage and only if I'm sober, I could work for him, so yeah Im waiting for the music to start working out or for my dad to give me more work. I havent had my son live with me since he was a baby and now I have to start all over with an NHL team this time because people in Wiky don't fuck with my music.

Night Caps Prod. by Jazseh

prod. big keefus
lyrics - 

dont let go
this is only the start of it
losing friends and oxygen
from the path that we hold
breathing in the smoke again
going down that path again 
from the lies we were told
i’m breathing in the oxygen 
this love it feels imaculate 
sometimes i can’t
 bear the weight of all this shit
i’ll never feel this way again

available on spotfy : https://open.spotify.com/track/4I8Pb4GkxGkBJDVs7o9NU4?si=37f27946628c44fb
available on apple music : https://music.apple.com/us/album/oxygen/1667932588?i=1667932589
available everywhere else.

lost by myself

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