it hits home because of a personal tragedy 😔

Never Around - 2018

I've been abandoned in these nightmares for too long
Stranded in darkness I'm asking you where'd I go wrong?
But once again you're nowhere around you stay gone
Its got me singing the same lyrics to lame songs

and everything that I've been doing is all because of you, its true
the only way that I could make it through was looking up to you
But its like every time Im striving for the truth
You just lie inside of the silence while I'm tying tight the noose 

I feel like I'm alone, I keep on hearing the sounds, I'm looking for my home, 
but you are never around
Cant you hear me at all, I've had my knees to the ground, 
I'm reaching when I fall, but you are never around

I think I'm looking for acceptance or maybe eternal blessings
I'm not really sure Iv got so many questions like
why does my brain have to keep on fucking obsessing
with these thoughts at all id rather just fall in line and accept it but
in my head, in my heart I cant help protesting
its hard to rely on the words of men when they're so deceptive
And how is it my fault when its your equipment I've been testing
Everything that iv heard and read is filled up with contradictions

I'm feeling so alone, They're saying I'm goin down, 
and I don't wanna go, but still you don't make a sound
How could you damn my soul, for being lost in the crowd, 
I'm searching high and low, but you are never around

Around, around 
I keep on searching for answers
but all I'm finding is questions that keeping on weighing on me pushing
and pressing, where are you now? 
Around, around
Its got me stressing my thoughts intensify deafening
All I wanted to know is if you give a shit but you're never around

I'm not trying to be disrespectful
I'm pleading endearingly
If you love me the way they say be near to me
Cus I've been reaching out my whole life and its never clear to me
What I'm supposed to do and if your even listening.
Maybe there's nothin at all,
maybe this whole time I'v really just been talking to walls 
I'll try my best not to think about it at all
maybe someday you'll come and change this way that I'v thought

I feel like I'm alone, I keep on hearing the sounds, I'm looking for my home, 
but you are never around
Cant you hear me at all, I've had my knees to the ground, 
I'm reaching when I fall, but you are never around

I'm feeling so alone, They're saying I'm goin down, 
and I don't wanna go, but still you don't make a sound
How could you damn my soul, for being lost in the crowd, 
I'm searching high and low, but you are never around

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Never Around

Drop (Produced By TheRedW) - 2018
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All these bitches wanna try to say they're somethin that they not
All these demons in my head just wish em dead until they stop
Cus I aint got time for drama and these problems that you got
When the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to

Drop out of this world into another
cus im over all this shit that youve been pullin
when I swore there was no other. I just ducked and ran for cover
but youre venoms in your words and it keeps
digging in and burning through my skull cus I'm uncertain from

All these bitches wanna try to say they're somethin that they not
All these demons in my head just wish em dead until they stop
Cus I aint got time for drama and these problems that you got
When the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to

Drop out of this realm into another like a phantom
Crossin over just to hold your mother up for ransom
Cus I told you one too many times that I can't stand ya
Get the fuck up out my face before i put my hands on

All these bitches wanna try to say they're somethin that they not
All these demons in my head just wish em dead until they stop
Cus I aint got time for drama and these problems that you got
When the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to

Drop out this place cus im sick of these games and the way you've been saying Im out of my brain, 
Ive been losing it, twisted and feeling so strange.
With these thoughts in my head Im so fucking deranged 
and this violence Im bringing is
all from the pain and the damage you caused me 
when cursing my name I'm so tired
of everyday feeling this way when Im battling voices
that tempt me to break
Sticking a clip in this bitch in my hand
Pressing the tip of the gauge to my skin
Wonderin if I am losing my head
or is it normal to feel like your dead
Tricking and picking out all these bitches
Everday that Im feeling like this
Wonderin if Im losing it cus Im so Gone 
Tricking and picking out all these bitches
Everday that Im feeling like this
Wonderin if Im losing it cus Im so Gone

All these bitches wanna try to say they're somethin that they not
All these demons in my head just wish em dead until they stop
Cus I aint got time for drama and these problems that you got
When the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
and they're temptin me to drop
when the chromes up to my temple and they're temptin me to

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Drop (Prod. TheRedW)

Ride (Featuring 3J) - 2018

Lace up, Chase Em
Off of the corner I make dough
Sweep the leg at they ankles
and drop em quick like a payload
Break em
Dang son
Its Danielsan with that crane son
Liu Kang keep kicking that bass drum
and this herb has got my whole face numb
Now say somethin
Go say somethin
I got a finger up in your face son
And I'm begging you to just take one
Cus I'm Wild N' Out like I'm Nick's son
Or Nixon when he nicked some
Shit out of the building and split son
Like I'm balling out for the Knicks son
Fly to Arizona and rip suns

Like a drunk driver swerve, hit, run
Here come the sirens lets dip, gone
Crashing the whip in the ditch, dumb
What the fuck you think this is huh?

Been fuckin losing my shit, run
Roll up on me and get split, run
Chasing your ass through the sticks, run
Who the fuck you think this is huh?
Gone

Cus everybody's been telling me 
All this shit that's irrelevant while
They constantly pressure me off
The side of the building
Like I'm depressed with no empathy
Sick and tired of etiquette and
this pressure it gets to me til I'm
Done.

Hit the highway my way
Smacking pedestrians backing out of my driveway
Lacking in vision precision driving the fly way
Swerve til the cars in the gutter sitting sideways
Gone

I have been feeling for once in my life
Like I can take on these demons inside
Tell all these bitches to just move aside cus
I'm ready to take on this ride

Get it out my mind, Get it out my soul
My life's going so damn slow
Smoke that smoke, take me as a joke
Those words are gonna make you choke
Fucking Go
Up in the trees is where I be
Fuck With Me, that 863
You know these creeks they run real deep
Hey, Hey, Living that country way
Hey, Hey, We don't fucking play
Oh, oh, Smoking that fucking dro
No where to go but I'm gonna hit that fuckin road
No head lights on, Cus I'm all alone
Smoking and sipping and tipping em back cus I'm fucked up
and in my zone
Bumping and jumping my bumper is scrubbing a hundred til I get home 
My tires are smoking you think that I'm joking but damnit
I'm fucking gone 
Hey, Hey, Living that country that way
Hey, Hey, We don't fucking play
Oh, Oh, Smoking that fucking dro
No where to go but I'm gonna hit that fuckin road

I have been feeling for once in my life
Like I can take on these demons inside
Tell all these bitches to just move aside cus
I'm ready to take on this ride

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Ride(Feat. 3J)

Finally In Love(Produced by EightyEightt) - 2018

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Yeah I found the love we found when we were sinking
Hold her tightly every night so I dont regret
Ever losing you cus she's my one and only
And when I look into her eyes I feel her hold me
Never thought I would get over all those feelings 
But with her its hard for me not to have healing
Girl I swear that she's gon be my one and only
Hold her tightly so I know that she ain't gon leave

And I'm sorry I was such a mess but
I ain't asking for forgiveness when you ripped my heart up out my chest
Yeah I'm sorry I was such a mess
But dont forgive me even though I ripped your heart out of your chest cus
I found the love that we had found when we were sinking
Lost youth hopeful every golden sun that bounced upon the sheets we
Held each other tightly
The same place that I hit you though I swore it wasn't like me and..
I'm sorry I was such a mess but
I ain't asking for forgiveness when you ripped my heart up out my chest
Yeah I'm sorry I was such a mess
But dont forgive me even though I ripped your heart out of your chest cus
I'm not sedated and feeling weaker
And I ain't done that shit that you wont even speak of
I may be somber and in my feelings
But you can't tell me that I haven't done some healing and
I'm sorry I was such a mess but
I ain't askin for forgiveness when you ripped my heart up out my chest
I'm sorry I was such a mess but
don't forgive me even though I ripped your heart out of your chest Cus I've been better now, just so you know
Yeah I've been better I just thought that you should know cus
I've been better, just so you know
Yeah I've been better I just thought that you should know

Yeah I found the love we found when we were sinking
Hold her tightly every night so I don't regret
Ever losing you cus she's my one and only
And when I look into her eyes I feel her hold me
Never thought I would get over all those feelings 
But with her its hard for me not to have healing
Girl I swear that she's gon be my one and only
Hold her tightly so I know that she ain't gon leave
Hold her tightly so I know that she ain't gon leave
Hold her tightly so I know that she ain't gon leave
Hold her tightly so I know that she ain't gon leave
Hold her tightly so I know that she ain't gon leave

Yeah I found the love we found when we were sinking
Hold her tightly every night so I don't regret
Ever losing you cus she's my one and only
And when I look into her eyes I feel her hold me
Never thought I would get over all those feelings 
But with her its hard for me not to have healing
Girl I swear that she's gon be my one and only
Hold her tightly so i know that she aint gon leave

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Finally In Love(Prod. EightyEightt)

Out Of My Mind(Featuring F.L.U.) - 2018 


	___Verse___
One too many times have I sat and wished for some better days
Let the music play and hope that all my worries fade away
Tryin to forget all the times that my trust has been betrayed
And all the stupid lies and broken promises I made
Its like my past will never let me forget anything
The sounds of broken glass as I roll the car in the damn ravine
Sounds of those I care about screaming and suffering
Because of all the selfish decisions that I just had to make.
Not even realizing I've been tempting my own fate
For longer than I can remember finally I got it straight but
Now I'm terrified to step outside my fucking gate
Constantly paranoid look over my shoulder just in case
Even start to get thoughts that my family is gonna space
Think for some reason that they need to take me out of this place
Erase my memory with gasoline to open flames
After they opened up my wrist and tried to rip out poisoned veins.
	___Chorus___
Am I the only one that feels like they're out of their mind
Its like I'm falling slowly, slowly through time
Am I the only one that feels like they're out of their mind
Its like I'm falling slowly out of the light
	___Verse___
I know I'm far from perfect
I probably deserve it
Shit, the resume of my dirty deeds is absurd it's
Inspired sermons from preachers so you'll advert it
Children take a look at your future
Isn't it worth it?
Maybe someday we can all agree It was certain
For me to be the way that you see, I'd carry the burdens
Of a child lost in smiles of friends that'd never hurt him
Walk for miles boasting lines
Of why they're not deserting
"You're like a brother no other can ever be that person
Remember my mother when she cooked you supper when you're hurting
Gave you a roof and some covers When you was out there searching?
No one will ever love another as much, that's my word man"
Maybe a week after his speech and he was out there lurking
Freaking and geeking observing the streets determined
Pops out the screen and begins to take all my things
That he'd seen the weekend before when he stayed the night acting nervous
Brother...
	___Chorus___

        ___F.L.U.'s Verse
The rage on the page is what saves you from the caged
Animal with a 12 gauge to the mandible today
But tomorrow might be something different,
Surgical with lines, nines, but knives will leave you in stitches,
You got the riches, I got your misses
One time mistress
All her calls to me are misses
You steak and I just ate, she can do the dishes
I'm T'challa with the bitches
My verse is laced in vibranium
Insane in my cranium 
Jesus told the father ain't no saving him.
Why he running from Lucifer, don't he know that Satin's him?
So this life I just swerve on it
Run the streets like no curb on it
Niggas talk but no verb on it
I'm on a mission to make the haters listen
But they too poor to pay attention
I've paid enough attention to accept being poor
All this bullshit I'm fed, I can't eat it no more
If I can't trust my own people dafuk should I trust the government for?
      ___Chorus___

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Out Of My Mind(Feat. F.L.U.)

D.O.A. (Produced by Abdullah X) - 2018

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____Lyrics____
I don't know what your problem is man but
You went and made me do this
I never said nothin bad about you
And you were the one who wanted to work with me remember?
You wanna turn around and call me trash and say
That you made a diss track that'll ruin my career? 
Well where is it?

Off track like a rally racing Subaru
Dragging that shit back though
Like when Karma throws a hula hoop
Cracked em in the back and left em
Scrambled like a Rubik's cube
Sticking the tip of the grip to your wig and
Then pulling the trigger I'm done with you

Cus Iv been sitting here waiting pacing impatiently
Thinking bout all the things that you'll say when
I should know that your a fake and you ain't gon
Do shit to me because I will snap every tape
That you ever made with that garbage
It makes my fuckin ears bleed

Ripping and Killing em everyday that I've been doin this
Coming to shred every sentence I've written while
You have been sitting and wishing your writtens
Would please come together so that you could diss him
Well better luck next time go pick up your pencil
And scribble out shit for your parents to listen to
Your bars are pathetic I wont even mention

Your fuckin name cus this stupid shit that you say
Like the email saying you made a diss track that you never made
Or the fact that you were the one that had reached out and said to me
That you really loved all my stuff and you hoped that I could relate
Well

I don't know what has been goin on
Or the reason why you wanted to come at me wrong
Or the reason that you lied about making a song
Thinking that you're scaring me when you said that I'm done
Well I hope that you are happy now
Cus there's finally a track about you
You should smile
I told you I was gonna diss you with your fuckin style
Bet you wish I'd drop your name though
Tell me I'm lying

You think just cus you have a fuckin dictionary and
Use big words that your fuckin and I quote "lyrically blessed"
Shit

I'm bout to cop your own outdated 90's style
Hit em with some big words like skyscraper, crocodile
Tyrannosaurus rex, King Kong, the River Nile
Are those not the big words that you were talkin bout?
Well how about that
Accredited scholars are sitting baffled by his syntax
Discredit their reverends while burning through their paraffin wax
Indebted you peasant hemophiliac plectrophenax
Apocalyptic glyphs dispersed between their fuckin bone gaps
Destructive tendencies engraved inside the systems road maps
You know that
I told you big words ain't gonna turn your shit to dope raps
so sit back and listen while I kill you with your own crap
Bitch

I don't know what has been goin on
Or the reason why you wanted to come at me wrong
Or the reason that you lied about making a song
Thinking that you're scaring me when you said that I'm done
Well I hope that you are happy now
Cus there's finally a track about you
You should smile
I told you I was gonna diss you with your fuckin style
Bet you wish I'd drop your name though
Tell me I'm lying

Well There You go
You finally got your diss track bitch
Is that all you wanted from me? 
Cus you already told me you released a diss track about me
That's supposed to destroy my reputation but I cant find it
Mother fucker
I'm still waiting for you to send me that link
You just let me know when you actually put one out ok?

I don't know what has been goin on
Or the reason why you wanted to come at me wrong
Or the reason that you lied about making a song
Thinking that you're scaring me when you said that I'm done
Well I hope that you are happy now
Cus there's finally a track about you
You should smile
I told you I was gonna diss you with your fuckin style
Bet you wish I'd drop your name though
Tell me I'm lying

D.O.A. (Prod. Abdullah X)

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____Lyrics____
Never seen much of them city lights
In the small town mud ground spinning tires
Put the gas to the floor, Put the gas on fire
Roll it up, Rollin up we sitting high

Can you feel me?
Never thought that I would need me a reason
Just to get out of the heat put my feet in
Holy water from the bottom of the springs it
Keeps me reaching for the key to all these secrets
Holy Father if you're watching come and free him
Cus his roots are tangled up inside his regrets
Whiskey sipping til he no longer can feel it
Oh I know, I know, I know.
I'll be walking down this road alone
I know, I know, I know
Walking by myself for far too long
I'll be walking down this road alone 
I'll be walking down this road alone
I'll be walking down this road alone
Walking by myself for far too long

I swear Im going crazy, everything inside my visions hazy
Swallow memories and woes buried down inside my soul
with another jack and coke til fading
Living life inside my head these daydreams 
Got me thinking that it might just maybe
Take me up from out this hole thats been taking on its toll
while Im losing self control Im praying

Instead of sitting and wishing and missing my bliss and
the only shit I get when Im hitting the cliffs as Im
dropping through this hell
Fists clenched a crucifix around his neck wrists twist the sticks to L's
Fix positions until it can rid of em of all of his grim
and so damaging sins that hes carried nd couldnt bury 
so wary of everything inside of his head
But terrified to lay in silence again
So he'll just sit and regret

Never seen much of them city lights
In the small town mud ground spinning tires
Put the gas to the floor, Put the gas on fire
Roll it up, Rollin up we sitting high

I'll be walking down this road alone 
I'll be walking down this road alone
I'll be walking down this road alone
Walking by myself for far too long

Life's Burden(Prod.Trisvie Beats)

Get It Right - O.P.M.(2019)

(Chorus)
Get it right
All that shit aside
You don't wanna see this other side
I don't need this life
Keep on playing with my fuckin mind
Makes me feel alive
They don't wanna see this other side
I'm not gonna lie 
I've been dead inside
Get it right
All that shit aside
You don't wanna see this other side
I don't need this life
Keep on playing with my fuckin mind
Makes me feel alive
They don't wanna see this other side
I'm not gonna lie 
I've been seeing red
(Verse 1)
Been fuckin losing it
Lunatic who keeps choosing it
Bruising his self esteem while he's moving through all these eulogies So... Sick of these movements to darker sides of this Rubik's 
Improvement seems an illusion when everything could be gone
And questions just keep him guessing and stressing about whats next 
When this thing that casts our reflections is withered to dust and bone. 
So manic is where your man is 
Been planning to understand it
But dammit if I can stand it when panic has grabbed a hold. And I'm 
Losing it like this too often 
I just don't know how to stop it
I'll just keep on writing dropping verses alone
Til I end up in my coffin hopefully by then I've solved it
But if not I'm just gon hop in give my deuces I'm gone
(Chorus)
Get It Right...
(Verse2)
Tried my best to stay at home
But I'm back out in these streets
Swore I'd do it on my own
Either way I'm not complete
No more picking up the phone
No more talking to these geeks
No more flipping making moves
Got a kid that needs me free
No more, nodding off until my knees would hit the ground
I won't take my ass back to those damaged haunted grounds
Wow, colorless visions projecting silent renditions of actors
Depicting characters from my town
What the fuck is going on in my brain
I know that I can never be the same
But I still wanna chase my memories
Until every one is locked up in a safer place cus
Everything is gonna fade away
Before you know it memories are gonna rot decay
So i just keep on hanging on until I start to break
That's why i lose it when I know soon that my name might fade, dang.
(Chorus x 2)

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