Anxiety lockin' up my fuckin' bones now
I feel so distant let me come home
the boy in me scared, but I'm fuckin' grown now
All I do is smoke 'til I zone out, yeah
things are different, I don't feel important
I need someone to listen cuz I can't find enjoyment
set out on missions, but I just abort them 
think that my systems are getting distorted

But on a side note 
I get low, I sing highnotes
back in high school they used to ask me
"why the fuck do you rhyme for?"
answer is, I can't hide soul 
& I'm pushin' on for my throne 
so I can sit higher than the grindstone 
I'm the right storm, to get caught up in if you like those 
ima sharp sword you could go to war wit' 
then ignore in peace (piece) 
ima white floor you could wipe down with all o' your demons
ask me why the fuck I fight for? 
I gotta son I gotta raise, so I gotta kill this feelin'

I gotta raise myself up
mentality way fucked  
hope it stay tucked 
after I hide it, anti-midas 
everything I touch turn to ash 
think that I might just, 
have become the fire that consumed my past 
how long do the flames burn?
how long do the pain last?
cuz I don't know, no I don't know 

ima drug addict fuckin' piece of shit
a stain in your mind so you can't forget 
does anything ever make sense?
thoughts & actions never align
man fuck this, man fuck this shit

Side Note (prod. remghost)

I am a Waste (prod. Jxmsea)

C.T.B.I (prod. txbur)

I’m poppin the bean, I’m crossin my fingers 
You awfully mean, what’s with your anger 
It’s probably me, you see me a danger 
I’m sorry, for the hurt that lingers 
But I can’t let you go 

Goodbye paradise, hello Hell 
Welcome to the hollow pit of my mind 
Where the bad things dwell 
Where the truth is afraid 
So the liar head swell 
Where the dead are greats 
& livings just fake 

You’re a snake 
Poison runs thru your veins 
You bit the passion fruit 
But poison slipped up out your fangs 
Now, all you do is taint 
But I’m the one to blame 
Fuck up out my face 

The energy around me is a fist on my throat 
If I don’t tighten grip ima slip off my rope 
Want to leave here, really wanna go home 
But home is where the heart is 
& my heart is fucking broke

Pit of my Mind

Pit of my Mind (prod. Khail)

It’s, on sight like a reticle 
I get high off that medical 
It’s, do or die when the weapon pulled 
Better move, I am skeptical 
I’ll blah blah blah 
any muthafucka on the block, block
For the top spot 
Even pop pock 
Like a pop rock 
Homie jaw drop 
I kill shit nonstop 
I go fast paced like I’m cocaine 
Mf from the dirt, Cobain 
I put it in gear, cole train 
I don’t wanna hear no pain
Who let the no name proclaim himself king  & then showcase
Betta showface 
But he’s kinna propane 
Fuck ion know mane 

Get blown to the dome wit the chrome muthafucker 
Alone, in the zone & a microphone 
Deadly combination that we on muthafucka 
I’ve grown on my own wit a backbone 
You groan on the phone like a fat hoe 
Put led thru ya calf bone, cuz you kept on 
I’m an asshole 
Curb stomp on the curb stone 
Flagged down & at the flagpole 

It’s hard to find peace, the piece make it harder 
You wanna find peace then piece it all in order 
Yo’ piece is a beast, that piece will destroy ya 
But grab the fuckin piece & say peace to paranoia 

Livin in the jungle 
Gotta learn to hustle 
Do not stumble 
When foundations crumble 
Keep yo wit amidst trouble 
& you’ll be fine kid 
Fine tuned to the mind tricks 

I’ll paint the fucking world wit an AK 
Nay says, claim they, don’t fuck wit me 
Pray they, make it home safe 
Without the melee 
I go Great Ape, since grade 8
They a day late, on apologies 
I should finish but I keep goin like apostrophes 
It’s a quality, my philosophy ?
Fuckin Socrates 

Y’all can’t hang, just thought I sang 
Just thought I’d show fangs

What y’all think a game 
No ones playin’ 
When we all in range 
Of the reticle

Reticle

Reticle (prod. ZerO Music)

Silent screams are the worst pain
They reverberate inside my fucking chest 
Those who know me by my first name 
Be the first ones to cause unrest, in my soul
When everything change, Will you be adept to adapt?
Or will you be trapped 
In the depths of yo conscious 
All that you feels 
In ya head & it’s obvious 
Everyone hate me 
Cuz I push for knowledge 
Reflect the pain of the world
no oculus 
You have left me no option
Victim of a witch process 
Drop bullets down my esophagus 
Inner turmoil constant 
Taken for granted so long 
I’m taken for granted all that I’ve known
Lessons repeat, & my patience is gone
Disappointment on the faces at home
I just wanna make ‘em proud of me 
Prolly need to face that I don’t 

All you’ve done is made me colder
Feeling better since I found my closure
Still feel shit I know is over 
Still could never be sober 
Thought I needed a shoulder 
The Devil, he drawin closer! 
Personal chauffeur 
On this coaster to hell 
As I sink lower 
I wonder how I failed 
Iron fingers drag down my skin 
Glass pipe, resin stained lips 
All a journey to find self within 
I’ve suffered wounds, ain’t recovered since 
No use tryna cover them 
Cuz they bleed thru, 
& I breathe thru, crushed lungs 
As I fill them wit smoke out the spliff 
Shit


Old song I never put out. Prolly should keep it that way but I like it.

rotslow

neverwood (prod. dj lil sprite)

throwed ft. tre smoke (prod. sobernap)

i feel it deeper now (prod. hieloways)

Long forgotten by those we can’t forget 
Alone n walkin’ the line of life n death 

Persecute myself enough so save your breath 
Denial permeate from you more than it ever has 

Held still by chains I slipped on myself
Ecstasy from agony unlike I’ve ever felt 

Tear the flesh from my bone 
With nails that scrape anothers back 
Where may she roam ?  
In the time it take her find her way back 
Always act like I don’t giva fuck
Caught in withdrawal, chasing a high that never was

some people only exist in our memories (prod. sobernap)

Fight the system, Fuck the system, We will be Heard.

x i e t y.

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