I appreciate anyone who listened to this album, it was the realest way I could describe 2021. took me exactly 400.11666667 hours to complete.

special thanks to:
John Havrilla - @synossound

12/31/21

❤️❤️❤️

made by xilefone.

thanks for catching me

hey anyone. 

this album is about letting the flowers grow beneath a tree I may never sit under. I've been so privileged to know and love the friends and family that I do, and selfishly, I hope our interactions help you to be the person you want to be.

i spent a lot of this year coming face to face with a lot of vices that have been normalized in my subconscious, affecting not only my day to day but how I may interact with you. as you see, or may hear, each song is a vice I've made progress on this year, which is change, considering I used to settle with failure. hopefully you can feel that change.

If we've hurt in the past, present, or when we do in the future, the release of this album is proof that I'm not only capable of change, but I Am growing to be comfortable with it.

thank you for listening if you do.

this took me 407.25 hours to complete.

watered by xilefone.

Let The Flowers Grow

airplanes

Dearest Friend

maybe tomorrow

Too Cold, Too Close

self doubt

i'll be back

thank you mac miller

yt: https://youtu.be/4uHx0GogB_c

flipped by xilefone.

Mac Miller - Self Care (xilefone flip)

went kinda crazy with some friends from college, woke up hungover, and got the perfect inspiration for a hangover song. thanks for listening :)

yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQezQngR_8s

flipped by xilefone.

atmosphere - sunshine (xilefone flip)

thank you metro for all of your reeses across the spiderverse.. you have inspired me to follow in your footsteps

may God guide me in being able to fall asleep

thank you Mac Miller
https://wbr.lnk.to/SWIMMING

yt: https://youtu.be/bG-uhpbuFag 
au: https://audius.co/xilefone/i-dont-recognize-your-face-1-final

made by xilefone.

Mac Miller - Conversations Pt. 1 (across the spiderverse inspired)

did something to this a while back, mixed it with rapper big pooh 

yt: https://youtu.be/JE0c4S7PrdU

context: I quit my first job and it made me really sad because I really liked the people at my first job. they taught me a lot of stuff and was a job throughout college for me. kinda taught me a lot more about life and how money works than I thought it would.

beated by xilefone.

Lil Durk - Started From (xilefone did something to it idk)

hey guys, its me again. im trying to pursue a higher education now. this music thing isn't working out. please like and follow for my journey at Berklee, if it happens. *fingers_crossed*

context: I made a beat to this song like 3 years ago when it came out and my buddy chase dunkley sent me a video about how to make not boring music, so I was like damn bro, bet. and here we are, 12 hours later. 

yt: https://youtu.be/oIfm8LTNBwo

ghostproduced by xilefone.

Ameer Vann - Keep Your Distance (xilefone Berklee College of Music Audition)

sampled didrick in this, love you didrick.

context: I'm having a month of ups that feel like downs and when I think about them they're downs

yt: https://youtu.be/6lVvbkDSiLo

flipped by xilefone.

Kendrick Lamar - I Hate You (Letter To Death) (xilefone flip)

im so exhausted bro lets be real this track is garbage

rip mac miller

context: I'm juggling too much shit to breathe

yt: https://youtu.be/wJaK88828Q4

blended by xilefone.

Mac Miller - Conversations (xilefone beat)

im starting to run out of old tracks we are getting to the LINE people

context: I still really have not made music in like a month. this is not good. i need all of the thoughts and prayers I can get.

yt: https://youtu.be/eDo5VtvvUFg

curated by xilefone.

Cavetown - Wasabi (xilefone beat)

lmao youtube is processing this 140p photo in 4k

00:04 - MY NEW PROD TAG :)

rip juice 999 - I think this is an unreleased verse on it

context: I'm feeling really thankful for the people I know and have. I've been reconnecting with some old friends after way too long, and I should really be better about talking to people. at least I'm growing and getting better about doing that. 

yt: https://youtu.be/4OiaJPaQFKQ

showed up and glowed up by xilefoned up

Juice WRLD - Maze (xilefone glow up)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LIp-HE_9Ms

context: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LIp-HE_9Ms

yt: https://youtu.be/a_uZx7wJM_U

xilefone type beat by xilefone.

Jay Rock ft. Kal Banx - Eastside (xilefone beat)

THANK YOU GUYS FOR ALL OF YOUR SUPPORT

context: me and liam went to wingstop today only to get a large ranch and some spicy Korean q sauce. the cashiers looked disgusted LMAO

yt: https://youtu.be/Ug1F1D7H2PY

loved by xilefone.

Olivia Rodrigo - pretty isn't pretty (xilefone beat)

hope you're having a wonderful december 25th.

yt: https://youtu.be/awBXpye6Ack

context: trying to get find a comfortable way to make music again without forcing it. making the beat a days were fun, i just kept writing them 30 mins before they needed to go out lol.

photo context: went to the mall like 10 years ago and took this on my ipod

songs sampled: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xh0PcldvA4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5y_hR2rp2EY

compiled by xilefone.

christmas 2023

friends lost their cat, and this song is for a very small friend, so I made it. sorry for no mixing or coherency

yo boy feeling ambivalent, ya dig?

yt: https://youtu.be/fwRikgPUaVE
orig: https://soundcloud.com/midimachine/song-for-a-very-small-friend

cat was found, not by xilefone.

midimachine - song for a very small friend (xilefone flip)

hey anyone. 

this album is about letting the flowers grow beneath a tree I may never sit under. I've been so privileged to know and love the friends and family that I do, and selfishly, I hope our interactions help you to be the person you want to be.

i spent a lot of this year coming face to face with a lot of vices that have been normalized in my subconscious, affecting not only my day to day but how I may interact with you. as you see, or may hear, each song is a vice I've made progress on this year, which is change, considering I used to settle with failure. hopefully you can feel that change.

If we've hurt in the past, present, or when we do in the future, the release of this album is proof that I'm not only capable of change, but I Am growing to be comfortable with it.

thank you for listening if you do.

(will update with the usual track stats per the full release at 10 am CST)

watered by xilefone.

same family, new shirt (feat. John Havrilla)

sine of improvement

sycophant psychopath

calmfidence

anger turned subconscious

prose n cons

unpacking my stuffed animals

I Am

Halsey - Colors (Audien remix instrumental) x Mako - Our Story & Smoke Filled Room (xilefone mashup)

mixed by xilefone.
its hard losing people man..
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ending piano solo credits go to the one and only
Francesco Parrino
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pefzSBTd0m0

http://www.facebook.com/Francesco.Parrino.Official

https://www.instagram.com/francescoparrinomusic

=======================
thank you!

Coldplay - Fix You x L'amour Toujours in D Major (xilefone mashup)

mixed by xilefone.
man this acapella's pretty bad..

Zara Larsson - Ain't My Fault x Raye - Bet U Wish (KRANE Remix) (xilefone mashup)

mixed by xilefone.

This was taken down by soundcloud auto copyright twice, but i reuploaded just because it sounded really good. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me if there are ANY problems with this song, and it will immedieatly gone from my page. thanks!

Demi Lovato - Cool For The Summer x Hayden James - Something About You (ODESZA Remix)

mixed by xilefone.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THIS SONG HAS ANY COPYRIGHT PROBLEMS, AND IT WILL IMMEDIATELY BE REMOVED OFF OF SOUNCLOUD. thanks!

Alan Walker - Faded x San Holo - Still Looking (Analogue Dear Remix) (xilefone mashup)

if you enjoyed this, check out the other Jack Harlow beat i remade! 
https://soundcloud.com/xilefonemusic/jack-harlow-wasted-youth-feat-shloob-xilefone-beat

made by xilefone.

Jack Harlow - Sundown (xilefone beat)

this was a song that reminded me of someone I love, and made me sad, so I wanted to make it happier. and I did.

if theres any trouble and you want me to remove this, please msg me

made with jonathan

made by xilefone.

frad - blossoms (w/bloom.) (xilefone beat)

been sitting on this for a while, gave up trying to make it better

made by xilefone.

Jack Harlow  - Wasted Youth (feat. Shloob) (xilefone beat)

the girl i had a crush on

thank you for taking your time to listen to this album, it took me about 255.183 hours to complete.

created, devised, (somewhat)mastered, and released from my parent's basement.

special thanks to:
cluda - https://soundcloud.com/cluda
Synos - https://soundcloud.com/synossound

please tell me what you think of the tracks! :)

made by xilefone.

I Won't Forget You (feat. cluda)

just wanted to flip this for fun, unfortunately it was deleted off of alazko's soundcloud on the day I wanted to flip it.  please just soundcloud dm me if you want this off of here and i'll take it off. Thanks for listening!

YouTube URL: https://youtu.be/qRfuIr2JpAQ

flipped by xilefone.

Alazko - over the moon (xilefone flip)

tryna make our life just a little bit better. I'm here if you wanna talk.

email - letsbefriends@xilefone.com

Everyone Paid.

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