"new girl snorting coke and she called it a diet" FIREEE BARSSS

"i got bloodddd dripping down from my ass" - lil XipZ (2022)

produced by: caps ctrl

vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork: birdbay

Lyrics:

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

(verse)

i’ve been under the pressure i’m tryna do my best
i’ve been tryna be myself i’m doing my best i swear

i’ve been down, i’ve been down, i’ve been down again

i’ve been losing my crown when i falling in

i don’t wanna be apart of your one sided history 

i don’t, i don’t wanna be apart of your history 
or atleast not the story that you’re telling
i don’t really wanna like it but i have to 

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

earl grey [caps ctrl]

CHORUS:

my eyes roll back
the skies fade to black
nothing stays the same
and i wish it wouldn’t change
the clouds are looking gray
as my colors fade away
and i cant tell what’s real and what is not
anymore
my life’s becoming a chore

VERSE:

(becoming a chore)

b-been wasting my time 
trying to find
happiness in that
that don’t feel right
how might i
survive this tragic life

(how might i survive)

i wake up and complain 
about the day 
before it’s even begun 
am i the only one
that feels this way
i cant look at my own face

BRIDGE:

to bare witness to face the facts that i just go on living the same boring shit… i cant fuckin do this


CHORUS:

my eyes roll back
the skies fade to black
nothing stays the same
and i wish it wouldn’t change
the clouds are looking gray
as my colors fade away
and i cant tell what’s real and what is not
anymore
my life’s becoming a chore

my life's becoming a chore (metlast)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: yungdreamer555
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS

[chorus]
i got blood dripping down from my hands
i slaughtered the demons that were roaming my head
i killed em one by one and theres no going back
i dont feel bad for it tho, i feel no regret

they shouldve left me alone
years ago
they shouldve left me alone
thats what i told them when i was smashing their skulls

[verse]
i got blood on my hands
feel no regrets
im living life crazy
what happens next?

where do i go?
what do i do?
everyones been asking "what happened to you?"

i simply do not have answer
when i call, i have no one that answers
is this what it feels like to be all alone
lost in my head again, why is my life so dull

im searching for my purpose
why do i feel worthless

do they think that i deserve this?
whatd i do to deserve this?

[chorus]
i got blood dripping down from my hands
i slaughtered the demons that were roaming my head
i killed em one by one and theres no going back
i dont feel bad for it tho, i feel no regret

they shouldve left me alone
years ago
they shouldve left me alone
thats what i told them when i was smashing their skulls

Blood On My Hands [Prod. yungdreamer555]

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: soulfade, XSLIMEX, HeyLee Manzeron & lil XipZ
Produced by: Crizzy White
Mixed by: soulfade, XSLIMEX, HeyLee Manzeron & lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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Love Like a Pill (w/ soulfade, XSLIMEX, HeyLee Manzeron & lil XipZ) [Prod. Crizzy White]

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

Beat prod by: skgotthesauce x jibaorockin x thislandis

I’m ok. (prod. skgotthesauce x jibaorockin x thislandis)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Intro]
why do i have deal with this
im waking up at 6
just go to a place that i dont wanna exist at
i go to school all day just go straight to work
i got no time for myself
is this all lifes worth?

[Chorus]
i be waking up, wiping blood off my wrist from the centipedes
time to cover up bc i dont want people to be questioning
if i am okay

[Verse 1]
but guess what
the truth is im really not
and theres nothing in this life i could do that could change that
i be fucking up, waking up in pools of blood
and i write another song that nobodys gonna love
and ill write all my feelings but nobody listens
and its kinda obvious im not anybodys favorite
bc im just an untalented little prick
its obvious to me, that i dont deserve to win

[Chorus]
i be waking up, wiping blood off my wrist from the centipedes
time to cover up bc i dont want people to be questioning
if i am okay

[Verse 2]
its obvious to me that none of this matters
lifes just a pointless timeline and everyone shatters
moneys just a green thing that everyones after
but in the end its pointless bc we all end up inside of a grave
but while im here, im still gonna chase it
even if the music shit dont work out imma make it
dont know why i care bout numbers if i dont wanna be famous
so if i do blow up itd probably make this shit all worse

[Chorus]
i be waking up, wiping blood off my wrist from the centipedes
time to cover up bc i dont want people to be questioning
if i am okay



Another Song

empty cell/empty sella +løstcause (p. cobalt)

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: Nkno x lil XipZ 
Produced by: lil XipZ x Nkno
Mixing: Nkno x lil XipZ 
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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Leave Me Behind (w/ Nkno & lil XipZ) [Prod. Nkno & lil XipZ]

ft. 13 year-old me
prod by @tiedforsilver
mastered by teddyboi
Stream "Fall Again" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0DWB3T60GOLC5e6oY4rlVL?si=201a522488bb4a79
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pUqyBof-Thk

Fall Again (prod. Tied For Silver)

when the night tears

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when the night tears feat. AVXiD (prod. yunnygoldz & woahsxda)

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Selfish, it dont matter.

$25 features

Blood On My Hands [Prod. yungdreamer555]

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