just now getting the chance to listen to this, this is so dope

OFFICIAL AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WrNvDonw4dk&ab_channel=Nkno
Visuals by glx

Prod by Nkno & Dreamrr
Recorded by Nkno and HeartlessArik
Mixed and Mastered by Nkno

Lonely, Pt. 2

Official AMV

Lonely, Pt.2 (feat. HeartlessArik)

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

Smiley Face (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Gb Major
Bpm 104

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Smiley Face

Main Artist: lil XipZ x Shxdy808
Production: Shxdy808
Featured Artists: @autumndropsdead
Mixing: lil XipZ x autumndropsdead
Mastering: lil XipZ
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Lyrics:
[Chorus: lil XipZ]
baby im just missing you right now
lately i just havent been around
and i know ive been distant
im sorry for my feelings
they always just seem to get in the way

baby im just missing you right now
lately i just havent been around
and i know ive been distant
im sorry for my feelings
they always just seem to get in the way

[Verse: autumndropsdead]
laying flat on the floor
bear skin rug
kill me off for decor
never enough i don’t know anymore
called my bluff but i swear
there is more yeah i swear it’s important

tore the flesh with your fucking teeth out
you decide whether or not to believe me
ima cry i can tell
you’re deceiving all the time
eyes still glued to the tv
might as well die

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
baby im just missing you right now
lately i just havent been around
and i know ive been distant
im sorry for my feelings
they always just seem to get in the way

baby im just missing you right now
lately i just havent been around
and i know ive been distant
im sorry for my feelings
they always just seem to get in the way

XipZ x Shxdy808 - Distant (w/ autumndropsdead)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists:  @emptychest
Production: @Shxdy808 x Jason夢
Mixing: lil XipZ x Emptychest
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
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Lyric Video: https://youtu.be/sma-ISbASLo
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Lyrics: 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired 

[Verse 1: emptychest]
yeah thats how i was wired
some went wrong in my brain sparking cause a fire
spilled lighter fluid on my keyboad now that bitch ruined
my ocd so complex bout as deep as the ruins that i-
live in
pain starts to seep in
they say "just breathe"
but first gimme a reason
rhyming reason w treason
think im gone for the season
head in the clouds but my hearts in the dirt
yeah my hearts in the dirt
and my head is hurt
and my heart is burried 

[Chorus: lil XipZ + emptychest]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
yeah its how i was wired
i dont wanna see you cry right now
but you can if you want to
ill hold on my lap right now 

and i know that youre hurt
can you know what worth
cuz its more than what you say
cuz youre perfect to me in every way 

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
yuh okay 
got me looking at the stars when your not around
im immersed in your face
when i look into your eyes i can see it now 

how much i hurt you
i dont deserve you
im sorry if i ruined this
come on let me burn too 

sorry if youre tired
im really gonna try hard
im sorry im an asshole
its how i was wired

STARS (w/ emptychest) [Prod.Shxdy808 + Jason夢] [+ LYRIC VIDEO]

LYRICS

They said I'd figure it out when I graduated high school 
nearly ten years, I still don't know what the fuck to do 
writing songs alone in my room is the only thing I ever learned how to do 

I wasted all my time,
on fairy tales and lies 
so should I draw the line right here
before it's too late? 

I used to pretend my life was a movie 
with credits rolling as chapters closed 
in the back of my parents' car 
with the lake disappearing slowly 
I promised myself I'd remember this feeling 

Now it's 2021 and I'm still here on lockdown,
but life is the virus that caged me, I can't get out 
I can't remember the wind through the wind through the trees 
and the sun at my back, when my mind could just be at peace 

cuz that's all I really need, just some relief from being me

a quiet desperation

Main Artist: lil XipZ x Shxdy808
Featured Artist: HeyLee Manzeron
Production: Shxdy808
Mixing: lil XipZ x HeyLee Manzeron
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XipZ x Shxdy808 - Falling (w/ HeyLee Manzeron)

shout-out to teddy and saint mike
I love you guys

Romeo And Juliet ft teddyboi prod by saint mike

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Kerem — Selin’s Dream Child

Inspired by her dream of raising a son who embraces the world with open arms.  This song is written as a tribute to a son whose joy comes not from hiding but from reaching with a heart full of fire and curiosity.  Where some might try to contain him, his mother’s gift is freedom — the space to soar and turn mistakes into stories, light up every room with the courage of being fiercely himself.

XipZ x Shxdy808 - Falling (w/ HeyLee Manzeron)

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