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The Upload

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno x Madisyn Nichols
Mixing: lil XipZ x Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno 
Production: lil XipZ
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(Lyrics)
[Intro:lil XipZ]
all black benz
i want it
diamonds 
all in my pocket ya
i got you in my wallet
that polaroid from forever ago oooh 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[Verse 1:Cypression]
oooh oooh
im a loner but i dont wanna be lonely
you dont know me but i promise im not phoney
i got tears in my eyes but its fine
(look at my hearts but its gone)
my hearts been jaded but its alright
(its alright) 

[bridge:lil XipZ]
all black benz
you to hold my hand
you and my friends
and we travel like a band
live like rockstars
fucked up like popstars
end up in cop cars yuh aye 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[verse2: Hazenova]
im a loner
and no one even knows me
i dont really talk much
im chilling by my lonely
i wont tell you how i feel
until you tell me if its real
like tell me what the fucks the deal
i keep my emotions sealed
you dont even want me at all
you never answered my calls
youve been watching me fall for so long
(you dont even answer my calls)
(watching me fall for so long) 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[verse3: Nkno]
you keep fuckin with me like i have no feelings 
sippin on lean high off the codein 
you lie to yourself  when you say you love me 
what is this feelingwhat is it i need 

im just gonna say it im fine but im jaded 
i cant make no friends  whove gone thru the same shit 
i really fucking hate this miss me when im faded
i dont wanna hear this from you a lame bitch 

you sit there watching me fall and you dont pick me up 
sitting here at a loss thinking of the pointless battles i fought 

I fought for you I wont keep the truth from you 
I wouldnt lie to you what am I to you 

[hook:lil XipZ]
sad but wont say shit
im fine but im jaded
i cry every night in bed under covers 

all black rover 
shoutout james colt there
gonna drive by myself since i am a loner 

[verse4:Madisyn Nichols]
jaded, im jaded
im jaded, im jaded yeaaaa 

Jaded! im jaded! 
i think i may cave in
everything you said and did, i really believed it
am i just blind? (blind)
i thought you were mine (mine)
everytime that i write (write)
i catch myself writing about you everytime (time)
oh oh oh oh oh
oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
the heart in my chest
give it a rest
lay me in my coffin
i dont wanna be here, i just wanna be dead
i am depressed
i feel nothin im a mess
layed here in my bed
i dont wanna be here, i just wanna be dead

Jaded (ft. Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno x Madisyn Nichols)

Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

i wish the pain left when u did </3
.
.
.

this aint no drug problem
yeah this just me fallin
inside ur love
i got it
yeah do u think about it
1:50 am
i wanna kiss u again
if u hate the old me 
i'll be ur new boyfriend

if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky
im alive 
but for how long
this aint goodbye
baby so long
kiss me goodnight
kiss me slow 
kiss me goodnight
kill me slow 
if u hate me then u already half-way love me
dying in ur arms
i guess im half-way lucky

can u look me in the eyes and say u hate me
can u look me in the eyes and say im crazy
u can tell me i was wrong and yes i know
but i want u to myself 
its all i want
and i wish the pain left when u did
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
and i wish the pain left when u did 
but its love baby 
nobody ever wins
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka young fruits basket

I WISH THE PAIN LEFT WHEN U DID (2K6)

prod. @metlast
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

Lyrics:
Sometimes i get so fucking cold
All i know, all i know
Its etched so deeply in my soul
My soul 
Yeah i got ice inside my bones

But i dont mind its alright
Baby stay with me we got all night
Its alright, its alright
Those memories make me cry

got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go


Let me go
Let me go
I know u let me go
I let myself get low
Pick up my self, cry alone
Wipe up the blood, check my phone
I just cant take it anymore
I just cant take it anymore


got my eyes closed
Ill never go home
Im getting high tho
Everything turn slo mo

Im in this ride hoe
I see the end grow close
So would u hold me close
And never let me go

Never Let Me Go (prod. Metlast)

touch me 
Love me 
Tell me that you want me 
look me in the eyes and tell me what it is you’d like to see 
I’ll show you 
love you 
and give you everything you need 
begging on your knees 
fuck you till you’re feeling weak 

god I feel so lost 
ever since we got to talkin 
you show me how to live 
how to smile how to process 
your vibes they bring me up yeah 
I’m staying high it’s chronic 
going to the bar and drinking every night it’s toxic 

but we hurt the same 
we always drown the pain away 
drinking down the whiskey hoping everything will be okay 
life is just a mess, but I promise things will find their way 
just listen to me drink a truly get faded fuck the night away

touch me. (prod. Jolst)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

Lately there's too many gunshots in my hood
All these screams play with my mood
I wanna make friends with the moon
Baby I hope I can see you soon

Why are you digging into my past 
Why are you tryna know what i had
I don't really care cuz nothing lasts
I just don't wanna think about that

I've been hoping i make you smile
Wishing you could stay for a little while
It's way too early to say goodbye
Let's forget the time that's passing by

I wish you could be happier than you've ever been
I'd  lie if i said i didn't want it to be with me
I've been in the dark but your smile guides me through
So i'm happy you're by my side i got gratitude

Distance is a challenge that makes us stronger    
I hope you can wait for me a little longer

I've been thinking of a girl i never met
Outside of her head 
she 
ain't got many friends
Her mom doesn't know that i'm a bad influence
But i 
just wanna feel her breath

I just wanna feel your breath on my skin
I wanna feel you shiver and think of a lot sins

Distance is a challenge that makes us stronger    
I hope you can wait for me a little longer

I've been thinking of a girl i never met
Outside of her head 
she 
ain't got many friends
Her mom doesn't know that i'm a bad influence
But i 
just wanna feel her breath

feel her breath

feel her breath (willy)

;(

Lyrics:

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 

I feel so vacant and the colors have faded 
Life is not the same and I just wanna take it
All the time wasted, wish I could escape it,
I just have to face it and I fucking hate it

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end

caved in (sorrow bringer)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

Jaded (ft. Cypression x Hazenova x Nkno x Madisyn Nichols)

xipz

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