From the lost album, "The Canvas".

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Lyrics

You don’t know what pain is
I cannot escape this
All that time was wasted over you
I tell myself to live on
Thinkin’ ‘bout those missed calls
Every single thing’s wrong ‘cause of you

I’m thinkin’ ‘bout the past and the memories
I’m thinkin’ ‘bout the last thing you said to me
You said that you’ll still always love me but it ain’t the same
Love that you used to feel back all up in them days
I was pissed I told you “get out”
You lost all my respect now, I said that you’re a let down
You said you let me free to let me breathe but I’m a mess now
Some things that I regret now, some things I should confess now
But you won’t ever hear it ‘cause the only time we talk is when there’s confrontation 
It’s like the only time we talk is when we aggravated 
See I don’t think that it’s you that I miss, I was just used to the bliss
Feelings that you gave me left me captivated 
Last night I dreamt you still in my bed
Yeah, I burnt every picture but they're still in my head
See I’m done with your games, gettin’ numb to the pain
Now I’m stuck in the rain sayin’

You don’t know what pain is
I cannot escape this
All that time was wasted over you
I tell myself to live on
Thinkin’ ‘bout those missed calls
Every single thing’s wrong ‘cause of you

So how am I gon’ breathe?
So how am I gon’ breathe?
So how am I gon’ breathe?
So how am I gon’ breathe?

I’m thinkin’ ‘bout the things that we coulda been
I’m thinkin’ ‘bout the things that we shoulda been
See I just want us to be good again
But something up inside me is still tellin’ me I wouldn’t win
I can’t believe that you’re becomin’ that
I gave you everything and I got nothin’ back
I put everything below you, not before you
Everything that I bestowed you, I just wish I could take fuckin’ back
I’m feelin’ like you took me for granted
Yeah, I’m feelin’ like you took some advantage
So now I’m feelin’ lost and abandoned
Caught in this frantic, exhausted and stranded 
I’m feelin’ like you panicked, how’d you ever blow it? 
How much you meant to me I guess you’ll never know it
And that’s because I’m really too afraid to show it
So I’m sittin’ broken goin’

You don’t know what pain is
I cannot escape this
All that time was wasted over you
I tell myself to live on
Thinkin’ ‘bout those missed calls
Every single thing’s wrong ‘cause of you

So how am I gon’ breathe?
So how am I gon’ breathe?
So how am I gon’ breathe?
So how am I gon’ breathe?

Kevin Oaks - "Breathe"

Bobbalam x xJohn - Butterflies (prod. twenty16)

thank you, moving on

thank you, moving on (prod. pinkgrillz88)

LOVE & RAGE (Beta Test)

h0e activities

hOe activities (prod. gren808)

do i love u

do i love u (prod. 14wrld)

Bobbalam x xJohn - My Ex Best Friend (prod. issao)

lyrics:

maybe i'm the devil 
brand new heartbreak hollow tips gon rock out heavy metal 
eat my kids hansel & gretel
no i will never settle 
got a evil b***h at home she gon kill me if i let her

baby my wrist sore 
i cut too deep into the nether 
know that we should be together 
but you're speaking to me never 

i heard you sad too
let's cut our wrists and live together 
all my life i ain't been sh*t so i won't promise ill get better 

maybe i'm the devil 
brand new heartbreak hollow tips gon rock out heavy metal 
eat my kids hansel & gretel
no i will never settle 
got a evil b***h at home she gon kill me if i let her

baby my wrist sore 
i cut too deep into the nether 
know that we should be together 
but you're speaking to me never 

i heard you sad too
let's cut our wrists and live together 
all my life i ain't been sh*t so i won't promise ill get better

let me carve my name into your skin

hideyourtears (prod. killjoy)

lyrics: 

i just landed in nagoya 
next up is naha, wish i could show ya
you're supposed to be here with me, in kyoto
taking photos and, eating gyoza, but 
some things never happen for a reason
that's what you'd always say 
but i, don't believe it
cause this is where you lay
hate to admit it but, i really miss your touch, and
the things you'd do just to catch my bluff
it's raining here on your favorite month
ill be crying a river until it's done 

x2

the moon is beautiful isn't it

lovemachine [prod. dee B]

The Void❤️🖤 I put months of emotion, thought and energy into this EP as a way to vent my pain and put it into words, as well as in hopes that it may touch any one of you listening and help you to push through your pain, heartbreak, depression, or even just through a tough time. These are songs that take you to the exact mental position I was in at the time of writing them... every lyric is meaningful and authentic. I love you. Enjoy.

P.S. If you wish to try to understand the full meaning behind this project, decypher the artwork.❤️

origin story (interlude) (Prod. xJohn & Raesam)

🖤xJohn🖤

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