nev3r lo0k b4ck [prod. totoroto187]

alone [prod. MAJZKLUANI]

meant for me <3

Sometimes I question my sanity 
My faith in humanity 
I won’t get philosophical 
Won’t be able to handle me 
My mental is leveled although they say I’m disheveled 
But what they say is irrelevant to me fuck it whatever 
You think that you’re clever just cuz you write on a forum 
You think that you’re cool just cuz you’re driving a foreign 
Dissecting intestines hand me the knife and the saw 
I’m tripping balls off a chemical straight from China on God
To stay pure or to sin 
Lose a battle or win 
I don’t overthink it I’m just a leaf in the wind 
Wether it comes or it goes or I go with it or don’t 
It’s decided call it fate already etched in the stone 
Clearly feeling so eerie 
Hear me the devil stay near me 
Leaning beside me 
I’m fearing blankly I stare at the ceiling 
Can’t put to words how I’m feeling 
Your gonna have to believe me 
When I say death is real near me 
Life slowly disappearing 

Feeling alone, my whole life is a mess 
Keep to myself, there’s no need to impress 
I’m dying, I feel the pain in my chest
I’m flying, grinding my teethe off the X

disheveled [prod. MAJZKLUANI]

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You lied to me, now I sit here broken in my room starting at my tv screen 
All the things you promised are now broken dreams 
don’t think I’ll get over what you did to me 
I didn’t deserve 
What you did and it hurts 
Now you’re gone 
Loves a curse 
I don’t think that love will ever be the same 
I don’t think that anything will heal the pain 

You’re gone 
Now I’m all alone 
It’s not like it’s the first time 

If you call I don’t think I’ll pick up the phone 
I think I’d rather sit in darkness all alone 
I don’t think you comprehend how much you meant to me 
Since you left there’s been a void in me so empty 

I just want you to know that I these feelings can’t just disappear 
Memories of when you used to hold me close my dear 

All these drugs and my relapses 
Times expired with relaxing 
Buy another bag do it all in Just one line 
I don’t sleep at all from my life keep shaving time 
I say that im fine knowing damn well it’s a lie 
I won’t be a burden so I keep it’s all inside 

Always do what’s wrong never will do what is right 
Every time that I wake up, always fearing I will die 

Never gave a fuck 
I just do me and keep it going 
If it’s not enough for you I guess I’ll show you to the door then 
But tou moved on like it’s nothing gave a fucks that I was broken 
Now I know just who you for once you finally where open 

When I said I love you I’d mean it
Now I’m snorting and leaning 
Coping how I always did
It is not the healthiest 
In the end I’m better off alone,
But my heart still wants you to come home

you lied

you haunt me

Dotted line cut here like im trevor 
Kill me slow living fast cant get deader 
I'll do anything just to feel better
But it's like I'll never 
Might just be forever 
Blood pressure go up 
Thats every day
The grind never stop
Grind every day
The money go up 
So does the time 
Clock go tick tok 
You ran outa time
I got so many problems 
Don't know how to solve them
Running out of time
I don't want to die 
Yeah I still do drugs 
But I know better
Wish I didn't fuck up 
I know that I'm clever 
Dotted line cut here like im trevor 
Kill me slow living fast cant get deader 
I'll do anything just to feel better
But it's like I'll never 
Might just be forever
I dont know about you but ima go get mine
Stepping on landmines gotta watch where i lie 
All these bitches they lie 
So I don't got the time no, no i don't got the time 
Doin a drive by with my guys
Gotta get money either way i dont mind 
Counting up green idk im color blind
One way or another yeah you know i gotta grind 

xk1ra

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